"Probably the tiny rainbow sheep."

"I saw those! The diorama really sells it."

"Indeed it does!"

As the high of cute tiny animals wears off, some uncomfortable thoughts rise back to the surface of Katie's mind. She processes them the only way she knows how.

so yeah uuuuh

apparently mo is gonna be helping some guy kidnap someone else

explicitly for romantic purposes

who is apparently not into it

or at least, not likely to be

not sure how to feel about this

laga dyga: is that surprising? she didn't like check with you first
pithy: maybe she did. maybe monoceros can just tell how turned on everyone around her is at all times as one of her many preternatural abilities and considered that good enough or something.
spirulinagalaxy: seriously unlikely but not I suppose impossible. but she definitely isn't doing that in this case, k?

yeah but like

society differentiates between good and bad parents even though a lot of the time the only difference is that the good parents lucked out and got children who were compatible with them

oh god i'm antinatalistposting again

anyways also she like

didn't initially intend to keep me as a sex slave

she was just gonna grow pearls in me and only made it into a sex thing when she found out I was into her

that feels substantially different

spirulinagalaxy: yeah that does feel substantially different
grape_fruit: *enters the chat* *discovers it is depressing* *leaves the chat*
Aquinas: This is why it's essential that supers be policed appropriately. Individuals making decisions with this amount of power can do immense harm and an unguided individual will often not know how to interpret their own conscience, even if it is intact.
laga dyga: repent and submit to the preternatural pope, uh-huh.

honestly i wouldn't really describe it as "depressing"

like

a beautiful, intelligent, vigorous woman is still having sex with me and feeding me delicious food until i am soft and plush

just

a little troubling is all

like

when she described all the ways she's killed people it was honestly pretty damn endearing but this just feels different

less honorable

but like

on the other hand, she's soooooo hot and she's taking such good care of me and helping me blossom into my best and biggest self and we're gonna have fat woman sex

i know i harp on this a lot but like

she's so fucking pretty and so into me and the way she talks about how she's gonna make me fat is so hot holy shit

pithy: weird to draw the line before kidnapping but after murder

I mean like

I'm already pro-death penalty but anti-prison

spirulinagalaxy: you know, that's actually pretty fair. maybe you could ask monoceros if the victim will be allowed to commit suicide if they want?

yeah that feels like a touchy subject

also y'know

sometimes people want to but can't bring themselves to do it

pithy: tru dat

I guess what it gets at is that like

at the end of the day most of my mental picture of her is made up of assumptions

And it's, y'know, frightening when they get disturbed

I just want to like

Get to know her

Learn how she feels about other people, about morality, dig into her innermost emotions

Because right now there's just this like dumb instinctual feeling that like, there's nothing behind the facade and assumptions and she's just hollow and empty inside

But like, that can't be true, can it?

She seems to be a fun person if not necessarily a "good" person

Like, being fat and proud is an indication that she's not just, like, girl Patrick Bateman

That takes some spark, some individuality

But I guess there's only one way to find out

Except like

I'm really afraid to just ask her personal questions out of the blue and shit

But like I can't just go on trying to love her while knowing basically nothing about her!

unicorn: that sounds like a scary situation tbh!

Yes!!! I know!!!

But like

I kind of feel guilty complaining about it

Like if I do God will come be like "oh if you hate it so much then I'll have you sent right back to your shitty regular life" and then I'd be even safer about that

Like

I like the sex and the food and the pretty clothes

I really really like them

But like, I want to be able to say that I love her and she loves me and not have the sinking feeling that I'm lying to myself

spirulinagalaxy: and the disquiet about her aiding the sexually motivated kidnapping of somebody somewhere is not dampening this ambition at all huh?

SHUT UP!!!

laga dyga: make me

what the fuck is your username now those aren't even words

laga dyga: laga dyga beeyotch

I see

Anyways like

It's not like I'm gonna find a smart rich beautiful kink-compatible woman who's into me and doesn't do evil shit

pithy: you have way too many evil shit sympathies for that to work ya

look I don't wanna argue about my moral character or sanity or whatever I just want advice on how to get to know her better 

laga dyga: personality test. no other way to do it.
spirulinagalaxy: board game night