SHe'd almost looked forward to the nonsexual intimacy stage, when he'd thought he'd be able to do it with Asher.
He does his best to hide how miserable he is.
He works on the email for two and a half hours and winds up sending one that's four sentences long:
I'm gay. I'm in love with a guy. I'm not going to change. I love you.
The email he gets back makes him rock back and forth staring at his laptop.
"I hope yours is better."
He's sniffling a bit into Marlo's shoulder.
Raine sends her parents an email.
Mom, Dad,
You sent me to True Directions hoping it would make me straight. And while you didn't quite get what you hoped for, it did work, in a way.
Your daughter,
Sasha
"I'm not actually sure I want them to know it," she says, and waits for the reply, and then when it comes in she isn't sure whether to laugh or cry.
"I'm disowned, they're not looking for me, there's no reason to go anywhere but New York — I should ask Nat to get my stuff, there are things I don't want to leave behind —"
Asher is going to hold her and NOT grin because being cut off by your family is very sad and he has empathy for this experience.