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Taliar in Evil Arda
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"...Should I just show you yesterday, and you can decide how and whether your concerns apply?"

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"He was endearing and adorable and professed himself madly in love with you and carefully tested the waters on the subject of his rape-and-mind-control habits until he found an angle on them that you could countenance, and then set to persuading you to be exactly what he likes in his prisoners and rewarding you for your cooperation on that project?"

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He laughs. "I mean, you could put it that way, but I really don't think it adds up to the picture you're painting. And honestly, even if it did? I am pretty much okay with that."

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"As I said, I'm not sure it's wise to talk you into feeling differently even if I could."

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"Reasonable. I'm going to be fine, I promise. I didn't really expect you to believe me but I felt like I should at least try."

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"I wholeheartedly expect you to be fine as long as that's compatible with him getting everything he wants."

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"Well, it would be a pretty reasonable summary of how I work to say that the entire point of my existence is arranging for people to get things they want, so..."

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Sigh. 

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"I'm going to kill the Enemy and become immortal and build a hundred glorious paradises."

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"And hope Maitimo settles for running one of them?"

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"One, several..."

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"He has a thing about people having power over him, even if they're not being coercive with it."

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"I'm... doing the best I can, on that front, but I'm not going to not achieve godlike power, it's kind of a prerequisite for fighting a god."

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"Yeah."

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"I do wish I had a better idea of what he's going to need from me once the Enemy's dealt with and he's got a boyfriend with godlike power on his hands."

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"That's the point at which if it's still possible I'd expect him to kill you."

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"It pretty much won't be. Also, he wants me to be immortal."

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"He wants you to think he wants that."

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"...We have seen what happens when Maitimo tries to keep major secrets from me about differences in our motives and values."

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"Eventually when it got to the point of him literally trying to maneuver you into raping someone your soul spoke up. And fell apart when it did."

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"Well, yes. But... if it had happened sooner, I'd be less well placed to deal with the Enemy. And, I don't know. I'd like to think I'm..." He searches for the right word, doesn't find any that suit, and amends to, "Being me is very much about being able to cooperate with people in a way that leaves them and me both better off. If I'm so bad at that that I can't even arrange for my boyfriend not to have compelling reasons to murder me, what am I even doing with my life?"

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"It wouldn't be a failing on your part, except in choice of boyfriends which I realize at this point isn't a choice -"

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"I did freely decide to stay with him, that was one of yesterday's happenings; you are of course free to believe that offering to let me go be safe from him somewhere while I work on my soul was a manipulation tactic. Might even be true. But - I realize my standards for myself are often unsupportably high, if they weren't I could've argued my soul into ascending to godhood this morning, but I feel like 'should be able to arrange for people I care deeply about to be better off with me alive than dead' just isn't that high a bar!"

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"With you alive, he can never again get away with something that actually is psychologically important to him. Unless you're planning to compromise on that."

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He sighs.

"There are things I couldn't compromise on if I wanted to. So, yes, rape and nonconsensual mind control are both out."

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