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someone needs to tell first age exalted ellie and fate that you're not supposed to select the same person for all of "bed, wed, behead"
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Gleam's realm is flourishing. 

It's a bit difficult to say how much of this is her. She carved this territory out of the edge of Creation many centuries ago, wavering along the border of the wyld. A place she could hide from the world. From those who would pursue her, chain her - dark and tangled and protective. 

It turns out, a realm created to hide one escaped slave can hide more, and in those early days - it'd been more than freeing to learn how to walk the border marches, how to let the currents of story carry her across the world. Stealing slaves from the Blessed Isle is often beyond her - but she can strike fairly deeply from the edges, and she can adjust herself to the amorphous networks of abolitionists and freedom trails. (The center of Creation is more stable, anyways, the system of slavery set up with a path to citizenship, just enough rights, just enough hope to quell rebellions and discourage escape. Gleam used to burn at it, at that trap - but anger is a toxin in her mind, she's been learning, and cold triage just works so much better.)

(No one tends to miss a system that was already brutal and destructive, anyways.)

Her realm's borders have grown over the years, her personal power swelling with the population - a people who see no reason not to worship her, the feral silver tiger in the forest, guardian and companion and inspiration. It's flattering, often convenient - she can speak to her people in their dreams, which is nice for keeping an eye on things even from afar, and is very useful for finding people to worship her body as well as her power. 

She doesn't rule the patchwork of states that call her region home. The leaders pray to her, seek her guidance - but she's often blunt about telling them to fix their own problems. They've found a wonderful array of solutions, and the only things she enforces are freedom and peace between the states. (Some of those solutions are difficult for her to wrap her mind around anyone ever wanting, but it's... Nice, to see her people happy. To see their children flourish.)

Much of Creation, for all of the vaunted rule of the Lawgivers, is still a shifting sea of non-state peoples. Gleam accepts those into her realm, too, many of them as itinerant residents, and the soft ripple of 'uncivilized wilderness' usually creates a nice buffer between her and other Exalts. 

That's been changing, over the last century. Some of that was her fault - she doesn't like imperialism, and the peoples in the regions around her know who she is. When nearby states got delusions of easy new land for their empires - well, it'd been a little bit since she surged the space under her protection. Her peoples aren't really prepared for war, but she is, and she can handle any posturing here. 

(She wins. None of the states on her new border have the full, dedicated protection of a Celestial Exalt, even if they're usually being egged on by the Dragonblooded servants of one. Gleam still remembers how "this is my fucking territory" diplomacy works, though, and most Solars - even many of the other Exalts - are under the impression that all Exalts are natural allies, mortal kingdoms at best set dressing for their tea parties.)

The kingdoms on her border shift and ripple, and her territory expands at a meandering pace, punctuated only rarely by surges - but she's getting close, she thinks, to a kingdom influenced but not ruled by a less baby Solar than the ones she's usually threatening off. Not an aggressive place, at least, instead a quite nicely stable state she's loosely aware many of her peoples trade with at some remove. Apparently they have multiple universities, and some of her more curious states are thinking of setting up enough diplomatic ties to trade knowledge and teaching.

(Gleam is curious, too. Most Exalts seem to forget the point of their appointment as stewards of the world is actual responsible management, not exploiting every resource and then emptying the treasury and taking off when the whole place collapses. (Maybe that's a tiny bit uncharitable, but, also, she's been to a lot of the corners of Creation. Older Solars especially seem a bit baffled by the idea of mortal flourishing as a goal separate from 'get to show off the shiniest elite culture to other Solars.'))

 

So, one spring, she sets out from her realm at a gentle pace, angling towards the foreign kingdom. She'll announce herself if she senses an actual claimed territory, but, otherwise, she's just poking around. Might meander over to directly and intentionally poke the Solar, but, eh, she'll see where her whim takes her. 

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The potentially-Solar kingdom isn't that big, as these things go. Two major cities, a good scattering of towns and smaller villages. But there are new watchtowers at the border, solidly constructed and manned by professional-looking guards. No effort is made to stop travelers, they are simply observed as they cross over onto what is perhaps a better marker of the borderline: broad, smooth roads. Not dirt or cobblestone, but some non-natural cross of tar and stone, wide enough for five wagons abreast.

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Promising. 

Likely the schools aren't much bigger - but the area has a rhythm about it, a little pocket of the cultures at the center of Creation bubbling up. Not a culture she's usually fond of in isolation, but it sometimes produces interesting things in fusion. 

Small means it shouldn't be too hard to find out the local interesting people. She wanders through the cities first, a cheerful tourist - doesn't declare herself a Lunar, and her tells are under her clothes (mostly because she's wearing enough to reveal only her face and some hair), but she makes no secret about being from the somewhat mysterious Lunar territory to the southeast. An explorer, she calls herself when asked. A collector of tales.

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Towards the end of her planned stay in the first city, a tall, beautiful woman slips into the seat opposite her at the outdoor cafe where Gleam is taking her breakfast. She wears a silk blouse with a gilded lamellar overlay that glints in the light. Embossed on the chest is an outline of a sun rising above a steep mountain peak. A tasseled skirt falling to her knees and high-strapped sandals complete the outfit.

"A good morning to you."

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She takes Gleam's breath away, something spilling through her cracks - light, and airy, and, yes, beautiful - but so much more

Something sublime.

"A very lovely morning," she says, with a quick, bright grin, slightly too prominent canine teeth catching the light with a little glisten. She's sprawled in her chair with a predator's easy grace, already on her third pot of tea, her breakfast otherwise quite light. 

(Her own clothes are quite a bit different. More similar, perhaps, to the local dress, though suitably mildly foreign. A creamy blouse with a square neck and a tangle of knotwork in silver thread, a loose, flowing vest in a friendly goldish-orange fabric over it, under a dark red shawl and cloak - nearly gossamer, but layered enough times it doesn't matter. She has black trousers on, loose and gathered only at her waist and the tops of her dark boots. The fabric looks - more sturdy than fine, honestly, but the colors are deep enough she still looks more or less well off.)

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Smile.

"Have you been enjoying your trip, o collector of tales?"

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"Quite. This is an interesting little kingdom."

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"One does what one can. Might I know your name?"

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"You might - I'm Gleam of Liberation, right now."

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"It is my most sincere pleasure to make your acquaintance, Gleam. I am Elathea, called Brightspear."

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"A lovely name for a lovely woman."

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"Why, thank you. What brings you to this corner of Creation?"

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"Curiosity, more or less. I'm in a bit of a discovering mood, and my usual corner's drifted rather close of late."

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"Ah, the runaway nations' patron."

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"The one and only."

"And, well, I've been told once or twice that it's polite to say hello to the neighbors."

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"That is a good rule of thumb. Though I expect I will only be here five to ten years longer."

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"It'll be a pity to lose such a pretty face, then. Where are you heading next?"

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"Back to the Isle. I will need to ensure the geomantic energies of this location are integrating properly."

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"Always a pain when you're working anywhere near the wyld."

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"Indeed."

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"I'd like to get to know you before you leave, if you have the time."

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"I think I can set some aside for you."

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She laughs. "Wonderful."

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"Assuming, of course, I can persuade a wandering spirit such as yours to settle for a while."

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"Hm... Well, five years seems reasonable for a pretty face." She flashes Elathea a rather toothy grin. "You'll have to put in actual effort for a longer while."

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"Long-term projects," she smirks, "are my specialty."

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Considering hum. "We'll see if you're up to the challenge, then."

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She laughs. "We will."

"Care to take a walk with me?"

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"I'd love to."

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"Wonderful."

Elathea will take her on a tour of the city. She's already seen most of it, but Elathea has a better grasp of the history and purpose of the reforms she's enacted over the past few generations than anyone else Gleam has talked to. (She needed an educated workforce, and a polity stable enough to survive without her direct oversight that can also function as a guardian for her working.)

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"You've done good work - efficient, too."

(She's had a lot of pretty insightful questions over the tour, and clearly can follow legal minutiae well - and she often guesses the purpose or effect or, with a wry irony, obstacles Elathea hit in implementation of each reform before Elathea gets to explaining it. Though she doesn't always volunteer said guesses unless she's teasing the Solar - she's enjoying listening to Elathea talk, and a lot of her experience here shines through only in her expression at each new fact.)

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Elathea makes a bit of a game of drawing Gleam's comments out into the open, and prods her to contribute comparisons to her own region.

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She plays along - mixed between 'hard to get,' 'teasing,' and 'graciously conceding.'

Her area is a lot larger, for one, and very differently structured - and it's been thriving under her guidance, directly or indirectly, for centuries. Her magically controlled territory is a lot smaller than the broader region she influences at different removes, but has a very high population because of the 'magic' part. 

Mostly she doesn't tell her people to go any one direction, only enforcing directions they can't go - they must have freedom of movement (with only a few exceptions), and they must not war between themselves in a way that kills noncombatants. (She thinks it's funny when they solve wars by sending warriors to fight in carefully selected fields with no people around, or when they develop relatively bloodless ways of waging war, to avoid pissing her off.) (This level of influence is way easier in her direct territory; at the most indirect, she can basically only forcefully make slavery very inconvenient. Still, soft pressure is overall more effective - she's broadly worshiped.)

There's actually a pretty good number of distinct states with radically different governments - more creative, in some ways, than many of the places more directly controlled by most Exalts. They mostly universally ask her for advice at least sometimes, though. The system requires even less baby sitting than Elathea's, now that it's established. 

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A rather interestingly nontraditional approach, all told.

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"Don't know why it's not more common, honestly."

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"The majority of the Exalted host prefers to directly control as much as possible, and many others take their cues from those."

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"Inefficient," she says, with no small amount of scorn. "Even if you completely ignore mortal suffering under most current systems."

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"Neither efficiency nor mortal suffering are popular topics of conversation at the Deliberative."

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"Yeah, I've noticed."

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"I don't believe I've seen you attend."

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"I was mortal at the time," she says, flatly. 

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"Ah."

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"I haven't been back since Exalting."

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"Understandable. Though they might benefit from your perspective."

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"Possibly. But murdering the one I have a personal history with might get me in trouble."

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"True. Though there are other potential avenues for revenge. And certain subtle methods by which one might arrange the direct result."

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Small smile. "I wasn't the best at subtlety back when I was bothering thinking about all that without a reason."

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"I can provide assistance, if you would like to revisit the matter further."

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"Perhaps if you successfully tempt me to visit the Isle again."

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"We shall see, then."

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Small smile. 

"You imagine a lot of possibilities for the world," she teases. 

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"Such is the duty," a shining golden disc flashes briefly on her forehead, "of those who are given eyes to see."

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She laughs. 

"I don't care about 'given.' I opened my own eyes."

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"A view of events I suspect Luna does not disagree with."

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"It's why I'm her favorite."

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"Did he tell you himself?"

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"Once or twice. Of course, he might say that to everyone whose pants she wants to get in."

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"Not having been blessed with such an experience, I cannot comment."

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"Hm. Well, Luna does have fairly good taste - for someone as pretty as you, perhaps it's just a matter of crossing her path. If you want to be seduced, of course."

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"The experience might be... academically interesting."

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"Well then... I'll arrange an introduction, if I feel impressed enough."

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"I will keep that in mind."

"Would you care to see my library next?"

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"Ooo, yeah, definitely."

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To the central palace then. Another flash of her caste mark opens a sealed wall leading to her private quarters, and the heart of her sorcerous working to harness the energies of the region. They are tastefully but luxuriously appointed, with the working parts woven smoothly into the overall design, enhancing the total effect.

The library is one of the larger single rooms, and the shelves are filled top to bottom. It is possibly the most extensive collection of rare and esoteric volumes in the Direction.

"I didn't bring everything all this way, of course. Just what I needed for reference and the ones I couldn't bear to part from."

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She's fascinated. 

"This is amazing," she murmurs, mostly at the library. "I've never seen many of these..."

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"I have been collecting for a very long time. Some I wrote myself, of course."

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That gets her a very interested look. "Which ones?"

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She pulls down a selection. "These in particular you may find interesting."

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She goes to look through them. 

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A meditation on various governmental forms, a cookbook, an ethnography of gods great and small local to the eastern quarter of the Blessed Isle, tomes of sorcery, a practical guide to working in moonsilver...

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She knows about sorcery only in the broadest sense, and a quick skim of the first section reveals those are all well over her head - and makes her curious. Maybe she'll go bother one of the sorcerous Lunars next time she's bored... Or she could poke Elathea into a ramble, she bets, and then even if sorcery is still not as interesting as the difficulty demands, she'll get to listen to Elathea talk. So, win all around. 

Working with metal - or, honestly, any physical medium - is another thing she's not the best at, even if she's better than many mortals - still, art is the sort of pastime she wishes she did more of, and her mind's flinch reaction has gone down for physical art much faster than anything like dance or song. So... Perhaps it's time to learn. 

The governmental philosophy book is more centrally her focus recently, something they've already talked about - and it's something she's written her own works on, so comparing will be fun...

She picks up the cookbook, of course. Why be predictable? 

(And, anyways, the culinary arts are one of the best arguments for structured over anarchic models of civilization, as far as she's concerned.)

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Recipes for everything from soup to dessert pastries, with notes in the margins about temperatures and pans and oven shapes and local ingredient substitutions.

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She reads quickly, mentally noting a few especially delicious looking - or just weird - recipes.

"You have a kitchen up to all this here?"

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"Of course."

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"I'll have to stick around a bit just for that," she teases, "Though perhaps you should cook some of these for me first. Just so I know what the final product is."

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"I can certainly do that. Would you like to select a menu?"

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Hum, then: "I want to be surprised."

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"Very well."

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Grin.

"I should lure you over to my place sometime," she teases. "Show off my own library."

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"Is that all you would have to show?"

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"Of course not."

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"What other wonders might I look forward to?"

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She hums, thoughtful. 

"You know, I think I'll leave you in suspense," she says. 

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"How exciting. But with that happy thought, I should start cooking if we are to eat at reasonable hour. If you wish to occupy yourself otherwise than observing my preparation," she taps the sorcery book. "You may find some of the workings described herein of especial interest."

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"I'll start on it, then."

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Elathea will show her to a comfortable spot to sit, and then disappear to make her preparations.

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She smiles and starts on the book. 

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It's... Interesting. On a more in depth reading - a lot of this is still definitely well past her level, but it seems to be mostly theoretical work, and Elathea's way of thinking here is... Not the way Gleam thinks, but she can follow it very easily, get an aesthetic sense of the problems even if she wouldn't be able to do the relevant math or whatever in detail. 

A lot of the spells described are things last used around the Primordial War that Elathea is trying to reconstruct, which, cool, and she apparently has access to at least one person's notes there...

There's one that's resting almost entirely on notes, with some further development and conjecture but not a lot of successfully new observations or experiments. It describes a method of stabilizing mate bonds - which break when one party to them dies - to last across hosts of the exaltations, extending between multiple lives. There's a more modern note, though - it doesn't consistently work, if it works at all, since Elathea is more or less sure at least one past host of her exaltation met the other involved exaltation's host at the time and didn't have the bond reform. But identifying exaltations across lives is hard, anyways...

