Jul 04, 2020 10:20 AM
Deskyl and DZ in Valdemar
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:I don't know if there's anything really specific. I guess I'm expecting to sleep worse, but if it's really bad I can go sleep in the stable with Yfandes so she can help:

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:That sounds like a good option to have. Do you have a plan for if it hits you harder than you're expecting?:

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:Savil has plans to cover all of my duties if it turns out I can't do them. The plan is that I'll skip Mindspeech relay anyway because it's early in the morning, and I traded with Savil so I can do mage-work instead of teaching lessons, I find it less stressful, but it's all non-urgent so if I can't do it at all that's fine: He is very embarrassed about the prospect of not being able to do it at all, though. :And I can always go see Lancir: 

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:Sounds good.: She sends affection and comfort with it, in lieu of a hug. :You know, every resource needs upkeep, just about. I don't think you'd blame someone for being too frail to do things if they were starving to death. Your situation is a little more subtle than that, but it's the same concept.: More comfort. :It's not going to be like this forever.:

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He hopes not, anyway. 

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:I'm sure it's not. You're doing really well already, for what you're dealing with - you're alive, that's an accomplishment, don't underestimate it - and you're not going to start slacking off now. It's just slow, is all. Sometimes things are. But if you look back on this month next year, you'll be shocked.:

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:...I suppose things are better now than a year ago. I couldn't have done an away mission at all a year ago: 

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:Mmhmm. It's easy to miss how things improve from day to day, especially when it's not a steady improvement, but that doesn't mean things aren't improving. And you have more resources now. I know being without the calming effect for a couple days will be hard, but I don't intend to make you do without it again, not until you're ready to; you'll have that base to build on, and whatever else we work out.:

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Vanyel nods, offers a watery smile. :It does help a lot. And - this makes the most sense to do, so you can get recovered fully and be done: 

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:Yeah. A couple days of this, a couple days to get my Force effects back in order and figure out shielding, and then I can hang out with you during the day. I think it'd be worth it even if I wasn't getting frustrated with everything else. We're looking at maybe a couple of months, the other way, at the rate I've been managing.:

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:Makes sense. This way seems a lot better for you: 

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:That too, yeah.:

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Vanyel nods and falls silent. 

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"Confirmed with Andy they're interested in sending a few different Healers in to watch the process," Savil says cheerfully. 

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:Sounds good. That's probably everything, then.:

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Then they can eat dinner and make small talk until Vanyel starts yawning and Savil suggests he's clearly ready for bed. 

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Deskyl heads over with him. :Will you be able to be there for the healing tomorrow?:

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:Oh, for Savil? Yes, I should be: 

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:I'd appreciate it. For after - it's - it doesn't mess with my head much, but it does do it at all, and I don't like being alone afterward.:

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