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Taliar in Evil Arda
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He clings. Forever, forever, going to have you forever -

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Forever, Taliar agrees, hugging him. Love you forever. Oh, Maitimo, I love you so much, this is perfect, everything about this is perfect, I'm - am I crying - (He is.) - well that's perfect too, I love it when you make me cry, I love you, I love you, I love you.

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I know, I know, I believe you, I love you -

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Hugs. Giggly-weepy hugs.

I thought I'd be completely fascinated by the experience of being married and instead here I am too busy crying about how much I love you to pay attention... oh, my love...

He is utterly amazed by how completely perfect that was. Even the part where Maitimo started by overwhelming his soul with imaginary strangers - it made the rest so much better, it set up the transcendently beautiful soul contact immediately afterward... Maitimo is so completely the best thing that has ever happened to him, in so many ways, and every time he thinks that what they have together can't possibly get any better, it does, it always always does.

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Careful, dear, you'll give me something to live up to.

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I have complete faith in your ability to continue this trend merely by being yourself, says Taliar, snuggling him. Being ourselves has gotten us this far.

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Souls, shining.

 

It has, hasn't it.

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Taliar sniffles and smiles and cuddles closer. We're so good for each other.

And then—oh, oh, look at my soul—

It's hard to tell, with Maitimo's soul still in the room, but Taliar's soul has taken on just the tiniest hint of Silmaril-light. It shines amid the gold and silver and blue, and it carries a message approximately translatable as look at my husband, isn't he lovely?

And just when I'd stopped crying, giggles Taliar. He is now crying again. I love you so much. My soul loves you so much.

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Awwww.

 

We did it, you know, somehow, this works, it isn't hurting either of us. I didn't even think that was possible.

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Sniffle. Snuggle.

I didn't care how impossible it was, I was determined to give us the best chance I could. I'm so glad I succeeded. I love you. You make my soul shine.

In fact - now that he thinks of it, his soul actually does feel - more than it did an hour ago. It's noticeably brighter, and the light isn't fading.

...I guess marrying the love of my life is an exalting thing to do!

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That's useful. Shame we're not doing it again. Well, we sort of are, maybe the Nuimë version counts too.

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Maybe it will.

He snuggles up and happily contemplates a lovely winter wedding ceremony followed by a lovely anything-Maitimo-wants wedding night.

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That is a terribly appealing prospect.

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Hmm. You already have wedding jewelry but, Kelora's opinions aside, I don't... any ideas?

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Oh, I'll come up with something for you.

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Okay. I love you.

Snuggle.

He's stopped crying again, but somewhere in the back of his mind he expects that this is going to last only until the next time he contemplates his amazing husband. And in fact, when he glances up at Maitimo's face, his breath catches in his throat and he has to blink back tears because Maitimo is just so beautiful in the mingled light of their souls, and they're married, and it was perfect, and yeah so much for having stopped crying.

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This is adorable. He holds him and beams at him.

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Taliar giggles through his tears. I'm such a mess. I love you so much. You're the most beautiful person in the world. Any world. You're amazing. I really hope I can eventually look at you without crying because otherwise it's going to get inconvenient at some point -

- although there are of course variously interesting and delightful ways to mitigate the inconvenience of Taliar crying every time he looks at his beautiful wonderful husband...

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Maybe if I start to find it inconvenient.

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And what will Maitimo do about it if he starts to find it inconvenient - well, presumably at that point Taliar will find out -

Love you.

Giggly sniffly snuggles.

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He pokes the new senses. A sort of proprioception extended to Taliar's body as thoroughly as his own, so he can feel exactly where he is and how he is moving; something that feels vaguely like the ability to reach out and run his hands through Taliar's hair, any time, something reflexive that doesn't explain itself on immediate examination - oh, it's a sense for how Taliar is currently doing what Maitimo asks of him, something in that vein...

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Taliar is still nowhere near together enough to examine his own new senses. He is still having too many feelings.

Maybe the tendency to cry every time he looks at his husband will respond to oversaturation - he's happy to try it, certainly - he looks at Maitimo again, is overwhelmed by adoration again, bursts into tears again, starts laughing at himself over it again.

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Maybe you've got some sort of emotional feedback thing, he says, amused. 

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No, I'm pretty sure this is all natural. You just made our wedding night so completely perfect that I cry every time I look at you because I love you so much and you're so beautiful and brilliant and wonderful and amazing. I think I could probably get my head together if I really had to but on the other hand I am kind of enjoying being a ridiculous mess. It feels like an appropriate and proportional response to how perfect that was and how amazing you are.

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Awww. In that case you're going to have a hard time learning what I'd do if I found it inconvenient, though.

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