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Taliar in Evil Arda
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I will look forward to the moment tremendously. 

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Taliar giggles. Love you forever. Undeterrably and irrevocably. And I really like proving it.

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Might be worth talking to him, if you're convinced you're not so easy to rattle any longer.

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I am much, much harder to rattle!

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Then prove it.

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Taliar raises his eyebrows at Maitimo as the feeling of challenge flares in his mind. He could rein himself in again, but if Maitimo is making the suggestion in those terms... You went there, huh? All right, I'll talk to him.

But not right now. Right now he has to kiss his amazingly lovely boyfriend and try to avoid recklessly demanding another bad day on the spot.

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Oh, Taliar.

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I would really like to make it at least another month!

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You seem very sure I'll wait for permission!

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No, no, the thing I'd like to make it at least another month on is asking you to do it again. Whether or not you do it anyway is a completely separate issue.

And of course Maitimo does not have to wait for permission - although he might have to wait for another nightmare for practical reasons, because getting Taliar into a state of not wanting him is likely to be prohibitively difficult otherwise - and if he does give Taliar another bad day without permission or warning, Taliar will handle it, and still love him afterward, and take a lot longer to get himself back to the point of feeling safe.

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Kisses. You are safe. I'll never break you.

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I know. I love you so much.

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And if he wants to find Findekáno the next day he's settled in downstairs and mostly keeps to himself, apparently.

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He thinks it over again in the morning, and then comes by in the afternoon.

"Hi," he says, a little awkwardly.

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"Come on in. How are you doing?"

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He goes in.

"Really well on all counts. Magical engineering is tremendous fun, my soul's coming along about as fast as I thought it would, and I am still okay and still going to keep being okay."

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"He hasn't changed."

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"In what sense?"

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"If you are okay, which I don't think it's my place to debate with you, it is not because Maitimo has outgrown his penchant for rape and torture, and he doesn't even have six months' restraint."

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"Do you want me to explain or is it just going to end up like the last time we had this conversation..."

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"Was the last time we had this conversation upsetting to you?"

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"Yeah, but I'm going to be fine this time, I just... I think it would be reasonable to expect that hearing the whole story might upset you and I'd rather not get into it unless you think you'd rather know."

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"I find it upsetting that Maitimo's manipulated you into thinking that a deeply unhealthy situation is what being loved and valued and cared about is like."

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"That's... really not what's going on," he says. "I mean, I can see why you'd think so. But it's - I chose this. And I've never regretted it for a second. Not even one of the bad seconds."

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"I'm glad. Maybe we should talk after the war, when you actually can leave -"

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