Gleam squints. She thinks this working was to stabilize - not the bond across lives, but the 'across lives' part in normal reality, though also it was a major part of a complicated larger working, done by the bond's other half... It's entirely in the terminology of sorcery, which - is obfuscating it, and Gleam has to dig out her own paper and charcoal for a sketch - 

...Huh, she hadn't known you could get sorcery to interact with wyld shaping. Cool.

She makes a little triumphant noise, adding a few scribbles to her sketch then leaning back to shake out her hand. (She needs to stop gripping her charcoal so tight.)

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Elathea opens the door, allowing a blend of enticing aromas to infiltrate.

"The food is nearly ready, if you are. Was your reading enlightening?"

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"Yeah! Lemme note page I was on..." She scribbles that, then cleans her hands before standing. "So, did the notes you found mention the bond thing was half wyld shaping? Because I'm very sure it was."

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"...No, but that- would make sense."

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"Yeah! So - that bit with, hm," she waves a hand and squints, her caste mark very briefly shimmering, then recites a bit of a paragraph, "Anyways I think that's why it didn't work in that one life you found a record of, there's this thing that's really strong in the stuff out past Creation that it's hooking into, but that used to be suppressed in Creation itself, where - "

"...Annnd I'm going to need to think on a metaphor for the thing, I think I'm about to run afoul of that thing where it's impossible to both coherently and accurately describe anything far enough outside of Creation."

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"One reason why I prefer to keep to the Isle."

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"I might have to add some of the places I've wyld shaped to your tour, then. Convince you of the beauty of it."

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"Interesting."

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"I'll start you on the well behaved ones, don't worry."

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"Very thoughtful." She flourishes a bow and gestures out the door. "If the lady would care to join me...?"

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Giggle. "I would."

And: to food!

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To food.

Elathea has created a spread of seven courses, including several of the dishes Gleam was eying earlier. Each is both artistically arranged and very, very tasty.

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Mmmmmmm!

She spends a little bit just admiring the food before starting, and mostly takes small bites, savoring each one with little noises of pleasure. She isn't jumping around between dishes at all, unlike what many Lunars Elathea's met tend to do, instead starting on the first dish - colorful vegetables in a creamy, spicy sauce - and apparently deciding to eat all of each food before going to the next, down to eating the individual vegetables clustered together by kind. 

"This is so good," she says after a somewhat louder noise, leaning back and moving to her milk tea (to wash down some of the spice, but, also, she's doing the same one thing at a time thing with any non-water drinks). " - We were talking about something that wasn't delicious food, weren't we..."

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"Theoretically."

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She giggles. "The bond thing was very interesting, though I'll admit I've never gone into sorcery more than in passing, and some of the terms were a bit deeper than my current knowledge base."

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"Would you like me to attempt to explain further?"

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"I would."

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Then Elathea can quite easily fill the remainder of the meal with sorcery chatter.

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She catches on quickly, at least, and she's fully willing to admit when she doesn't know something - and motivated to poke it until she understands. 

"So, one of the parties to the bond was a past host of your exaltation?" she asks after a bit. 

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"That's right. One of the earliest, as far as I can determine, during the first war."

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She grins. "Having her notes must be fun."

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"It is. The complete collection I left in my manse on the Isle, as I judged it too valuable."

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"Absolutely," she says. And, with a hum - "Do you know who's exalted with the bond's other half, this time?"

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"You are."

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"Oh," she says, eyes wide a bit. "Oh - that - makes sense."

And she's blushing, now.

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Elathea laughs. "Quite, my dear."

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"Past me had very good taste."

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"And a surfeit of generosity, to provide for the both of us into the future."

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Giggle.

"Mmm, dunno I'd call 'keeping you forever' generosity so much as self interest."

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"From an outside perspective, it looks much the same."

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"Perhaps." Quick grin. "Of course, this doesn't mean I'll start playing easy to get..."

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"I think it would be a little disappointing if you did."

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"We match there, at least."

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Smile.

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She laughs and goes back to eating.

And, after some thought: "Do you have any notes from my past self?"

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"Sadly, I do not have much material at all, other than a few sketches my counterpart saved."

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She nods. "I'd like to see those sometime."

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"Of course."

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"Thanks."

Noms!

Then - "What's your place in the Blessed Isles like?"

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"It's a cozy little place in a small mountain range on the eastern coast. I recently had the frontage redone in a beautiful blue jade striated marble I found up north. Quarried in the biggest blocks I could ship, and the joins are hidden so it looks all of one piece."

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"Neat," she says with a grin. "Any neighbors?"

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"A mortal kingdom under my influence in the immediate area. An Eclipse caste with a coterie of Dragonblooded adjuncts controls the upriver regions."

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"More meant in terms of line of sight from the windows."

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"Ah. No, I prefer a bit of privacy. And the walk ensures that any complaints brought to my attention are in fact deemed worthy of it."

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She laughs.

"I have some places in cities - the energy is nice, sometimes - but, yeah, remote's often pleasant. Though my filter system is more 'please explain your complaint to the sapient tiger.'"

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"That sounds effective in a different way."

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"The tigers can handle most things themselves, anyways. So, adds a layer of delegation beyond 'inconvenient to get to me.'"

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"Indeed."

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Quick grin. "Of course, I'm still not convinced that's enough for a trip all the way to the center of Creation... Pretty architecture always has been the one redeeming feature of the Isle," she teases.

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"I will continue to demonstrate the merits of the company. But it may interest you to know that my mode of travel across such a distance would be sorcerous. A travel time of a few hours only."

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"Not a big commitment, then," she muses, "So long as I trust you to bring me back."

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"I'm very trustworthy," Elathea says innocently.

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"We'll see."

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Smirk.

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Giggle.

And then, very cheerfully: "To be clear, if you try to actually trap me somewhere - soul bond or not, I'll rip your head off." Pause. "Though I suppose 'I have to walk back' would merely be cause to stop talking to you."

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"That seems fair enough."

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Grin. "Of course, not that it'll ever come up."

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"Though getting my head ripped off by you wouldn't be so bad."

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"Oh?" she purrs.

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"I do enjoy engagements with a powerful woman. In either direction."

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"Well then... Perhaps we can mix things up a little."

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"Quite."

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"Get our blood pumping."

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"And how do you suggest we start?"

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"Hm... Bit of a toss up between 'kissing' and 'fighting' for initial foreplay. And I do, of course, enjoy a hunt."

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"The bedroom is closer than the weapons yard."

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"Who needs weapons?"

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"The weapons yard has been structurally hardened. I would prefer that you not wreck my manse before it is even fully completed."

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Giggle. "Maybe you should invest in a structurally hardened bedroom."

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"Perhaps I will have to."

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"Not that I'm opposed to using the weapons yard for some bedroom purposes."

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"Wherever you'd prefer to start, then."

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Hum.

"Why not right here?"

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"Come and get me, then."

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She laughs and very politely sets aside her drink, before pouncing over the table at Elathea. 

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She grabs Gleam and starts kissing her.

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Very intense kissing!

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Mm, excellent.

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Rather the point. 

She tries to push Elathea down to the floor. (Without stopping kissing, of course.)

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Elathea will cooperate to an extent.

"Hardly the most comfortable spot."

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"There's no rocks or bugs!" Giggle kiss. "But you can be on top," kiss, "If your delicate skin can't handle a little tile..."

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Kiss.

"I will hold you fully responsible for any new bruises my backside." She shimmies against Gleam.

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Kiss!!! "Gonna get even?"

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"Eventually..."

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"I'll be waiting." Kiss. 

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More kiss.

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Mmmm tasty Solar.

(Gleam isn't pushing past kissing, though, not even moving her hands under Elathea's clothes. Seems content just to taste, right now.)

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Elathea will make the first move in that direction, then.

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She pulls back a little. "Ah-ah, I didn't say I was going to be that easy a lay, now did I?"

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Pout.

But she backs off.

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Giggle. 

She can have another kiss as a reward, right on her pretty pouty lips. 

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Back to encouraging action through kiss and wiggle.

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Gleam's got a stronger will than that. Nowhere past kissing, right now. 

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Elathea can be very wigglesome and kissy, is Gleam sure?

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Hmmm...

She's pretty sure. (Her very sharp teeth flash in a quick grin.)

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Too bad. (Kiss.)

"You're getting me quite worked up, dear," she murmurs. "I'll have to do something about that myself if you are unwilling to aid me."

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Kiss! "I certainly wouldn't refuse a show."

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"Mmm. That," kiss, "I will insist on moving to the bedroom for."

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To the bedroom. Elathea indicates that Gleam should relax on the bed while she retrieves a selection of practical aids from a closet.

Then she begins a sultry, hip-swaying dance, slowly peeling off articles of clothing as she goes. As each one flutters to the floor, a golden phantasm coalesces from the ambient light. The afterimages mimic Elathea's form in outline and join in her dance, blowing kisses at Gleam and occasionally partnering with Elathea or each other for suggestive motions.

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Mmmmmm.

Gleam sprawls herself at the head of the bed, one knee up and crossed over the other, elbows on the headboard, a pleased, hungry curl in her lips. 

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Once Elathea is down to nothing, she moves on to her collection of toys, demonstrating how she extracts satisfaction from each. (The images also take up the implements after Elathea has finished with one, continuing the show with it.)

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Her gaze prowls around, hot and heavy, but she doesn't give in to temptation to reach for Elathea or even herself. (Yet.)

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That's a shame. Some of the ones she's keeping in reserve really work better with two people...

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Hm, perhaps later. If Elathea impresses her now. 

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She's certainly working very hard at it.

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She's certainly got some talent. 

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Good to know.

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Giggle. 

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Eventually, Elathea winds down her little show and saunters bedwards.

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She stays where she is - but it's a very big bed. Elathea could find her own section to entertain herself on.

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She could, but she's in the mood for cuddles now.

Gleam has plenty of time to move or express a dissenting opinion if she'd rather not.

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Cuddles sound very, very excellent, actually. 

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Oh good.

Elathea snuggles up.

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Hair pets!

"You're very lovely," she says. 

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Pleased hum. "I'm glad you think so," she says softly.

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She kisses the top of Elathea's head. "Though I'm sure you've heard it plenty."

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"One can always stand to hear things of that nature more often."

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Soft giggle. "Though I bet there's other compliments you don't get nearly enough."

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"Perhaps you will find some, if you think on it."

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Hair scritch. "I've been told I'm good at that." Smirk. "And there must be something to you that not every solar could be complimented on."

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"Aside from my exquisite choice in soulbonds?"

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"Oh, everyone knows I'm a catch."

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"That you are." Hugs.

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Giggle hugs. 

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Mm, Elathea is feeling very cozy right now. She might drop off to sleep soon.

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Gleam doesn't have anywhere to be soon. 

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Good.

Snugglezzz.

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She's really adorable, actually.

Gleam had expected passion and talent and very intense flirting when she followed a solar home. Not... Anything cozy. 

She's still watching Elathea when the other woman wakes up. 

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"Mm. Morning," she yawns.

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"Morning, cutie."

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Grin.

"Did you sleep at all?"

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"Watching you was restful enough."

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Smirk.

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Soft kiss. 

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"I am bit surprised you stayed."

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"Here's a lovely place to be."

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"You think so?"

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"Absolutely." She kisses Elathea's temple.

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Can it be proper kisses instead?

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It can be! 

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Yay!

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Giggle. 

Probably they should get up and have breakfast at some point. 

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Eventually! Just a bit more...


Okay, they can get up now.

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Heee.

Does Elathea want Gleam to cook her breakfast? 

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That would be nice, if she's up for it.

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"I am, yeah."

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"Then, please."

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Grin.

To breakfast, then! Gleam doesn't cook nearly so elaborate a meal, instead focusing on a single, light course, with spicy and milk-sweet and savory flavors layered together very well.

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Elathea is very appreciative.

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Excellent.

(Gleam really likes cooking; it's soothing, and seeing people enjoy her food makes her feel warm and fuzzy inside.)

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She's good at it.

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Small blush.

"Thanks. I'm glad you like it."

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"Perhaps we'll have to switch off meal duties."

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"That'd be nice. Though I should warn you that my normal food schedule's a bit weird compared to most people I've met."

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"How so?"

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"When I've actually slept, I don't usually eat within like, six to eight hours of waking up? And I'll usually eat one very small, light meal first - lots of times just fruit - then I'll eat like one big meal over a few hours later in the day. That dinner you cooked was great for that, by the way."

"Also my sleep cycle sometimes starts drifting really weirdly..."

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"Hm, that is odd."

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Smile. "I'm a big, lazy cat, and I eat like one."

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Laugh.

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Giggle kiss.

"I should show you my heart's form."

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"Let me try to guess, first."

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"Oh? What's your best guess, then?"

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"Feline, obviously. Larger than a housecat." Hum. "Not a runner, not a trapper... A stalker." She purses her lips judiciously. "Of the jungle, not the plain."

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Innocent look. 

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Firm nod. "Yes, it would have to be... tiger."

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"Brilliant deduction," she says teasingly.

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"Am I right?"

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Stretch!

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And tiger! 

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She was right!

Will the tiger accept headpats?

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Yes! She even will push her head into Elathea's hand. 

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Hee. Scritches!

"You make an excellent tiger."

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Purr! Also, tigers are very good at looking smug.

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Seems like Elathea is going to need both hands to apply the proper quantity of pets.

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Oh definitely.

(Purr!!!)

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Fluffy rumbly girl.

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Fluffy rumbly lap girl? 

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As much of her as will fit. She's a touch bigger than Elathea's lap.

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She's fully willing to sprawl out on all sides not occupied by Elathea's head. Tiger blanket. 

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And self-heated, too.

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Definitely worth packing on any trip up North. 

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Surely.

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Nuzzle!

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Cozy kitty.

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Hmmm... She didn't sleep when Elathea did, and this is very cozy... Snoozy kitty? 

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If Elathea can readjust her position a smidge so she can quietly work, sure.

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Hmm... Lap tiger will magnanimously permit that. 

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A very generous feline overlord.

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So long as her subjects pay the scritches tax.

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No problems there.

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Wonderful. 

(Purr snooze.)

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(Cute kitty.)

Elathea catches up on some paperwork while scritching Gleam as she sleeps.

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Gleam only sleeps about six hours, stirring a bit slowly. 

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Wakeful pets for the sleepy kitty.

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She flows into a sleepy lap human after a few minutes. 

"Hey," she murmurs. 

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"Sleep well?"

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"Yeah. You're cozy."

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Pet pet.

"Now that's a compliment I don't often receive."

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"Good. I'll be sure to let you know about it a lot."

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"How thoughtful."

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She laughs and kisses Elathea.

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Kiss.

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Heeee.

"Any schedule for today?"

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"I'll need to get back into the workshop at some point, and my weekly inspection of the bureaucracy is due tomorrow or the next day."

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"I won't get in your way on those."

"What's your project in the workshop?"

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"Currently, a length of sorcerous conduit."

