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Taliar in Evil Arda
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He wants Taliar but not like this, for real, although the imaginary senses will let him hold Taliar's soul and fuck him at the same time while Taliar can actually feel it - 

 

-  this is an appealing prospect, he sends it -

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That is definitely an appealing prospect. Taliar is delighted by this idea.

There's nothing stopping you from just - imagining all and only the things you're actually doing, I think - if you wanted to do that -

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I expect I'll want to do that. Phantom kiss.

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Mmmm phantom kisses. Taliar loves his husband so much. And his soul knows them so well and is so good to them.

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And he comes back that evening very eager to try that.

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Taliar is very eager to try that too. It is such an amazing idea. He bets the emotion cascade is going to be better than he can currently imagine, better than he is even capable of imagining - he wonders what'll happen if Maitimo adds in a stranger or two while he's at it, decides he'd maybe rather wait until their second try to find out, decides it is okay with him if Maitimo doesn't wait, and then decides to stop thinking about that when he could instead be kissing his husband.

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Taliar is such a delight. Taliar is his and it's wonderful.

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Taliar is both of those things! And married! He's also married! He is still very excited about being married!

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I've been wanting you for real all day, he says hungrily, and picks him up off his feet.

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Taliar grins and kisses him. Me too - I love the imaginary touch thing, it's amazing, but I want you, Imaginary Maitimo only registers to one sense and that is not enough of them. I want the you that I can see and hear and taste.

Of course, he is not exactly going to get that, if Maitimo does the soul-touching thing. But what he gets instead will be good in its own way. And right this second he is kissing his visible audible tasteable husband and that is more than satisfactory.

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They totally have time to do both ways, tonight.

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Oh excellent. Taliar loves his visible audible tasteable husband. He loves him so much.

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And he feels so complete and happy, being loved like that.

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It is so good, they are so good, everything is so good, Taliar is the happiest of miracles.

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And now they can try soul-touching sex with the new senses.

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Taliar was completely right about it being better than he could possibly have imagined.

The only thing he can feel is Maitimo - there is nothing else in his physical reality, nothing else in his emotional landscape, he is completely wrapped up in his beautiful brilliant glorious terrifying amazing wonderful husband whom he adores with world-shaking force, and his love and joy and wonder and amazement and pleasure all build on themselves and each other in a torrential cascade, and every moment he can feel Maitimo's touch it gets better, faster, more, it's the best thing in the world, it's too vast and powerful to hold in a single finite mind but it's his soul that holds it and souls are infinite - and it feels so right, to be way out beyond the farthest possible reaches of mortal comprehension like this, this is exactly the scale on which Maitimo should be loved.

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It is pretty glorious to witness. 

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It is even more glorious to experience.

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He sort of regrets that he can't. He trusts Taliar but Taliar touching his soul would not be a uncomplicatedly beautiful experience. 

 

He kisses him and eventually lets go of his soul and holds him and whispers I cannot imagine what I could possibly have done to merit you.

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Taliar is too scattered to respond at first, but he remembers the words a few minutes later when he's having coherent thoughts again.

As the sole authority capable of rightly awarding me to anyone, I can definitively say that what you did to merit me was be yourself, he says, cuddling up as best he can in the aftereffects of prolonged soul contact. Nothing more was necessary and I'm not sure anything else would have done it. I love you so much, Maitimo. You are the light of my soul.

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I love you so much, Taliar. You're - the reason I wanted to have one.

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