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Taliar in Evil Arda
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Actually being homesick is a big help to his plausibility. And spending time with his friends is a big help to his recovery timeline. The spark grows.

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That's good. 

(The assumptions his friends are making are only a little off, but far enough so to annoy him. He will be visibly grouchy on the subject if it comes up.)

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Taliar does in fact wonder what his friends are assuming. He's usually much better than this at convincing people of things.

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"Remember how I told you homosexuality is unacceptable here and so most people would consider me evil for having a boyfriend? They're assuming we slept together and that's what debased your soul."

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"...Well," says Taliar. "I could probably convince them they were on the wrong track, but I might have to spend less time with you to do it, and fuck that, I'm not giving up a second with you for the sake of that nonsense."

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Squeeze. "You are a delight. And it's, as wrong assumptions go, probably better than - I don't know what people'd guess back home if this happened to you -"

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Not a second. Not even if it was a bad second. His soul shines quietly with the exaltation of resolve.

"Bunch of people's minds would jump to 'he must have done something soul-shatteringly evil himself', bunch of people's minds would jump to 'he must have had a sudden emotional crisis', bunch of people would just be confused and frightened, it splits off from there into assorted theories about what I did or what happened to me... if there was a reasonably obvious new boyfriend in the mix, plenty of people would figure you were bad news somehow but I can't imagine anyone stumbling on the actual sequence of events through speculation..."

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"People here mostly haven't guessed but also mostly don't have the same - if you told them they'd think it rather inappropriate to talk about, mostly..."

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"It'd be a mild scandal among people with nothing better to do if I married you - there's a certain kind of person who gets really offended when a noble marries any season but spring - and consequently that same sort of person would be a little uneasy with how hopelessly in love with you I am, but just having a boyfriend in and of itself isn't that remarkable. Uncommon, gossip-worthy, but nobody'd call it evil."

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"Here it'd be assumed coercive even if it weren't, there's no concept of anything else -"

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"I don't know about you but I find myself suddenly motivated to have the healthiest relationship in the world out of spite," says Taliar, smiling crookedly.

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"I feel like we might already have failed at that!"

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He giggles. "Okay, fair. I don't know, I think we've done pretty well under the circumstances."

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"Yeah, true. Your good influence." He kisses his nose.

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"Awww." He scrunches his nose adorably. "Happy to help. Love you forever."

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He runs the next strategic experiment the next day. He is holding Taliar's soul and snuggling him and he starts singing the trust song.

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The same hard silver light, stronger now that Taliar's soul has grown since the last time. Taliar, of course, doesn't notice any of it, he's too busy living in a storm of giddy affection.

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Okay. And if he sings something less obviously dangerous - happiness? -

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Still with the silver light.

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He tells Taliar this later.

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"Well, that's reassuring."

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"Yep! Just the question of while you're sleeping, now, but I bet it works then too."

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"Yeah. And the question of whether mind control I actively agree to still goes through, which I'm sure it does but would still be happy to check..."

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"Wonder if it goes through if your agreement is coerced but that's harder to test."

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"Just a little, yes. At a guess, no, I bet what my soul is enforcing is in fact its own standards of consent."

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