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"I'd like to watch you some, if it wouldn't be disruptive..."

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"It would not, though the work involves quite a bit of meditative silence before action on my part. You may find it somewhat boring."

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"Fair. I might use that opportunity to wander more, then. Or really dig into your library more."

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"You are welcome to whatever you can find to spark your interest, of course."

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"Thanks."

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"If you're ready to bestir yourself, then, I should get to work."

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"Okay." She rolls off Elathea's lap and stretches.

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"Do you require any direction before I begin my work?"

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"Nope, I'm good."

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"Very well. I will be interruptible, if you need me."

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"Okay. Thanks."

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Off to the workshop for Elathea, then.

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She wanders around until she finds a good place to exercise, where she proceeds to tire herself out.

After that: the library! Come here, you lovely lovely books, Gleam wants to read you all. (She continues reading some of Elathea's works, this time turning to the governance one first.)

(She does other things interspersed with reading - mostly wandering around, stretching and finding people to be sociable at - but there's a very good chance she'll have her nose buried still when Elathea finishes up.)

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And indeed, she does.

Elathea lingers at the door, a soft smile on her lips.

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She finishes the section before looking up, slipping a fabric bookmark between the pages. 

"Hey. Project go well?"

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"Reasonably so. I am satisfied with my progress."

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"That's good." Smile. "I've been enjoying your books."

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"So I see."

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Grin. "You make some pretty interesting points, you know." She gestures to the governments book. 

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"With all the research I've done on the subject, I'd be disappointed if I hadn't."

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Heh.

"The research shows."

"I think my peoples might be doing some stuff you haven't really covered, though - I think a big difference is I'm interfering enough to obviate a lot of the constraints that've produced some of the near-universals you're seeing, without direct command interference like most of the other societies that have Exalts messing with their environment get. Of course, we're doing some odd other things... Especially the wyld's nearness, plus the relative isolation once people enter - but frequent new blood from a biased sampling of a huge range of other societies."

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"Yes, not exactly a comparison to make straight across- but the people involved will be mostly the same, once the wyld effect is controlled for."

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"There's other societies near the wyld, too - including a good number of other Lunar territories."

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"That would be where one looks, yes."

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Grin. "I'll be interested in seeing your thoughts on them."

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"Perhaps a tour is in order after I finish my current project."

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"Definitely."

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She smiles, and walks over to Gleam.

"How about an end-of-day kiss?" she murmurs.

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"I think I can budget time for one."

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Kiss!

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Kiss!!! Very hungry and insistent one; Gleam's been kiss-deprived all day. 

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Poor girl. Elathea can fix that.

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A very excellent service. 

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Excellence is her stock in trade, after all.

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It shows! (Kiss.) Excellent beauty, and intelligence, and insightfulness, and kissing, and snuggling, and cuteness...

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All of that, yes.

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Giggle.

And excellent smiles, and creative thoughts, and reasoning, and cooking, and sexiness, and hugging, and architecture...

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Laugh. Gleam knows her so well already!

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"It'd be disappointing if that was all there was excellent about you, though," she teases. 

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"Oh, I'm sure there's more for you to discover. You've hardly," grin, "scratched my surface."

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She catches Elathea's lip in her teeth, giving a light nip, then - lets go before she can draw more than a hint of blood. 

"I'm sure we can fix that somehow."

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She licks her lip clean. "Mm. Promises, promises."

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"You up for heading to the weapons yard, then?"

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"Of course."

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"Lead the way."

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To the yard, then.

It's a wide, circular space with a smooth floor and blank walls.

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She glances around. "Not much decor." And then, teasingly: "Are you trying to avoid distracting from any blood splatters?"

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"It helps for focusing on pure form."

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Hum. "Especially of your enemy, I bet."

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"Indeed."

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Grin.

"So, rules for a spar, or just have fun?"

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"We're not trying to kill each other. Other than that, have fun."

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Giggle. 

And pounce! 

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She laughs, twisting around Elathea's spear - she's fast, enough a mortal would be having trouble tracking her, and her fingers are melding into claws, her eyes growing a bit larger - she's trying to get too close for Elathea's spear, probably, swiping her claws at the other Exalt. 

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She pulls it in, spinning it rapidly to fend Gleam off.

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Swoop!

Into a wolf spider! She's even faster like this - and tiny. Not just a miniscule target - but she can feel the air from Elathea's movements, dodging and jumping with ease. 

She tries to get inside Elathea's guard, of course, sprinting for the other woman's ankle.

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"It won't be that easy," she says. Her spear glows brighter for a moment as she bangs the end firmly on the ground. The shine spreads to entirely blank her out-

-and then there are three Elatheas, each indistinguishable.

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The world slows down, twists, glows around her - the hidden currents of reality visible -

She almost spots the difference, can tell there should be one...

But Elathea's technique is better than her sight, right now. 

Still, she attacks, swirling into a nearly fully tiger form, just enough of her human shape kept to give her an edge on her attack as she swipes her claws for Elathea's leg. 

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The one she attacked pops like a soap bubble into a shower of golden sparks.

The remaining two split up to flank Gleam, jabbing at her in a syncopated one-two attack.

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She snarls - and flicks back to spider size, bouncing towards another Elathea.

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The one she attacks swings her spear, batting Gleam away with the butt of it.

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Well, Gleam isn't injured, but she is annoyed. Bad Elathea! More spider for you!

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Both Elatheas windmill their spears to attempt to hit the jumping spider, the brightness of the blade steadily increasing.

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She gets through, weaving past the edge of the spears - close in enough for another attack.

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She strikes in synchrony with herself again, and as she does so, dazzling light bursts out of the spearheads to blind Gleam.

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Another shape change - into a small, blind bat, cave dwelling and fast, spiraling past the spears and just behind Elathea - a snake, now, lashing more on reflex than sight, fangs venom-ladden as they sink into another clone's leg. 

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It pops into sparkles again, as the remaining Elathea brings her spear at the snake.

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She weaves - and doesn't fully dodge. Her scales harden and shift into a dull iron, preventing the blow she lets through from sinking too deeply, as she lashes out and up the spear, fangs aimed for Elathea's wrist.

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The spear disappears into thin air, and Elathea flips backwards, away from Gleam. A solid gold disc coalesces on her brow as she calls her weapon back into her hands.

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She shifts, again. 

Into a woman this time, melded perfectly - beautifully - with her tiger form, muscles sleek and powerful, fur rippling down her back - 

And she jumps, flipping impossibly through the air, straight over Elathea's head - hovering for a moment - 

And then diving down in a blur, at the most awkward angle possible for Elathea bringing her spear to bear. 

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She tries to duck out, but she's not going to make it-

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Oof.

She's slammed to the ground, breath huffing out of her.

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Elathea doesn't have a chance to catch her breath before Gleam's lips are meeting hers. 

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Oh, all right then.

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The blood from Elathea's blow earlier begins to seep through her shirt - she moans a bit, and then a silver light ripples over it, tracing filigree designs - that it splits along, falling from her body and dissolving into glittering sparkles. 

Gleam is very, very beautiful, black hair blending into the stripes curling around to her front, a dusting of white fur between them, blood trailing from a gash along her ribs, cutting through a tattooed design of starkly black floral knotwork. Her skin is crossed with scars great and small, and softly glowing tattoos whirl across her skin in a dizzying array of patterns, curling around and highlighting each scar and feature. Some of the designs are clearly imbued with moonsilver, but many are simply pretty, vibrant inks in a rainbow of colors for the sole purpose of painting art across her body.

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"You're gorgeous."

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She laughs. "So're you, you fight so beautifully." Kiss!

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Kiss. "Most beautiful, brave, talented, dangerous girl- won't you let me touch you?"

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Hum.

"Yes." She slides her hands away from Elathea's arms up to her shoulders, no longer restraining the other woman. 

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She brings her arms up immediately to embrace Gleam, hands wandering hungrily.

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She kisses Elathea just as hungrily, her own hands going to all those lovely places she wasn't letting herself touch yesterday. 

(She moans when Elathea reaches the gash in her side.)

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"Do you need me to kiss that better?" she murmurs.

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Hum. "On the contrary - I'm going to make sure it scars." Kiss! "But feel free to kiss it worse."

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"You'll have to let me up for that, dear." She teases the area around the wound.

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She giggles and lifts off Elathea a bit - enough Elathea could flip them, though not all the way off.

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She does flip them, and starts kissing her way down Gleam's side to the wound.

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She laughs and wiggles a bit, arching into Elathea's mouth.

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Nibble nibble lick.

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Mmmm!

She shivers, and more blood leaks from the wound. "Gonna tattoo over what's around it," she murmurs, "A new design, just for you..."

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"I can't wait to see what you come up with."

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Giggle.

"The first wound from a pretty girl is always worth commemorating," she teases. "So I'll have to spend extra time for yours."

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"Mm, good."

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Wiggle! One problem with Elathea kissing her wound is her lips aren't then at Gleam's, so Gleam will have to settle for running her hands through her partner's hair. 

"I'll add it to the collection of scars I brag about."

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"Tell me about your other ones?"

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She raises her hand to a jagged scar that looks like someone poured moonsilver into an open wound, cutting down and across her ribs right over her heart. Flecks of moonsilver spread out from it, like something shattered, and there's a swirling, chaotic tattoo inked in purples and blues and blacks, highlighting the silver beautifully. Some of the swirls imply feline shapes, others imply wings, in an abstract way. It's probably the most obvious design she has, especially given its proximity to certain assets.

"This was from Luna," she says, teasingly. "The second oldest here. She gifted me it the first time we met, before I learned who she is."

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She moves to kiss that one. "How impressive."

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Wiggle!!!

"Mmmm, it's still so sensitive too," she says with a little gasp.

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"That divine majesty at work."

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Her hand tightens a bit in Elathea's hair. "Mmm, maybe she can give you tips... Perhaps you could do the same, mmmm, with another material."

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"If I find myself, mm," kiss, "inspired."

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Wiggles!!! "I'm, mmmmm, looking forward to, ah, what you come up with."

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She laughs, and shifts to kiss Gleam on the mouth.

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Mmmm finally! Kiss.

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Kisses.

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Laugh.

Then, another scar, subtle and small, high on her neck with highlights not very different in tone from her skin - "This one's the oldest I've kept." She develops a soft look. "I was from just after I Exalted - from the girl I'd been protecting when I did. She was scared and just... Panicked and lashed out." Then, approvingly: "She'd always had good fighter's instincts."

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"Aw. That's sweet."

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She giggles and kisses Elathea again. "I whisked her away and made her my first priestess. Gave her some proper sharps."

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"Justly rewarded, then."

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"Yeah."

Nuzzle.

"I'm glad my realm ended up being somewhere good for people like her..."

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"If that was the goal you had for it."

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"Hm... At first it was just a safe space for - me and mine. But we were all girls like her, and it was - really easy to expand that."

"And I would've been... Sad, I think, without something or someone to protect, and - a mortal group is less heartbreaking to love than a mortal person. A people outlives any one person in it."

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"This is true. I'm glad it worked out."

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Grin.

"Fortunately, you'll be as long lived as me."

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"At least."

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"You think I can't make myself immortal?"

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"I think you live a riskier life than I do, out on the fringes of Creation."

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"An invigorating one," she says, teasingly. "Bet I outlive you."

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"We'll see."

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Kiss! "Or both of us could live forever."

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"I'm working on it."

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Kiss! "Good. A forward thinker."

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"That is one of several applications this station is designed to support, in fact."

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Interested noise!

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Kiss.

"But is that really what you want to talk about now?"

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Giggle. "We can save it for later." Kiss!!!

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Back to the business at hand, as it were.

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With a renewed energy from their little break.

(Gleam seems to have rather discarded any reservations about how far their business will proceed.)

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Most excellent.

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For both of them. Gleam's had some frustrations to work out....

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Mm. Fun.

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Rather the point of this exercise.

(They probably can't exhaust themselves, really, but they can give it a good try before their stomachs start complaining.)

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A very good try indeed.

 

"Whose turn is it to cook...?"

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"I think yours. I made breakfast."

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"Fair enough."

She stands and stretches.

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She watches with a lazy, pleased grin, then follows Elathea up. "And I've worked up a bit of an appetite, now," she teases.

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"A big meal, then?"

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"I think so."

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"Then I should get started."

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"Mind if I watch?"

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"Not at all, dear."

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Bright grin. "Perhaps I'll learn some tricks, even."

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"Could be."

Off to the kitchen!

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Elathea will wear her best apron... and skip the rest of the outfit.

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Quite an excellent addition to the view. 

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Heh.

She cooks efficiently, and soon enough they have a meal ready.

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Watching Elathea work has made Gleam very hungry - anticipation makes the meal sweeter, and all that. 

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Maybe they can sit together?

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Of course. Where else would they sit? (Lean.)

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Elathea has this very comfortable lap, you see...

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Gleam sized?

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Nigh-perfectly so.

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She'll have to test that claim, of course.

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Elathea believes it will prove quite resilient to experimentation.

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Hm... She might need to take notes on outcomes... Fortunately, Gleam has a good enough memory to record her observations after the meal.

(Plop! Straddling Elathea's lap.)

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Elathea can take over feeding duties if Gleam needs her hands free.

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Sounds like a perfect arrangement. (Kiss.) Frees her up for quite a bit. 

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Hopefully she doesn't get too distracted from the food.

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Not if it's on Elathea's fingers, she won't. 

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Hee.

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She giggles and kisses Elathea. "Another excellent meal."

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Kiss.

"Thank you."

Yawn.

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Nuzzle. "Ready for bed so soon?"

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"It has been a slightly longer day for me than for you."

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"Fair." Soft kiss. "I don't mind sleeping early, though. Get our schedules synced up for a bit."

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"Make some gracious use of Luna's ineffable mutability?"

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Giggle kiss! "Something like that."

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"Shall we make for bed, then?"

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"Only if you carry me."

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She can do that!

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Snuggle! "Got anything other than sleep on the schedule?" she teases.

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"I might be amenable to convincing."

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Wiggle kiss?

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A cogent argument, apparently.

Elathea hurries them along to the comfort of the bed.

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Perfect.

 

Gleam lingers for a long while, exploring the area, talking to Elathea, diving into her library... And whenever Elathea has a stretch of time she can stay hands off, Gleam drags her off to Gleam's own massive sprawl of a realm. There's a great variety of states, as promised - and they're peaceful. Gleam hasn't talked about this as much, but... It's pretty obvious to Elathea that the constant threat of intervention in any attempts at war has very, very neatly solved the security dilemma. No one is dumping all of their state's efforts on guarding against young idiots getting into honor duels, even if those young idiots are statesmen. And the realm's isolation from other Exalts means they haven't just pivoted to have the same arms races with Gleam's nonexistent neighbors, and you have to protect against the wyld, but it's not the type of threat that'll escalate in response to you gathering strength. 

