The holocron considers this, then nods.
"So gloss over the details and focus on the philosophy and Revan's thoughts, is what I'm hearing. All right, fair enough. As long as you go listen to other people, too, I don't know everything.
"Revan was never really sure what plan the Jedi had for them after the attempted brainwashing, but the Jedi didn't get their perfect scenario. Instead, the ship Revan was on got attacked by Darth Malak, the aforementioned former best friend. Revan, just barely finished with the procedure of attempted brainwashing, fled on an escape pod to a nearby planet. There they weren't alone, there was another survivor from the ship they were working with, and they made friends on the planet, but they weren't in any position to be manipulated by the Jedi. The only Jedi around to manipulate them, Bastila Shan, had been captured in the wake of their escape pod crashing into the planet, and wasn't in any position to do it. Somewhat hilariously, Revan was the one to find and rescue them, and only after they'd been running around for weeks by themselves, unsupervised. The Jedi let it slide, because Revan was still loyal to the Republic, just like they'd tried to program, and Revan seemed perfectly nice and helpful and like the sort of person they'd wanted to aim for. So - they tolerated eccentricities. They tried to get everything back to plan, with what I can honestly say was only minimal success, and only because Revan thought it was a good idea on its own merits. In the end, the galaxy did get saved, so even if they didn't quite get what they were aiming for, they got what they wanted."
Revan's holocron rubs his chin thoughtfully. "Occasionally, Revan wondered what would have happened if they hadn't of acted like the Jedi had expected. If they hadn't of been completely on board with saving the Republic from Malak. They never got their answer, or at least they didn't before they made me. So, something to be aware of - Revan didn't know what would have happened if they'd stopped playing along. Even if the Jedi didn't try to brainwash them again, they had no reassurance that it wasn't potentially on the table. In a way, one could say they were being blackmailed. Revan didn't stand for it forever, of course, they later told the Jedi Council to, quote, 'take a magical adventure to the nearest quasar,' but in the early days, even though Revan had managed to avoid brainwashing, they did not have much choice."