SHe'd almost looked forward to the nonsexual intimacy stage, when he'd thought he'd be able to do it with Asher.
He does his best to hide how miserable he is.
He very slowly undoes her pants and starts kissing and licking her dick.
"Oh — Aaaasher — keep doing, that, I love you —"
He can definitely do that.
He kisses and licks and sucks a little tiny bit, teasingly. He treats her like she's something precious and fragile and easy to break.
She might object to being treated like she'll break at some point but right now it's nice. And she likes being treated like something precious.
It is very, very obvious to Asher how much she likes being treated like something precious.
She is! She's so precious! This is an unusually worshipful blowjob.
She rocks her hips up and makes more breathy wanting noises.
He puts her hand on his hair and lets her fuck his face.
Asher's so good his mouth is so good Raine loves him so much, does he know that, it's very important that he know that —
It's been a while, and getting herself off was — not particularly appealing, for most of that time. She gets close to the edge quickly.
He does, he does know that--
He's hers, he belongs to her, he wants to make her happy more than anything in the world, he loves her--
She whimpers and pulls hard on Asher's hair when she comes.
He moans around her cock when she comes; he's not sure how much is being hurt and how much is pleasing Raine.
She lies there limp for a few seconds and then pulls Asher upwards so she can kiss him.
He kisses her for a bit then says, "Good?"
...you can touch the marks now. That isn't a request, I just — mind a lot more, during."
"I'm not going to if it might make you sad."
"...I want you to react to them however you react to them. Even if it makes me sad I'd rather know."
"I feel sad that Harry carved horrible things into your skin and I... want to be okay with all of your body."
"You're so sweet." She kisses him again.
"I want you to know that I'm okay with you."
"I do know that."
"Good." He kisses Raine.
Raine relaxes into the mattress, relaxes into Asher.
"I really don't want you to have unprotected sex with other people though."
"...yeah. I — wanted to use protection, I just — stopped pushing when he said he was on the implant because I knew pushing wouldn't get me anywhere."
Hugs. "It's okay. I'm sure you wouldn't have if you'd known he was-- like that."