They've been able to put more of their excess towards things that aren't just survival, especially with Gleam placing hyperfertile stretches of land in convenient places. The largest library has an entire wing dedicated to copies of books Gleam wrote, and she's been somehow even more prolific there than Elathea. (Or, well - by the third day staying at Elathea's place, Gleam had started borrowing notebooks and pens, urges coming over her to write and draw and produce in a manic frenzy that could easily last days of very little sleep. Perhaps, then, not so surprising.) Gleam's works spread a much wider - and sometimes stranger - gamut than what Elathea brought. A huge chunk of them are fictional narratives, and some others are journals of 'dreams' - philosophical musings, imagined and whimsical designs for cities that can't and perhaps shouldn't exist, questions that don't have an answer, records of conversations she's had with fey, poetic metaphors of what she's seen in the deep wyld... She has records of folktales she's gathered from people she's known and places she's traveled. Travel guides and ethnographies, a work on how the fey define themselves, engineering and urban design, medicine, grand scale design of entire regions and landscapes... Environment and agriculture, botany and bestiaries, discussions of the impact of the wyld and of Lunar magic on biology... Histories, too. Records, oral histories, and - a small series grappling with history as relayed by Luna, some of it stretching back to before the gods were made, as relayed to Luna by Gaia. The early history of the world is strange and hard to understand, and only distant metaphors have trickled down through the gods - there's information here the Deliberative doesn't have. Either Gleam is being creative, or she's had far longer conversations with Luna - and is better at interpreting and relaying Luna's attempts to grasp the truth of the primordial world - than anyone Elathea's ever seen the writings of.

(Gleam never quite successfully explains the 'truth' Luna showed her about what the bond-spell hooks into, and Elathea hasn't met the goddess yet, but - there's something there. An aching familiarity, sometimes, when Gleam mentions this or that thing.)

The realm could use a bit of help getting ahead on technology, maybe, but for what they do know - they've accomplished a lot, and the population density is likely matched only by the Blessed Isle.

...Well, in places Gleam hasn't wyld shaped. The most impressive is an enormous sea, tucked away very cleverly so it never creates a feeling of unease as you're entering it - the main entrance is a hidden cove down some cliffs, but the sea is only approachable from that direction, and it isn't visible from the air. (Which, given it's bigger than Gleam's entire realm, probably helps not break the brains of any birds.) The water is clear and cool, the air pleasantly laden with salt, and the sand is a glistening white with tumbled gems and colorful shells. Fogs of pink and yellow and blue drift across the sea, and it whips up sometimes into storms of green lightning. Dreams race across it like dolphins, and strange, beautiful creatures live beneath the waves. There's a temple Gleam built on an island, far from the shore, where the determined - not even so much the faithful - can go to face trials, gaining Gleam's blessing if they make it all the way through, granting them a beautiful aquatic form. The forms breed true, and there's quite a large population of not-quite-humans living on and near the sea. (Supplemented, sometimes, by fey who've petitioned for and received Gleam's permission to live in her realm. They're beautiful, too, even if sometimes dangerous - but Gleam's soft claw keeps them from growing too threatening.)

There's less ambitious little pockets, though. Stretches of rainforest, impossible lakes, enormous trees... And more temples spread throughout, the largest and most elaborate the proving grounds of the tiger-priests.

 

It's a wonderful place, and Gleam is adored there, and Elathea then by extension.

 

Gleam unwinds in her realm, her guard against Elathea dropping. She loves this place, these people - and seeing Elathea in it, interacting with her libraries, speaking to her people, looking at the art Gleam's made of the world... 

She falls far more deeply in love than she would have ever anticipated.

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Gleam's realm is fascinating, to say nothing of the woman herself. It is truly a remarkable paradigm she's constructed, and the apparent influence of the wyld sparks a few ideas for her constructions. Elathea's planned five-to-ten year schedule slips into ten-to-fifteen, and she skips the next meeting of the Deliberative in favor of a seaside vacation.

But eventually, she inscribes the final conduit and installs the final channel. To the eyes of the learned, the system lights up with sorcery and the soft hum of circulating power. It is time for her to return to her central manse on the Blessed Isle.

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"Your work's beautiful," Gleam says with a soft smile. And, teasingly: "It's sad someone like you is going to be wasted on the Deliberative."

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"It only meets once every ten years. Plenty of time to pursue our own interests."

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Smile. "And you skipped the recent one... So there's a grace period."

"Still thinking of inviting me on down?"

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"Have I wooed you sufficiently that you'd say yes?"

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Long, considering hum.

"Yes."

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Excited hug and kiss!

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Kisses! (She loves making Elathea excited like this, enough to wash away entirely all her trepidation.)

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"Then, my dear. I would like to invite you to accompany me to my manse on the Blessed Isle. How soon can you be ready to leave?"

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"I've already packed."

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"How forward-thinking. You can help with my things, then."

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"Alright." Kiss!

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Kiss! And then preparations to leave. Which mostly involves packing up the last of the books; Elathea has already arranged continuation of the bureaucracy and associated governmental and caretaking institutions and so forth.

And then to an empty courtyard, quite sizable. She sketches a convoluted series of diagrams on the ground with a piece of chalk. Finishing, she pulls out an amulet, orichalcum with an enormous ruby. She holds it up, and it throbs with with power. Elathea speaks a mystic word.

A blaze of sunlight erupts into the air. When it vanishes, it reveals a chariot and a stallion, poured of molten gold.

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She laughs, delighted. "It's pretty!"

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"Beauty is among the many aspects the Sun will claim to be unconquered in. He deigns to share a portion of that gift with his conveyances."

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"Sadly, I think universal beauty is one area the Sun will have to concede in. Impossible to meet everyone's tastes if you can't shapeshift, after all."

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"I won't be arguing the point."

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Giggle kiss. "You meet all my standards just as you are, though."

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"Excellent."

Then to load all their things and board themselves. Elathea takes the reins and off they thunder into the sky, landscape rushing past below.

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She cackles, hanging over the edge to stare at Creation below.

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She gets a very accelerated view of the direct path to Elathea's home on the Blessed Isle.

In about three hours, they're circling for a landing.

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"Quite exceptionally fast," she says, almost teasingly. 

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"That is rather the point. As entertaining as three months with no one but you in a thirty-mile radius would be, I do like sleeping in real beds."

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"I won't take you on too long of a camping trip, then."

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"Not until you find a tiger big enough to bed and blanket all at once," she laughs.

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"Hm... There's this one Lunar who can make all his shapes grow larger, I might ask him how he does it."

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"Fair enough."

She brings them down to land on a rooftop that seems to have been more or less designed for the chariot, judging by the chiseled inscriptions and easy access to the interior of the building with a large door and sloping ramp.

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Well, if you have the chariot, it'd be a shame not to use it, and silly not to design things for it. 

Still, she takes note of some of the design in case it's useful for other things (like, creating a landing pad for Elathea to come visit her).

(She's trying not to be stressed about being back in the Blessed Isle.)

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Perhaps Elathea can distract her with a tour of the building, meeting the staff, exploring the grounds...

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Pretty well; Elathea has excellent taste, and Gleam enjoys seeing everything she likes. 

She also enjoys chatting with the staff - especially any who aren't too stiff around her. (She... Should probably try to make friends here who aren't connected to Elathea, if she'll be staying any length... But 'the staff' is a good place to start.)

(And it lets her subtly sound out said staff's opinions of Elathea.)

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Only the five or so Dragonblooded live-in retainers and a handful of the older mortals have actually interacted with her in person, but they have nothing but good things to say about her.

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Which is good, at least.

(Gleam remembers how much people could adore and excuse even total monsters, of course, so long as those monsters wore a solar face, but... She likes Elathea, and she wouldn't be here in the first place if she didn't trust the woman, and Elathea's interactions with people nearer Gleam's realm haven't raised any red flags.)

(She feels comfortable here, she thinks, or could soon.)

"What's there to do for entertainment around here?" she teases Elathea after the initial tour.

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"Well. There's my library, the art collection, walking the gardens. We could go hunting, or swimming, or sailing. I could make use of the kitchens or we could see what new cuisines are cooking in the city. The city can offer additional diversions as well, theater, poetry readings, sporting events, things of that nature, which we might observe or participate in."

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"Theater and poetry sounds lovely, sometime," she says, giving Elathea a light kiss. "Though I'll probably be able to keep myself busy for quite a while with that library."

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Kiss. "I am sure you will, dear."

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Giggle kiss!

Gleam settles in fairly well - into the library, into Elathea's life and kingdom... Even into her social circles, for the most part, but... She doesn't seem to get on very well at all with other solars, and the lunars in the Blessed Isle are - something she has trouble explaining to Elathea, though it sounds like the main issue is more 'too far removed from the edges of Creation;' apparently Luna's influence wanes away from the borders of the world, and even the high society types out on those edges are - something more like Gleam. The Blessed Isle lunars seem to feel a mutual unease towards her, and they all stay out of each others' ways.

She gets along with many of the dragon-blooded and even most of the sidereals she meets, though, making neutral vaguely friendly acquaintances where she can't make friends, and she forges lightning-fast friendships with several mortals. (And sets out to make the rounds of assorted pretty people's beds, naturally.)

She comes back to Elathea's one morning, having wandered off overnight to properly start her dive into the nearest big city's nightlife, with a satisfied, smug grin only a cat could wear and a swagger to her step.

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"Have fun last night, did we?"

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"Quite a bit." She licks her lips. 

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Hum. "I see."

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"At least one pretty girl is now very acquainted with Luna's myriad gifts," she teases. "Though perhaps I shouldn't kiss and tell..."

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"A pretty girl besides myself, you mean? And you didn't feel like sharing?"

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"Well, it's important to try out new flavors before recommending them, don't you think?"

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"Do you have a recommendation, then? I have been thinking it might be nice to reopen the seraglio."

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Giggle. "She's a university student - I bet she'd love a nice apartment and free tuition," Gleam teases. "And then I could have something lovely to glance at while in your library."

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"Feel free to arrange a meeting, then."

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"Sure thing."

Kiss!

"Should I be recruiting more in general?"

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"If you feel up to the challenge. I am a touch too busy to do it myself; you've been keeping my free time well occupied."

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Kiss. "It's only fair I save you time in other places, then."

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"Quite."

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"Of course, I'll need a sense of what positions are on offer... What the additional benefits are..."

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"Perhaps a practical demonstration is in order?"

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Giggle. "Perhaps!"

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Elathea can show her around that wing, share a few stories from times gone past... demonstrate some of the furniture.

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It's a very lovely place, and very comfortable furniture. 

Gleam's curious about the kinds of people Elathea like, naturally, delighting in the stories, in seeing more of Elathea's life.

She asks questions, naturally. What the story behind this or that artwork is, who made it, what it's about, why Elathea picked it... Where's this style of pottery from... How long girls are usually in her harem, if Elathea kept track of any after they left, what sorts of things have they done or been interested in... And, teasingly, she plays at needing to be seduced into Elathea's harem - asks about daily life, directly or indirectly. Coming to and from, having an outside life, what she would get beyond pretty walls and a passionate time...

(Gleam - probably even successfully hides it, since she's developed a good poker face over the centuries, but these are the same questions that keep her up at night, sometimes, when she's with Elathea.)

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They get access to Elathea, her thoughts, resources, advice, help with projects, training in various skills, influence on pet projects in the world outside... Creation is vast and there are many things Elathea could be doing beyond her own personal interests. Using what makes a pretty girl happy is as good a first-pass criterion as any. And if a girl decides she'd rather leave, Elathea will see her off with wealth, trinkets, and a free pass to the front of her line of petitioners. Alumni have gone into the arts, militaries, governments, started businesses or schools of their own... These she keeps an eye on. Their reputations reflect upon her own, and she would not see them tarnish it needlessly.

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Cute.

And it draws similar stories out of Gleam - she doesn't often do anything quite so formal, but having little 'wyld courts' is pretty common among Lunars at the farthest edges of the world, and most Lunars pass through others' courts when younger. (Gleam didn't, but she's hosted young Lunars herself. She thinks they got the structure from the fey, though, not anything the Deliberative does, and the form and flow is - different, in many ways, even if the basic idea of 'pretty person hangs around for a while, learns, leaves to establish themselves,' is similar.)

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Yes, it does sound a little more... idiosyncratic.

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"Maybe I'll have my own little harem out here," she teases. "Corrupt some of these poor Isle folk to the correct, uncivilized ways."

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"A bit of corruption might do us some good."

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"That's rather the point, darling."

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Kiss.

"You corrupt, then, and I'll instruct. We'll see what come of it."

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Giggle kiss. "Create something greater together?"

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"That would be the plan."

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"I'd like that," she says, softly. 

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Kiss!

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Very kiss!

 

Gleam takes to recruiting with an intense energy - she likes having a project. And sharing girls with Elathea - especially curious, eager girls, who approach Gleam as a teacher and role model - is downright nice. Gleam starts finally actually settling, a little, taking up further projects, pursuing interests outside of Elathea's walls. Making not just friendships - something she does quickly and with ease, but rarely in a way that anchors her - but also connections, even the beginnings of roots. She gets used to the rhythm of the Isle, moving from using her natural charisma to smooth over the inevitable bumps and cultural misunderstandings to actually fitting herself into the flow (when she feels like it; Gleam is ever a changing creature, and she can flit in and out of roles and behaviors and codes, more smoothly than even many other Lunars Elathea's met. She sometimes enjoys provoking people).

This - appears to set the other members of the Deliberative and their retinues and associates ill at ease. Gleam's at least publicly avoided the solar who hurt her so long ago and his wider contingent (though she took to sabotaging him like a fish to water; a surprising number of her miscellaneous projects get in his way eventually, even beyond the things definitely meant to strengthen the reach of her allied freedom fighters here). Still, she's found new people to make enemies out of. Ones who find her entire philosophy offensive - who think she's too loud, too opinionated, too in their way - who are unsettled by her mercurial nature and lash out, overtly or subtly -

Most of it's a sort of verbal pettiness Gleam takes on with a sharp grin and a vicious tongue trained in part in raksha courts, and those victories embolden her around the Isle.

 

Apparently, though, one of Elathea's more distant associates - a Deliberative member who's never liked her, and who tends to be fairly petty and vindictive and inclined to (and often good at) more subtle sabotage - has a very, very stupid moment while Gleam, Elathea, and she are all attending a party hosted by a mutual acquaintance. 

Elathea first hears about this in the form of someone gleefully telling her that her Lunar is kicking the ass of said petty associate in one of the courtyards.

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"Oh dear. I had best make sure no one important dies. Excuse me, please."

She hurries off to the scene of the brawl.

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Well, Gleam's probably unlikely to die. It's one on one - they've drawn quite the crowd (staying at a distance), and the woman's own associate's seem to have been discouraged from intervening. Gleam doesn't even seem all that openly angry, at least not in terms of the grand expressions Elathea is used to from other Exalts - but her expression is frigid, focusing on her opponent with a predatory intensity as she stalks the woman around the courtyard. She's not playing around like she does with Elathea, and a coruscation of purple and silver flickers softly around her as she ignores most of the women's attacks. 

