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Snuggle.

"...Shochi did bad things. I don't want her to be my mom."

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Hum.

"She doesn't have to be, if you don't want her."

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"She made me, though."

"And I think... Not wanting something - doesn't mean it didn't happen?"

She presses her face into the pillow, shaking a little. 

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Gentle pat.

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"It doesn't," she says, softly, stroking Micqui's hair. "No amount of wishing can undo bad things."

"If we do bad things, we can then do everything in our power to make up for it, to minimize the damage - but the dead can't regret, and it's very easy to feel powerless when someone else hurts us."

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Small, miserable nod.

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"She should never have hurt you, more than anyone."

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"But she did, and - "

Little hiccup.

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Stroke, gentle and smooth and steady. 

"And the world feels big and terrible and dangerous, and like everyone in it agrees she had the right to hurt you."

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"...Yeah."

"You know a lot. For a grown up."

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"A ringing endorsement."

"Did you know I became a slave, when I was your age?"

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"...No."

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"The person who gave birth to me sold me."

"Some people don't deserve to be moms, don't you think?"

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Sharp nod.

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Pet.

"I'm sorry she hurt you. I'm sorry I never noticed anything wrong, and that I didn't rescue you."

"I'm glad you're away from her."

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Tight hug.

"...Some of the bad things are - important to say what they are."

"Can I say them later?"

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"Whenever you want."

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"'Kay."

She turns back to Elathea, hugging her and then wiggling a bit to hug Gleam, too.

"You guys are good."

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"We're trying, anyway."

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"You're doing okay."

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"Thanks."

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Snuggle and yawn.

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About time to wrap things back up.

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Gleam takes care of getting the babies laid back to sleep, then -

Snuggles until the morning. 

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Excellent idea.

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