She harries the woman a few times - flicking in and out, harassing her, startling her - until the woman's guard falters soon after Elathea enters (she's distracted by the audience; Gleam is apparently treating their watchers like landscape). Gleam pounces in her moment of distraction, bringing the woman to the floor with a vicious speed - pushing her face into the tile, her arms trapped behind her, Gleam's knee in the small of her back -

"Apologize," Gleam says, tone perfectly even, into the sudden silence. 

The woman tries to throw her off; Gleam persists, silent, gaze unwavering, and the woman's struggles fail.

"I will only tell you three times," Gleam says, then. "Apologize."

The woman starts cussing, struggling - failing, again, and Gleam's hands tighten on her arms only as needed to restrain her. 

Then - something about Gleam's face shifts, and the woman has gotten her head turned just enough to see it - Elathea can see the edges, and a chill goes down her spine. It's nothing overt. Possibly not even a shapeshift, but... There's something deep in that expression. Something old, and patient, and hungry. 

"Apologize," Gleam says, voice soft. 

 

The woman apologizes.

 

It seems she insulted Gleam and then Elathea, rather viciously. Gleam tilts her head, listening - then gets up. "Alright," she says, tone light and entertained. "I accept your apology in the spirit it was given." Shrug. "Though my darling might not." She turns her back on the woman, then, and grins at Elathea, fangs glinting.

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She smiles back. "Meeting with no troubles, I hope?"

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"None at all." She lopes over to her girlfriend, fight apparently forgotten (the woman - almost entirely uninjured, but clearly terrified - getting to her feet and then trying to retreat into the crowd in the background).

Gleam pulls Elathea into a kiss, rather hungrily. "I've been working up an appetite, though."

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"Mm, I see."

"Perhaps we ought to take our leave from this party."

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"Perhaps." Another kiss. 

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"I don't particularly feel these people deserve our show," she murmurs.

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Giggle. "Lead the way then, darling."

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Then away they shall go.

"You're very alluring when you fight like that, you know," she says on the ride home.

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Preen! "It comes with the 'tiger' territory," she teases. 

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"You're a very pretty kitty."

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"And dangerous, and sexy, and threatening..."

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"Poised and precise, elegant and deadly."

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"A perfect match for you."

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"Quite." Kiss.

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Kiss!

And Gleam can demonstrate how alluring she finds being terrifying, once they're close enough to a bed for Elathea's comfort. 

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She enjoys that very much.

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Perfect.

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Gleam sadly doesn't get into other honor combats in the near future, instead settling into a small routine, the nervous energy she'd had on arriving bleeding off, her tense mind unwinding. She lazes around Elathea's estate a lot, reading through her library, playing around in the kitchen or art room, chatting with Elathea's retainers and harem girls... Often apparently not even doing anything productive, just finding a patch of sunshine in the garden to sprawl in as a tiger. (That takes nearly a year of being in the Blessed Isle for her to do even once.)

She grows more flighty, too. She's always been mercurial and whimsical, but she's been blowing off outings, here or there. Minor things at first, especially very business-oriented outings Elathea goes on a lot, especially if they've been around each other constantly or very busy - not entirely new behavior, really. She'd sometimes just vanish for over a month before they came to the Isle, usually bookended by being extremely interwoven in Elathea's business. 

She's not having those long total absences now, but... Sometimes it feels like she might as well be. 

Like right now, for instance, when Elathea's spent most of the last month immersed in projects Gleam couldn't really help with, Gleam presumably just as busy, and Gleam had said she could go with Elathea to this party, a more intimate get together with contacts Elathea needs for her projects -

Gleam's sprawled over the chaise, pouting, and definitely not getting ready. 

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"Are you planning to get up any time in the next half hour, dear?"

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Stretch!

"Mmm... I'm cozy right here." Small smile. "But I'd be cozier if you joined me."

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"We are working on a deadline, here."

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Groan. "Can't we just stay in?"

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"I need these boats. And the sailors. And I'm not going to get them without demonstrating goodwill by showing up to this party. So no, we can't stay in. This has been planned for weeks."

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Negligent hand wave. "There's other boats and sailors, and you plan everything. Let's just - be us, just for once."

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"No!" Her tone is sharp, almost a shout. "If you didn't want to go, you should have said something earlier. It is too late to cancel."

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She glances away, curling in on herself. "Go without me, then."

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"I would rather not. But I will, if you force my hand. Because I, unlike you, am responsible. I am reliable. I am capable of existing in a society that extends beyond myself because people can depend on me to honor the commitments that I've made."

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She scrunches her face up (turns it farther away, hides her tears).

"Why does this even matter?" she snaps. "Who cares if you aren't at one measly party? There's always parties here!"

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"I don't go to all the parties! I don't even go to most of the parties! This one is important, for reasons you well know. Reasons you agreed with when we talked about it the first time!"

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Sulky huff.

"I thought you'd have spent any time with me first!"

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"I was working. We can spend time together at the party."

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"Business outings don't count!"

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"Fine, then stay here and feel sorry for yourself. I'm not going to put my life on hold indefinitely for you."

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She -

Starts crying. 

"I'm your girlfriend!" she shouts, twisting up off the couch, posture guarded. "Not your arm candy, or your harem girl, or some pet you can put away when inconvenient and trot out to show off in front of your stupid friends!" Ragged, gasping breath - "I love you! I want to spend time with you! As you, not - as part of some business thing or trip or overblown restaurant - we barely talk anymore, not like we used to - we just hang out even less, why does everything have to be to some end - that's not dating, that's - business."

She swipes at her eyes, shaking. "If you don't want to be with me, then you can just say that, and you won't have to waste any more than a couple hours returning me to my realm, okay? I'll stop bothering you."

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Elathea- breaks. Her posture collapses, shoulders hunch, breath huffs out.

"I didn't- That's not-"

"You would never be a bother to me."

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"Then why do you act like I am?"

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"I don't mean to," she says softly. "I love you. You're important to me. I thought I was including you in my life."

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Soft, sad noise as she dries her tears. 

"I like being involved in your life, but - I want your life to be involved in me, too," she says, almost uncertainly. 

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Hug?

"I want that too. Tell me how."

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Hug!

"...Let's go to your stupid party, then after - let's just cuddle? Spend time with each other where - being with each other's the point. And - if there's stuff you wouldn't do if you weren't with me, that makes me feel - special, but... I don't like everything being scheduled, I guess? Wanna just... Have free time we can do whatever in."

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"Okay. I can do that."

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Kiss.

"I love you. Sorry I'm bad at - saying what I want..."

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"I'm sorry I'm bad at listening."

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Nuzzle. "We'll both have to practice, then."

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"It seems we will." Soft kiss.

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Kiss.

Gleam needs to wash her face, then - finish getting ready? 

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They'll be a little late but- tolerably so. She's prepared to trade that for her girlfriend.

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Bright grin. "I'll corrupt you all the way into truancy some day," she teases as they're heading out. 

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"Maybe tomorrow," she laughs.

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"I don't think it quite counts as truancy if you schedule it, darling."

She's relaxed, happier than Elathea's seen her in a while. (The difference is somewhat blatant now that she's unwound even a little.)

 She takes her girlfriend's arm as they walk, leaning into her.

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"Hey, I'm working up to it, you know."

The party goes well enough. Elathea gets her ships and Gleam doesn't even have to challenge anyone to a duel to get their respect.

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Elathea getting what she wants is important. (In the future - once the emotional sore in her has settled and healed - she wants to put her efforts towards helping Elathea get what she wants more efficiently, too. Give her free time, without reducing what she can accomplish.)

Still - in Gleam's opinion, the best part is after they leave, and she pulls Elathea into a section of the garden Gleam's been spending time in a lot, where Gleam proceeds to flop over her girlfriend and start just - daydreaming. Teasing Elathea, talking about this or that pretty flower or art... Nuzzling and simply existing... And musing, a little, what she wants - what Elathea's life being involved in her would mean. 

This just here though is - nice. But she... Really, really loves Elathea, and -

Gleam wants to look at Elathea's world, Elathea's life, and say, those are my marks, that's where I walked. She wants to grow into each other - she's a hopeless romantic, she says, halfway between vulnerable and teasing, and - Luna wove Gaia into everything she is, Gleam says suddenly, and Gaia wove into Luna - and then Gleam leaps on, apparently mildly uneasy -

"And I'm - spontaneous," she says, softly. "I can be scheduled, and I know it's important to you - but I like room for whimsy, too."

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"Having you in my life is important to me too. I'll- adjust around you, when I have to."

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Smile and kiss. "Thank you, darling."

"But - I want you to want to grow into me too, you know? Not just - as a duty." Her gaze goes a bit distant, as her smile softens. "Though... That implies something a bit longer term, doesn't it, than just adjusting for each other... Growth is - something that stays with you forever."

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"It is, but..." Nuzzle. "That's a change in me I would want."

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Kiss!

"Good," she murmurs. "You're - making me want to settle. It's only fair if I pull you into me just as much."

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Kiss. "Then we'll meet somewhere in the middle."

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She laughs, kissing Elathea like her girlfriend's lips hold the secrets to all Creation. 

And: "I want to get married." Her eyes widen, like what just came out of her mouth surprised her, too.

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Startled laugh.

"Oh! Ah. Hm." Giggle. "I guess that's your spontaneity, stealing my chance to ask you the question."

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She giggles, too, collapsing into her girlfriend helplessly. "Is that a yes, then?"

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"Yes!" Kisses!

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Kisses!!! Engaged kisses!

And, once they break for air: "Of course, in acknowledgement of your preference for planning, we can have as long an engagement period as you want - "

Her tone is probably teasing. 

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"You say that like you don't want me to make you fancy presents."

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Giggle. "I want you to make me fancy presents always, darling."

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"I'll need just a bit of time to prepare properly, then."

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Kiss.

"There is actually anyone I want to tell, first, before the wedding - someone I want you to meet, too."

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"Someone important to you?"

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"Very much so." Gentle smile. 

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"Fair enough."

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"I think you'll like each other," she says with a little laugh. 

"How soon can we get out to my realm, speaking of? For a little vacation, even if you don't want to elope just yet."

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"Any time you like, dear."

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"Tomorrow, then."

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"I will make preparations."

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Kiss!

"I will, too..." But, for now: further engagement celebration? 

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That sounds like an excellent idea.

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Sets a very lovely mood for tomorrow's vacation preparations and then for the trip itself - they're not really able to get in until the afternoon, but Gleam's alright with that, glowing with mixed contentment and anticipation. 

She wants to check on her realm first, of course... Then, as evening falls, and dusk rapidly approaches -

Gleam glances up at the sky, grinning. "Come on, let's get you introduced to my friend."

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"Will they be flying in?"

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She giggles. "Maybe I was just checking the time." And, a kiss to Elathea's cheek - then Gleam takes her hand. "Close your eyes and follow me, darling."

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"All right, dear." Elathea closes her eyes.

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And her fiancée tugs her along. 

(Something feels a bit strange, almost like vertigo - like Elathea's head is spinning...)

Then - "Open your eyes."

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She does so. Where has she been lead...?

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Somewhere very, very unlike where they just were. White stone marbled with veins of silver and purple crystal spills down the slope from them, a fluffy blue moss clinging like mist, trees of braided silver wire soaring above their heads to luminous clouds. A city sprawls at the base of the slope, flowing from the ground in the same white stone, roofs woven from flowers blooming in a soft riot of colors. Indistinct shapes flit along them, unformed city dwellers cloaked in gauzy shawls.

There's a soft laugh behind them. "Good evening, Gleam - and guest."

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"My- Lady Luna."

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Tackle hug! "This is my fiancée, Elathea!" Then, to Elathea: "And this is the friend I wanted to introduce you to."

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She laughs and spins Gleam in a circle. "You're glowing with it, dear heart," she says, then boops Gleam's nose with her finger. "And you should've introduced us sooner."

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She sticks out her tongue. "I was busy."

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She ruffles Gleam's hair. "Staring at pretty girls is a full time job, certainly." Then, to Elathea: "She didn't warn you at all, did she?"

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"Not a bit."

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Snort. "Well, you're the one marrying her and her sense of humor," she teases. 

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She pokes Luna in the ribs. "And whose fault is my sense of humor being what it is?"

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"Your own, as always."

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She laughs and then disentangles to go hug Elathea. "Sorry, darling."

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Hug.

"You just surprised me, that's all."

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Kiss. "I did say I'm Luna's favorite, didn't I?"

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"You have been known to exaggerate, here and there."

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"Second favorite, if you want to get technical."

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"Wives don't count."

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"So I'll go back to being your favorite once you two get hitched?"

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...Hum.

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Elathea pats Gleam's cheek. "If getting married makes me not your favorite, I'm calling the whole thing off."

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Giggle kiss. "Okay, me and Luna will stay each other's second favorites."

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"I think that's still pretty good."

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"It is, yeah." She leans into her fiancée. 

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She smiles at them, fondly. "Let's go sit down, how about?"

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"Lead the way, madam."

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She does so, turning and leading them into a cottage of spun glass. It's different inside than her normal blues, purples, and silvers theme, the living room done up in numerous layered textiles in deep greens and vibrant golds, a few bold purples woven in. She flops on one side of a rather comfortable couch, smiling at the other two. 

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Gleam sits beside her, pulling Elathea down so Gleam's bracketed between - and able to sprawl across both laps of - the other two women. 

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Pet pet.

"This is lovely."

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"Thanks." She gives Gleam a few pats. "This was one of Gleam's favorite rooms when she was in my court."

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"Because it is soft and cozy and stains magically remove themselves from the fabric."

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"That sounds convenient," says Elathea, a woman who has had to listen to her laundry staff register their complaints more than once.

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"Perhaps my Lady would let us try it out."

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Pat. "I'll even add a set to your wedding gifts."

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"Why, thank you."

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"It's no problem, and I rather like making some parts of my Gleam's life more convenient."

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"The 'getting sexily injured' parts?"

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"Of course."

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"Those are very nice parts."

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"Lovely parts."

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Laugh.

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Wiggle!

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Kiss!

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Mmmmm tasty fiancée, in one of Gleam's favorite places in Creation - while Gleam's half in the lap of one of her other favorite people -

Makes for an extra wiggly Gleam, all in all. 

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Very excellent wiggly girl.

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Mmmm many kisses. 

Gleam's going to get a bit frisky if no one slows down the proceedings, here. 

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It won't be Elathea who does so.

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Luna coughs once they get to clothing getting displaced. 

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...???

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"Something you'd like to say?"

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Small smile - "I don't want to disrupt you two, but - I'm not interested in sex, right now."

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"Ah. Apologies."

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"It's alright."

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"We can do other things for now. But maybe later?"

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She pokes Gleam's nose. 

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"Not necessarily."

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Small pout.

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Poke. 

"You know what's up, Gleam."

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"...Oh. The reflection thing?"

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"Yeah." Lean. 

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"Sorry."

"I should've checked."

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Smile. And poke! 

"It's not a problem. I know exactly how silly you can be."

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Pout. 

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"What reflection thing? If I am permitted to know."

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"You are, though - it's a thing of the wyld, so my explanation might be slightly off."

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"Better than mine. I've given up trying to even word it in my head... Just kind of is."

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She laughs. "That's because you have to know yourself fully before you can explain yourself, dear heart. It'll come with time."

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Over dramatic sigh. 

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Pat pat.

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She smiles at them. "You're both very cute."

"The reflection thing, as Gleam calls it... You know the metaphor of wyld shaping as telling a story, right?"

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"In passing."

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"Well..."

"So the best metaphor all around is that the state that existed before Creation was one of possibility. Storytellers and their infinite, ever changing stories. Ephemeral things - subject to the whims of another. Your story was always dissipating into those of others, and nothing truly lasted. There were no rules except those agreed on in any given meeting of storytellers."

"The Primordials hated this, by and large, and they worked together to make a supreme story - one stronger than any other, by its nature unmutable. They pretty much succeeded - and met instant troubles, because the rest of existence, the chaotic swirl of stories, was still out there, and it challenged and chipped away at the edges of Creation."

"They had to make a threshold, a place neither here nor there to protect their works from what's outside. It inevitably made the true mechanics of Creation more apparent, the guts of the world exposed and rendered mutable. But - it wasn't what came before. It was something new, and none of the Primordials could control it, and their Incarnate servants couldn't function within it - and they tried, crafting thousands of gods of the moon to maybe, just maybe, get solid control of the wyld. They failed, and they left behind a pile of glittering shells."

"And so - one of them realized they needed something new. A neither here nor there being. But they wouldn't trust one of us - one of the fey who liked to flit in and out playfully, fascinated by their new work - with guiding the wyld as they wished."

"So they set a trap - and I walked into it."

She's quiet for a long moment, but, before Elathea can comment, she continues: "I loathed them all at first, but - they'd wrapped me up in the shells of their dead moon gods, and I couldn't define myself fast enough to break free. I could have eventually, but... I fell in love, and my darling Gaia was one of the architects of Creation - and she was proud of her work, and how could I then stand to destroy it?"

"I learned how to cooperate - and helped overthrow the Primordials when my chance came, of course, and secured Gaia into the weave of Creation so tightly that none of the Incarnae could threaten her at the end of the war. And that, my ability to change the story of Creation whenever I'm at the height of my power, makes the Incarnae... Well, nervous."

She closes her eyes. 

"I'm rambling, aren't I?"

"But - the story does communicate something important to this. That I was the only one of my kind, and I was isolated, and lonely, and I missed my dear Gaia more than anything - and I can weave new tales into Creation, sometimes."

"So I told a new story, one meant to cure my loneliness. The moon might cross the sky alone - but it's followed ever by its reflection, made anew each night." She turns towards Gleam, expression soft. "And so I made Gleam. She isn't a fey creature, not in the same way I am, but - she's the same image as me, created from a different substance. My reflection in the water, and her story spins back up every time it ends - and it will, so long as story lasts."

"And her story reflects mine, every time it repeats. Including in ways I hadn't intended - being enslaved is an annoyingly constant part of it. But - there's been good reflections, too."

"Including - you. Everything we're made to love, beautiful and strange and entirely unlike us, in the same guise as our most hated enemy - but wonderful. Proof of the good in your world."

She looks away. 

"You're a reflection of my Gaia, as Gleam is a reflection of me. It's - silly, maybe, but I'd feel... Unfaithful to her, if I let myself love you."

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"Oh."

"I see."

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Gleam hugs Luna, curling into her.

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"I think I can understand your preference to be... faithful, at least."

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"Thanks."

"It feels much different with Gleam, but..."

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"Masturbation doesn't count."

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She snorts.

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"That would be more or less my own reasoning."

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"You can hook up with alternate versions of yourself any time, darling."

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"I'd invite you to watch, of course, if you were available."

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"All I ask."

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Laugh.

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Kiss!

Chaste kiss. For Luna's sake .

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Fair enough.

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She giggles.

"I've wanted to introduce you two for a while."

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"Waiting for the opportune moment?"

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"Apparently any worries about my cooler alternate self stealing my girlfriend were unfounded," she teases.

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"Come now, you know I'm the sharing type."

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Snicker and kiss. 

"Honestly, though... Luna's a - very intimate part of me. I don't even tell people it was her court I learned in as a young Lunar. Just - "

Shrug.

"She's important, and - I have trust issues."

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Pat pat. "Thank you for trusting me."

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"Thank you for being trustworthy."

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Chaste kiss.

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Happy giggle.

"Well, with sex off the table, you two should talk nerd at each other," she teases. "It's just as fun, really."

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"It could be," Elathea agrees.

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Lean. "You're the two nerdiest people I've ever met, so."

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"Fair."

Perhaps they can talk about Elathea's geomantic manipulations?

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Luna is fascinated! She's worked less with stable Creation, that being when and where she's weakest - but she's reached into the fundamental reality of the world and twisted, before, and given she bound Creation to Gaia she has a pretty good sense for geomancy... Still, there's things she hasn't done with it, and Elathea has interesting ideas...

Luna: such a nerd.

Also, extremely knowledgeable and good at explaining concepts as accessibly as possible.

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She appreciates that! Luna's experience with wide-scale weaving is extremely interesting, given that Elathea intends to not only draw power from across Creation, but also reshape it and project it back again in the region and manner of her choosing.

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Luna can actually show her some things directly - and 'projecting herself around' is one of her powers, though she's never been anchored to a mortal form, so it works differently for her...

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The neat thing about sorcery is that with a means, a method, and a goal, you can start from any one and work towards the other two.

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She laughs.

Once you live long enough, you eventually graduate to starting out with none of those, just an experimental mindset.

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Elathea is still exploring the paradigm of doing things on purpose.

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Purposeful accidents are another kind of fun. 

But, yes, there is a lot you can do with something more goal-oriented, especially in fields where the knowledge building blocks exist already.

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Quite.

Elathea is enjoying the conversation.

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Luna is too.

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Hopefully they're not boring Gleam too terribly.

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Not at all; Gleam's sprawled over both their laps and staring besottedly at Elathea. 

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Oh good.

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"You both have very good points."

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"Not regretting putting us in the same room?"

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"Not at all, if this is what's coming of it."

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Pet pet. "Good."

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Nuzzle! 

"Perhaps we should ever tour the place," she teases. "Though I certainly won't tell you not to spend hours and hours being a nerd."

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"That depends on how our host feels, I suppose."

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"I suspect I have better stamina than either of you." She kisses the top of Gleam's head. "But I want you two to get to spend time together here, too - Gleam can give the tour just fine, really."

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"All right."

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"Make sure you ask her about all the best make out spots."

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"You don't think she'd tell me unprompted?"

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"She might show instead of tell."

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"The information is conveyed all the same."

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"True, true."

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"Feel like showing me around then, dear?"

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"Of course, darling." Kiss!

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Off to explore the Silver Chair (for the best makeout spots).

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Something Gleam does, indeed, know quite a few of - all in very beautiful locations, though otherwise with a range of attractions. (Stunning view, cozy and secluded, forest that makes music as the wind blows through it...)

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The best tour. Kiss.

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Kiss!!!

There's also some excellent make out spots in the library...

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Is Gleam sure she wants to chance the distraction?

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Probably. 

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Library kisses, then.

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Library kisses! 

...This is a very distracting library, and by a good margin the largest Elathea's ever seen, with gorgeous soaring architecture and elaborate stained glass and plentiful comfortable chairs and couches and reading stations, and lots of fabric to absorb echoes, and lots of natural light, and quiet patrons in the quiet areas, and separate areas for groups and chatting (it seems to be a public library, and some of the public libraries in Gleam's realm are clearly modeled off of it). There aren't just books, too - the library is in a complex of buildings that includes a public art studio and crafting places, all with free supplies, as well as a theater. (The Silver Chair is populated, more than rumor would have led Elathea to believe.)

But, also, Elathea has an exceptionally captivating Gleam in her lap. 

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Maybe she'll have to come back at some point. To fully explore all the available opportunities.

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Gleam can bring her here any time. 

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Excellent.

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Kiss!!!

"Seeing you here is - wonderful. A woman I love in a place I love." Another kiss. "I feel the same way with my realm, just - "

"You should be surrounded by wonderful things."

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"Not a hard criterion to match, while I have you." Kiss.

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Delighted laugh. "I love you."

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"I love you too, my beautiful wife-to-be."

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Very kiss.

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Very kiss indeed.

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"You're the best."

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"I know."

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Gleam's content spending the rest of their visit like this - though without being taken into Luna's favor, which leaves you a bit wyld-touched, Elathea will have to leave before moon set.

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Yes, she's not quite ready for that just yet.

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Maybe one of these days. 

Still, Luna sends them off with fond wishes and a reminder to invite her to the wedding. 

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They will, of course.

Then back home?

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Maybe hang around in Gleam's realm a little, but, yes - back home. 

"I want to start coming down here more," Gleam comments. "I've been getting - wrapped up, in the Blessed Isle, and haven't been thinking of it as somewhere I can leave trivially. But - whenever you've got a good point for a break in your work, I'd like to come up, stay a night or two or several..."

"It's rejuvenating, and - I want to remain available to my people, and pick back up some of the projects I've had out here."

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"Of course. We might even expand the staff by another sorcerer or two who can call the cirrus skiff, if you fancy committing slightly more effort to a trip while I am unavailable."

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She laughs. "That'd be nice, especially during your super long crafting binges - I can come out here and work on my own crazy projects."

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"We'll make it happen."

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Kiss! "Thank you."

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Kiss. "Anything for my wonderful girl."

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Heeeee!

(Of course, time does eventually come to return to the Blessed Isle... But Gleam's relaxed and refreshed, back in the whirlwind happiness she had at the start of their courtship - but with something content, settled under it. A more stable foundation.)

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Perfect.

There's some longer stretches she can schedule - Gleam wants to work on her own wedding gift, and does her best work off in her realm, and it's reasonable to make those multi-day trips. Gleam sets up a system for bothering each other when they want attention, too, and - 

The second time Gleam's wandered off to her realm alone, Elathea has a shared dream with a very smug Gleam.

Those continue, of course, and make Gleam far more settled with the idea of spending time away from each other. She's excited about the wedding, and the small arguments they have peppered here and there are smoothed over quickly, resolved in ways that make their relationship stronger. (Gleam starts laughing at a few she feels are kinda dumb. That may or may not help the resolution, but it does seem to make her feel better.)

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After a few months of work, Elathea has completed her gifts.

One of which she would like to present to Gleam in private, before the wedding.

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(She's gotten through hers, too, though there's been some cramming involved.)

She has a gift that's best fit for private exchange, too - a more intimate pre-wedding celebration seems very appropriate.

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A private little party in one of the cozier sitting rooms, then.

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Perfect. (Kiss.)

When the time comes - Gleam's gift doesn't seem to take up much space, or she's hidden it well. She's sitting on the couch, fidgeting nervously, without any boxes or anything apparent. 

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Elathea sets her own box down on the table and curls around Gleam.

"Hello, dear."

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"Hello, lovely." Snuggle kiss!

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Kiss!

"So. Who wants to go first?"

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Hum.

"Why don't you?"

This is totally not because she's nervous. Nope.

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"All right." She passes over the box, ornately carved wood tied shut by a silk ribbon.

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She takes it, running her fingers over and admiring the carvings, then...

Unties the ribbon, opening the box.

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Inside, nestled in plush velvet, is a neck-sized loop of white jade carved as a pair of tigers with their tails entwined, stripes picked out in a silvery metal, with a golden sun caught between their heads.

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"Oh, it's beautiful," she says, awed, fingers brushing over the designs reverently. It hums with power, and Gleam could probably squint and pick it apart, but... She loves hearing Elathea talk about her work. "What does it do, darling?"

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"Oh, this and that. Why not try it on and find out?"

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Small smile, and then she finds the catch and slips it on. 

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It's hidden in the disc of the sun, which parts neatly in half then fastens back together.

Elathea grins, and with a twitch of her Essence, causes the collar to contract in an abrupt pulse.

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Yelp! Then soft moan.

"Ah, can't be all it does," she purrs.

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Another twitch-

-and the sensation of tiger claws raking down her back, slicing deep, filleting flesh from spine, again and again.

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She collapses against Elathea, wiggling as her initial scream fades into moans.

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Pet pet.

"Did you like that?"

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"Mmm, yes." Kiss! "A necklace of sensations, then? Are they arbitrary?"

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"Limited by my own imagination." She caresses Gleam's neck, around the jewelry. "And if you ask me nicely," kiss, and her voice drops to a whisper for the next part, "I could lock it on you."

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Her eyes go wide, and she shivers. "Oh?" she asks, breathless.

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"As a mark of my," pause to nibble on an ear, "selfishness."

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Whine.

"Mm, would locking it do anything else?" she asks in a murmur.

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"I would get more... direct insight, shall we say, to your state of mind while orchestrating your experiences."

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...Wiggle. 

"Could it be unlocked ever?" she asks, like she hasn't already made up her mind. 

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Laugh. "If you ask very nicely."

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Kiss!

"I love you, and I trust you, and - pretty please lock it on me, darling."

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She leans over to kiss the collar's sun. A moon tracks across the disc through its changing phases-

-and with a tiny click, it locks.

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Mmm! Kiss!

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Kisses!

And a pleasurable spreading warmth, interspersed with trails of ice-cold needle jabs in sensitive areas.

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Giggle!

(She is madly in love, overflowing with the warmth of it, she adores Elathea and everything Elathea is, and in this moment - in the heat of this moment, she wants the moment to never stop.)

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It can go on a while longer.


"Distracted from worrying about your own present?" Elathea asks later, teasingly.

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...She laughs, startled. 

"Yes, very much so." Kiss! "Want it now?"

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Kiss.

"If you're ready."

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Soft smile. 

"I am."

"Do you know anything about Graces?"

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"Very little. They are a thing of the wyld, a representation of a certain aspect of one's self."

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Hum. "Close enough."

She brushes her hand over her sternum - and twists her hand, unfolding her fingers to reveal a complicated loop of silver braids and meshwork, studded with disks with golden gems where the braids cross, fire flashing in their depths - Gleam looks at it and laughs, delighted, and brushes some of the braids away to show a bracelet of twined gold and silver wire, small charms depicting silver and gold cats anchoring the loops of braids to the bracelet proper. 

It's - singing, almost, somewhere beyond hearing. A soft, lovely chime.

"It changed," she murmurs, a fond smile on her lips. 

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"Pretty."

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Laugh. "Of course it is. It's part of me, after all."

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"And you are all over gorgeous." Kiss.

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Kiss!!!

"Tragically," she murmurs with another kiss, "It won't work correctly unless you accept the tie before putting it on," kiss, "So we'll need a bit of a discussion before any demonstration..."

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"Explain it to me then, dear."

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Snuggle, as she plays with the bracelet. "A Grace is... It isn't a representation of an aspect of you. It's that aspect made manifest. Dreams, woven into physical form, and - an acknowledgement of how much of ourselves rests outside our bodies." 

She rubs her thumb over one golden gem. "They're permanent, once made. You can't fold that part of you back into your body. They'll grow with you, morph as that part of you does - but that part of you will exist so long as the Grace lasts. And if the Grace is destroyed... You lose whatever dream you wove it from, possibly forever."

"There's two kinds, broadly - Heart and Hand Graces. What parts of you will make which kind of Grace is... Idiosyncratic, basically. Heart Graces are the core of who you are, they're... You in the dark, when no one is looking and no one cares except yourself. Hand Graces are... They're you in the light, the you who emerges from interacting with others, and they're the you that you make for others."

"They're artifacts - and they can be given away, into someone else's keeping. Hand Graces are designed for that, really, and they're safer to give away - and you'll get hit less hard if they're destroyed, and it's harder for an enemy to turn one against you."

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"And this is one of your Hand Graces?" she asks, capturing one of Gleam's actual hands and kissing the back of it.

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Giggle.

"Nope."

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"Oh my." Suppose that means Elathea will have to kiss Gleam's heart, then.

Mwah!

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Wiggle!

Her fingers wind into Elathea's hair. 

"It was the first I made, centuries ago," she says, a bit breathless. "I didn't understand it at the time, why that dream - of all dreams - was the one that spilled from my heart, but - "

"I do, now. You've made me see it, so wonderfully clearly."

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"I'm so happy to hear that, my dear."

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Kiss. 

"It's my constancy," she murmurs. "My devotion - the part of my personality that finds a rock in the storm and plants my feet. The part that wants to be still, and settled, and to have an always. The part that wants to pick one goal, one dream, and set myself ever on that path."

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"It's beautiful."

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Kiss!!! "It's yours, if you'd have it - holding my devotion would give you some power over me, but... Mostly, it'd give me the power to protect you through it. It'll make you stronger, protect you from the wyld - you could walk into the farthest reaches with that on your wrist, and almost nothing could challenge you. I'll always be able to find you, so long as you wear it - my guiding star," kiss, "And it'll give you some spark of the wyld - of my power, to wield as you see fit."

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"I love it, as I do all of your aspects."

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Heee!

She puts the bracelet in Elathea's hand, kissing her. 

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Kiss!

And slipping the bracelet around her wrist.

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It snaps into place, snug, and the braids wind themselves around her forearm into a complicated pattern, like a filigree bracer. 

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She holds her arm up to admire it in the light.

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Light dances along it, fire flowing from gem to gem. 

"It looks even more beautiful on your arm."

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Kisses!

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Kiss!

"Have you decided," she asks between kisses, "If we're having just the one ceremony," kiss, "Or two, one in each place?" Kiss!

(It'd come up, earlier, that Luna physically can't enter the Blessed Isle as her full self - and Gleam does want her to be able to attend the wedding comfortably, so any ceremony Luna is at will need to be in Gleam's realm.)

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"Oh, just the one, I think." Kiss. "It's a convenient excuse to exclude the riffraff."

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"If anyone insists, tell them we're having guests find their own way there as part of the challenge. Fail to mention the wyld tigers."

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"Those cuddly things? Never crossed my mind as a danger."

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"They're all absolute sweethearts, so long as you doll out the appropriate number of scritches."

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"No reason to share that, either."

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"Of course not. The worthy will know it already."

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"Just so."

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Soft kiss. 

"I can't wait."

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Kiss. "At this point, I don't think we have to."

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"Just for the date to arrive. It'd be very droll of us to elope at this point."

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"We could elope to the moon. I think that would take care of any obligation we actually care about."

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She giggles. "I can handle my duties to my people with a festival celebrating our elopement. It'll be perfect."

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Gigglekiss.

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Perfect, wonderful girlfriend - "Let's go, soon as we can."

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"We can leave for your territory whenever you wish, dear."

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"Now, then."

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Laugh and a kiss. "All right. Get your things."

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Gleam can pack very fast, especially if she's only packing for an elopement and follow up honeymoon (she's started keeping a 'sexy go bag;' like an emergency stash, but for spontaneous trips with her fiancée, so, that's taken care of, then Luna will have appropriate court clothes, and Gleam just needs some basic items she's fond of and presents...).

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Elathea takes only a little longer. And then- away they go.

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She spends basically the entire chariot ride kissing her fiancée, as completely appropriate, and then leads her very quickly into the nearest point she can hop up to Luna's realm - fortunately they land just at moon rise, so they'll have time - Elathea's feet touch down on the Silver Chair, and Gleam's lips are on hers again. 

Briefly. They're here for a purpose, after all. 

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There's a now familiar laugh. "What do I owe this visit to, hm?"

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"We're getting married," Elathea says. "And you indicated you wanted to attend the wedding."

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"Right now?"

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"Unless you need some time to emotionally prepare yourself."

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"Not at all." Teasingly: "I see Gleam's been a good influence on you."

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"It's been a learning process." She caresses her new bracelet.

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She laughs, delighted, gaze going to Elathea's bracelet and Gleam's collar in turn. "For both of you, I see."

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"Yes," she says with great self-satisfaction.

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Grin. "Excellent!"

"And, fortunately, I do have the authority to officiate a wedding..."

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"That was a factor," she agrees.

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"Let's pick a spot and get you two married, then."

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Excellent.

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...The library, or the garden outside it, seems appropriate. 

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The garden suits Elathea.

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It's one of the most beautiful places here. 

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"I'll make sure it's free."

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"Thank you, Lady Luna."

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"You're quite welcome. Thank you for keeping me as your only guest."

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Shall they away to the garden?

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Yes! And to getting married.  

Luna is very, very excellent, and the garden is empty of library patrons and decorated beautifully for their wedding when they arrive, a dense spread of fireflies lighting the path and twinkling in the trees, flowers all in bloom, cloth and crystal drapes around the central gazebo... It's wonderful, though Gleam mostly has eyes for her fiancée. 

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As it should be.

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She barely hears the marriage ritual, barely notices herself speaking on Luna's cue - but she fully notices when her lips meet her wife's, the look in her wife's eyes -

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Marriage kiss! Simply the best.

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And then wife kisses!

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Somehow even better!

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One very fortunate thing about a private wedding is they don't have to go very far at all to be away from people...

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Just far enough to be courteous to their guest of honor.

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Who helps by removing herself (with a bit of a laugh) once they're married, calling out that she'll keep the area private for them until they're ready for the after party. 

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Good, then Elathea can demonstrate some of the ways she's been thinking Gleam's new collar could enhance their fun...

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Nnnnnnnnnnnn!!! <3

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It'll be a good while before they're ready for the afterparty.

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They shouldn't take too long, though - they want to have time for gifts before Elathea has to dismount from the Silver Chair.

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Oh, very well.

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Perhaps some of those gifts will be useful on their honeymoon...

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Sounds worth investigation.

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Giggle kiss.

To get clothes on, then, and find Luna.

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Who approaches on her own once they're decent. 

"Had fun?"

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"We did," Elathea grins.

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Smirk. "Quite a lot."

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Grin back. 

"Time for presents, then?"

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"So my wife tells me."

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"Because she is a very wise woman."

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"Indeed."

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Gleam laughs and kisses her wife. "Do you have any other gifts for me, darling?" she teases. 

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"Well, there are these..." She draws forth a set of tiger claws, three long silvery blades on each and a handguard shaped as a growling feline face with gemstones for eyes.

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!!! "Pretty!!!"

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"Smithed of moonsilver," she murmurs, "So they should be a boon in all your forms."

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Kiss. "Such a thoughtful wife."

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"And though the whole of it did not fit in my luggage..." she draws out a sheaf of papers. "Documents affirming that the kingdom wherein we met is prepared to begin negotiations for closer relations with your territories."

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Eeee!

Kiss! "You know just what to get a girl."

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"This girl, at least."

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"The only one that matters."

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Kiss.

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Kiss!

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Mmm.

"So, wife of mine... Did you get me any other presents?"

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"Why, I did indeed," she says, "And I left them..." Hum.

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"At home?"

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Giggle. "No - though I did leave one here."

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"Is it to be a hunt, then?"

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Considering hum. "Perhaps after my other present."

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"I can't wait."

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Kiss!

And she goes to get her bag, retrieving from it... A rather lovely scroll case - the sort currently in vogue in the South to hold diplomatic agreements, with rose-gold filigree depicting fire spirits darting among mountains.

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"Oh my." She cracks the case open to peek at the documents inside. "Ah, very nice. This will certainly save me quite a bit of effort, dear."

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"Ended up a nice match to the kingdom, really."

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"Indeed. A happy bit of serendipity."

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"Great minds think alike."

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Kiss!

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Giggle kiss!

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"Thank you."

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"You're welcome."

"I like being helpful."

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Kiss. "You are very much that."

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"Good." Lean.

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"Was there to be a party as well?"

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"I can arrange one."

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"Could be fun."

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"I'll see what I can scrounge up - in the mean time, Gleam can show off her last gift - and I can give you mine sooner or save them for after the party?"

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"Whichever you prefer."

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"Don't want you two getting distracted..."

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"If you say that, then I have to wonder if the actual presents would be more distracting than the tantalization of trying to guess what they are."

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Giggle. "It's up to you, then."

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"After," Elathea decides. "End the night on a high note."

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"Alright."

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Party time?

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"I can show off my last gift while Luna prepares, how about."

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"Of course."

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Kiss!

And back to the small castle they usually stay in, towards one of the larger halls - where there's a rectangle, about six by four feet in size, draped in canvas and leaning against one wall.

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"I wonder what this could be."

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"It's a mystery."

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"Not for long," she teases, pulling the canvas off.

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Revealing... 

A painting! The style is rather impressionist, thick brushstrokes creating a sea of paint flowing up from the canvas, showing - a cafe, along a familiar city street -

Where they first met. 

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"Oh, how lovely."

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Happy noise. "Thanks."

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"Of course, now we have to find a way to get it home..."

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"Figured Luna could help with that, at least a little - she can send people to the Blessed Isle."

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"That does sound like it would help."

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"Even if we don't have her drop us back off there - she has servants."

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"She does." Kiss.

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Kiss!

"Party now, darling?"

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"Let's go celebrate."

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"Let's."

(Not that Gleam has eyes for anyone other than her wife, but it is a fun party, with lots of opportunities for couples dances.)

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Dancing: very fun.

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Wonderful. Especially at the Silver Chair's balls; the Deliberative never seems to manage anything quite the same amount of... Energetic. 

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The music and the other dancers certainly are something.

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Very pretty, if either of them can take their eyes off each other. 

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Well, that might be a challenge.

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Perhaps for very brief stretches.

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To the extent it can be borne.

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Well, as long as she can look back...

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That's always an option. (Kiss.)

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Kiss!!!

The dancing does eventually wind down - in time for a small after party with Luna, before they'll have to disembark. 

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A nice way to end things.

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It is. 

(Especially with more presents; Gleam doesn't actually know what Luna's giving them, but the goddess has been teasing her on and off, so she's excited.)

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Elathea is also looking forward to what Luna has come up with.

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The first gift...

Quite a collection of the self-cleaning fabric she has in every room Gleam frequents, a good bit of it already as bedding and underclothes (in colors and textures she knows the two like), some simply as bolts for their own seamstresses to work with later.

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Practical and suggestive. What a combination.

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Giggle. "I'm good at those."

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"So I see."

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She kisses her wife's cheek. "We'll put them to good use."

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"And frequently. Thank you."

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Giggle. "You're welcome."

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Smile.

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"Is there more?"

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"Unappreciative of what you have so far?"

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"My wife is ever greedy." Kiss.

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Kiss!

"I'm unsatiable, especially in my pursuit of hedonism."

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She laughs. "Well, then..."

She pulls out a box apparently from thin air. It's flat, maybe half a handwidth tall, otherwise about the size of Gleam's torso, and she presents it to Elathea. 

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Ooh. This promises to be interesting.

Elathea cracks it open.

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It looks like... Moonsilver chains and meshwork, with pretty little gems throughout - blues and purples, rather like Gleam's aura - and a number of silver claws that could be fixed to point a certain direction...

It looks quite like it's meant to be worn as a body harness, and... Those are probably cuffs, looks like they can attach to each other...

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"This looks fun." She tilts the box so her wife can see.

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Interested noise!

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"It'll shift with Gleam, of course."

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Very interested noise!

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"Room to get creative..." she purrs.

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"Might work a bit better, too, overall."

She has, possibly, once or twice, turned into some small flying creature to escape bonds and go kiss her girlfriend. Just possibly.

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"Depends whose goals we're aiming for."

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"Our shared goals as a couple, of course."

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"Oh of course, those goals."

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Giggle kiss.

"They're the most important ones."

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Kiss.

"Quite."

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"Maybe we can work on some of those on our honeymoon..."

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"I'm sure we'll have plenty of time to do so."

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Hum. "Don't think we have any other projects needing attention anytime soon, so..." Kiss! "Definitely plenty of time."

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Kiss! "Excellent."


"Thank you, Lady Luna."

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"You're most welcome." Small smile. "I'm glad you like it."

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"It is a very thoughtful gift."

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Giggle. "Gleam is, admittedly, easier to buy gifts for than some."

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"I'm sure it also helps you know her so well."

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"A little bit."

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Giggle.

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She sticks her tongue out, then joins the laughter. 

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All in all, a very good night. But Elathea will need to be leaving soon...

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A good excuse to start their honeymoon... And quite a few experiments with their new gifts...

Their honeymoon drags on very, very long - even once Gleam is (temporarily) satisfied with her wife's body, she wants to explore parts of Creation she hasn't seen, vacation, get ideas...

She's just as industrious as her wife, though, even if sometimes in a more artistic way, so this inevitably spills into project ideas - and, as Elathea's work on geomancy picks back up in the region Gleam secured for her, Gleam starts finalizing ideas on combining sorcery and wyld-shaping.

Not all of these experiments pan out - their most successful one isn't immediately useful, either. It's a working to extend the lifespan of a non-Exalted mortal, but requires tying them to an Exalt - it came out of a tangent from trying to reverse engineer their bond's original working. 

Still, it's the sort of thing other Exalts are interested in, and the couple can pick up a few favors and even new friends in trade. 

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One of their new allies is a Sidereal, Chosen of Secrets, who had introduced herself simply as Shochi. Gleam's been acquainted with her for a little bit, but she's ever been at best on the periphery of Elathea's awareness - 

Still, she approaches them over their working, requesting simply that they bind her to her future daughter, giving the girl the potential for Shochi's own longevity. She's confident it'll work - and she makes quite a good ally, after.

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She stays in their lives, here or there, after her daughter's birth - of course, Elathea and Gleam can refine their working a bit better if they can follow up on the people affected, but Shochi is a good business contact, and perhaps on her way to becoming a friend. 

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(The very cute baby helps. Gleam ends up attending any meetings involving Shochi far more consistently than she does others - she almost invariably spends them playing with Shochi's daughter, who Shochi apparently brings everywhere with her.)

(Gleam's always liked kids - she'll buy gifts for the servants' children on holidays, the crowning glory of her realm if you listen to her is how nice it is to be a child there, she's the honorary auntie of basically every single child one of their harem graduates has had... But she's hesitated to get attached, usually, to children who will someday die before her.)

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(The free Lunar babysitter doesn't exactly discourage Shochi from befriending the couple.)

 

"Your wife's good with kids," she tells Elathea one day, when Gleam has wandered into the garden to play tiger-gym.

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"My wife has a talent for anything she decides to put her mind to," Elathea replies. "But I think she truly enjoys children."

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"She doesn't seem the type to put her mind to things she doesn't enjoy."

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"Perhaps not. There are, however, degrees of enjoyment."

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Hum. "Are you two likely to want your own, someday?"

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"That's not something we've discussed."

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Smile. "You might want to, before your wife wanders home with some adorable orphan or another."

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"Hm." She looks thoughtful. "I will consider it."

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Heh.

And: back on track to the business discussions they'd come here for...

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Indeed.


Later, when the Sidereal has been seen safely off, Elathea is cuddling with Gleam. "You seem quite fond of our friend's daughter."

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"I am - she's really cute, and super curious, she wants to grab everything and stick it in her mouth - and she's getting pretty speedy at crawling, though now she's wanting to climb everywhere - luckily Shochi's already secured everything so she can't pull furniture over... She doesn't quite have enough coordination for tiger rides without being strapped on first, but I bet she'll be up for that soon, too."

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Elathea chuckles and pets Gleam's hair.

"And you seem quite fond of the alumni's little ones."

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Giggle. "Yeah. They're all just..." Hand wave. "I mean, kids are fun. They haven't learned to be all serious yet."

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Pensive hum.

"Shochi warned me I should be careful of you coming home with an 'adorable orphan' one of these days."

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Innocent expression! "I bring home a kitten I found on the street once..."

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"I make the count four kittens, two puppies, six birds, and a squirrel and a half."

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"Half squirrels don't count; you can't teach them tricks."

(The other squirrel was absolutely taught tricks.)

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"Nevertheless, it was a... memorable experience to wake up to."

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"I am a mighty hunter who provides for her family. And the cook made some very excellent stew that night."

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"Mmm." Elathea laughs, and is distracted by kissing her wife for a little while.


"...Have you ever thought about children of our own?" she asks at length.

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Her eyes go wide. 

"...Hadn't before," she says after a few long moments. 

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Nuzzle.

"I believe I might start doing so."

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Nuzzle! 

"It's - not an idea I've ever let myself think about..." Kiss. "But it's a very, very shiny idea."

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"Do let me know where the trend of your thoughts wends, when you have traced them."

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Giggle kiss. "I think - first thing is going to depend on your thoughts a lot? If you want kids, and if you want them more than the drawbacks - also... If we do - how we want to acquire kids, how we want to parent..."

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"I haven't fully decided, but I lean towards yes."

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Hum. 

"I haven't thought about it yet, and... I think this is the kind of big I shouldn't be impulsive about? But... My feeling is I'm close enough to a yes to start thinking about logistics? With an awareness I might change my mind easily."

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"Quite. There is time to consider, and plan."

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Giggle kiss. "Unless I see a very adorable orphan next time I'm out and about, of course."

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"Perhaps I should get the blindfolds again."

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"No giving passers-by a show, darling."

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"Spoilsport."

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Kisses!

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"You," she says between kisses, "Should play with kids more often regardless. Let me get an idea of how pretty you are with a baby in your lap."

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"I can arrange some time for that task. Looking pretty for my wife is never a chore."

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"It's something you come by naturally." Kiss.

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"I guess next we just... Figure out what we even need to think about with logistics..."

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"Conduct a survey of other parents we know, perhaps."

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"Shouldn't be too hard."

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"Hopefully."

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"Only hard part might be the knowing looks. We're probably not going to surprise many people..."

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"That is not particularly a goal I would have for this project, I think."

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Giggle. "Not at all." Kiss!

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Kiss! And further cuddles.

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Gleam throws herself into thinking about child raising with her usual energy, though she seems more... Focused and serious, perhaps, than normal. She starts meditating more, starts keeping a journal of her moods and thoughts. Grows more thoughtful, more deliberate in her actions. 

Their friends and acquaintances are helpful, here, and quite willing to talk and length to whichever woman asks about childcare (especially if the couple babysits for a little; Gleam comments, once, that Blessed Isle families make raising children take way more work than it needs to, since this level of effort and exhaustion isn't something she's hearing about from families in her own realm).

And, one day, she leans against Elathea and asks, "Have you thought more about having kids?"

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"Mm. Somewhat, yes."

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"Oh?"

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"A child of our body... I like the idea. What we've heard and seen of the task of raising one... doable."

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"So you wouldn't want to adopt?"

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"It wouldn't be my first choice."

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"Which of us would be getting pregnant, then?"

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"We could do one each."

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"Oooooo."

"At the same time?"

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"I think that would be- nice."

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Kiss.

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"Love you," she says. 

"I'm very sure I want to - but there are some things I'd like to work on first. Just - to be prepared."

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"What sorts of things?"

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Hum. And, a bit slowly: "We fight a lot. We always make up, and come out stronger for it, but..."

"It feels different when you're a kid, you know? Having - people angry around you, or shouting, or acting unpredictably. And - you learn that anger, and it takes a really long time to learn to be anything but angry, even if there was also joy."

"I get angry." It sounds - almost raw. Gleam's expression goes briefly drawn. "Real angry, and I feel like I'm losing control of myself - sometimes I'll say or do something before I realize, and then I'll realize I'm shouting and I won't know why, and then I'll - realize my anger has overflown."

"I never want to - be left standing in the quiet after the storm and only then realize I've been shouting at my child."

She rubs her forearm then, fidgeting. "And we've never really hurt each other, but, kids aren't born knowing they're safe, you know? And I don't want them to be scared, ever." (Her hand tightens around her arm, fingers whitening - Elathea had grabbed her there a few weeks ago hard enough to leave a serious bruise during one of their arguments. It'd healed quickly, of course, and they'd made up, of course, and Gleam's never been shy of the pain...) (She has no idea why she sometimes finds herself grabbing her arm there, except she kind of does.)

A small hitch in her breathing, then, quietly: "And it's not just me. I don't - want you to ever have to realize you're being cruel only when your child bursts into tears. I don't want our kids to ever feel like they need to run away."

(It's not uncommon for their arguments to end only when Gleam bursts into tears, or they've spent a few hours or days apart to calm down.)

"And... Some of our friends were saying that - kids make you angry. Of course you'll shout at your kids, it's normal, they'll turn out just fine anyways and discipline is good for them, a bit of fear to let them know what they shouldn't do protects them - kids are horrible and stressful, and they'll try to manipulate you, and it's really only reasonable to get angry about it - "

She curls into a ball, hugging herself. And then, so quietly Elathea can barely hear her: 

"I don't want to be a mom if all that's true. I don't want kids to have to exist in a world like that."

She falls silent, gaze down. 

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"If you do not want that, I will make it not happen."

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She smiles again and kisses Elathea. "Best wife ever."

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Kiss.

"We will need control strategies then, emotional management tactics, conflict resolution. I will see about developing some approaches, and then perhaps a trial period? Say, six months."

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"Alright. Six months with no real fights." Kiss. "Better than we've managed in a while, but... Doable with some work."

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"We have a reason to work. Two, even."

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Giggle kiss. "All the motivation we could ever need."

"Thank you, darling."

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"Anything for you, dear."


Elathea does come up with plans- mindfulness, exercise, meditation, journaling, preemptive discussion- talking them over with Gleam, of course, but putting these into practice is... harder. She's always had the tendency to snap abruptly, when they fight. Now, when she manages to head off one explosion, it seems like her fuse for the next is that much shorter. The first two attempts at a trial period last eight and three weeks respectively. She gets to the point of disappearing into her workshop for longer and longer stretches- can't fight if they don't interact- but this isn't a real solution.

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Gleam is actually having significantly more luck - her problem is mostly mood swings, and that's a known thing people get. She talks to older Lunars - and tracks down a mortal mystic to be someone she can talk to about her thoughts, someone she can ask for advice. She takes up religious practices - talks to her wife sometimes about meditating not just on her own mind, but on the world. Equanimity is hard, but... Mortal mystics recommend starting with loving-kindness, and going from there. She slowly learns to want relief of suffering even for her enemies - to feel joy for their joy (somewhere away from her, with sorrow for anyone they hurt) -

It's the hardest thing she's ever done, but... She's good at doing hard things. 

She gets better at avoiding triggers for outbursts - not always possible, and sometimes she'll be just randomly angry, or scared, or agitated, or sad, or delighted -

She learns to recognize when a burst is coming. To identify what it'll be, to remove herself if it's anger -

She learns that wild joy can tumble into wild anger. She starts addressing oncoming bursts by leaving - she finds she likes going somewhere wet and rainy, somewhere she can't see any other people, and just dancing. She runs when she can't get that, pours the emotions out through her body. 

She learns to breathe through her anger. To go still - perhaps predatory, but she's able to turn that calm, lying-in-wait, patiently deadly mindset - one she already can weave into her anger - into something useful, so long as the predator in her knows that her goal is being the calm one, not committing murder. 

She gets less agitated over time. Has fewer episodes, and - diverting an episode doesn't make the next one worse, for her. It makes it less likely to happen, as if every wild emotion is a storm surge in the river of her mind, and every outburst is a break in the levee - a weak point for future surges - and every time she successfully controls herself is a time she's successfully reinforced it, maintaining the levees in the face of worse and worse storms.

(Thinking in metaphor helps. Removes her from herself just enough to look at who she is.)

 

She fails, of course. A lot at first, less often over time. 

She gets better. 

It gets less hard.

 

It's so, so easy to love Elathea in every way, and so, so hard to mentally remove herself from her entanglement with her wife enough to realize, to say -

"Darling... If you're not acting in ways you endorse..."

"There's a deeper problem. One I'm not sure exercise and journaling can patch on their own."

 

(Admitting Elathea has flaws that cut to her core - that those don't make her a bad person - is even harder than forgiving her worst enemies. Gleam is discovering entirely new realms of difficult.)

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The tendons in her jaw jump as she clenches her teeth.

"I am realizing this."

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She keeps her breathing the same slow, even pattern she's been trying to maintain whenever she notices her own body. It helps, a little. Helps now. 

(Forgiving Elathea is even harder than acknowledging she's done something wrong. Follows, probably, from understanding a wrong being a prerequisite for truly forgiving that wrong. Gleam's gotten... Less terrible. It's easier when she's mentally repeating a mantra I love you, I'm concerned for you, I want you to be happy, I want you to be content, I want you to not feel this pain, I want what's best - I forgive you.)

She keeps her cool. (She takes a moment to be satisfied with that. She would've snapped back a year ago.)

She leans into her wife, expression gentle - open and loving - and touch soothing, stroking her back in a way that sometimes helps center Elathea. 

"I want to give you everything in the world," she says, softly, "Including self mastery. What can I do to help?"

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"I don't know!"

Deep breath.

"I just-" Breathe in for ten, hold for ten, exhale for ten. "The background levels just build up until I can't remember how to route around it anymore."

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Stay calm, stay even, there's an answering anger in Gleam but it's one she's already detangled. (Indignation, fear - Gleam's own anger scares her, and being around angry people didn't stop being frightening when she stopped being a child. She thinks. It's hard to accept that. But... She can accept it enough to acknowledge her flash of anger, thank her mind for trying to protect her, and let it dissipate with her breath.)

She hums, pressing a bit more firmly on Elathea's back. "Would an external aid help? Something to remind you."

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Huff.

"It might."

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She kisses her wife's cheek. "Just writing up steps and posting them on the wall seems a bit too basic," she says, wryly. "Otherwise... An artifact might help if well designed, or... Oaths witnessed and sealed by an Eclipse Caste can at least help the 'slow down and think' part, I've heard."

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"Seven Rivers' Reed owes us a favor..."

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"It'd be a more firm step than most others, and - more permanent, but also more risky..."

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"This is important."

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"It is."

Small, soft kiss. 

"I love you, Elathea. I know it's been hard, but we'll get through it together." Squeeze. "I'll always be here for you. Forever and ever."

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"I love you too. My dear, darling Gleam."

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More kiss!

"We should be cautious of the wording of any oaths, too... Seven Rivers' Reed might have some suggestions, but - I think first we should figure out our own goals here?"

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"I want- to not shout at you. To not scare you when I get angry."

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Lean.

"...I don't want too restrictive an oath, or... Anything that'll trigger when we don't want it to."

"I want - something that'll prevent problems, not just give a punishment for stumbling."

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"I would swear an oath to you. To listen, when you tell me to. I trust you."

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Snuggle. 

"I trust you, too. I don't always trust myself to... Word things carefully? So maybe the oath only counts when I explicitly invoke it." Kiss. And, teasingly: "That way you don't have to listen to my terrible opinions on culinary abominations."

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Kiss. "My ever-thoughtful wife."

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"You take good care of me. I want to return the favor, whenever I can."

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Elathea relaxes fully into her wife. "Thank you, dear."

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Nuzzle.

"You're welcome, love."

 

Figuring out wording takes a while - they want to get it right. The oath settles well, though, sinking into their bones... And, perhaps, into their bond, though the bond has always been hard to investigate clearly. It... Works better than expected, actually. Elathea can feel Gleam's calm, sometimes (which Gleam picks up on - and suggests that if Elathea is ever doubtful, ever upset, ever needs that anchor - she can activate Gleam's collar in some small, pleasant way and read Gleam's mind). The bond nudges her even before Gleam needs to call on the oath, and the single time Gleam needs to do so comes like a shock of ice water to Elathea, snapping her out of whatever fury she's been building. 

It takes only that one false start, and then... They make it six months without a notable argument, let alone a severe one. 

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"Do you feel ready, dear?"

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"Yeah," she says, kissing her wife. "My only questions - do you feel ready, and how are we doing this?" Teasingly: "I can take a male form..."

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"Oh, I'm ready. But you won't need to unless you really want to. What do you think I've been working so hard on?"

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Deep hum. "I couldn't begin to guess."

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"Adapting the techniques of the neomah. Just you, and me, and a little bed in the center of a ritual circle."

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"Perfect." Kiss!

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Kiss!

"I'm glad you think so."

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Mmmm kisses. Followed by more specific questions, of course, but mostly kisses. 

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Elathea is happy to supply whatever Gleam needs to be satisfied.

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Well, at this point...

She's really, really excited about the ritual. 

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Elathea lives to serve.

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Usually Gleam's line... But Elathea's service is much appreciated.

(She's probably going to be bouncing nearly solidly until it's ritual time. Maybe for a bit after.)

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All accounted for. Plenty of wiggle room for Lunar-shaped bouncies.

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Depends on how big the bouncies get, maybe.

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That's where the moonsilver shackles come into play.

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An important part of the ritual, those?

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Oh, vital.

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Hm... She'll have to take Elathea's word for it, as the expert here.

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She's counting on it.

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It's very much a night to remember.

(And Gleam's heard it can take a couple tries to get pregnant. They should get a bunch of those tries out of the way all at once. Work efficiently.)

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Elathea will hardly decline, even if that advice is inapplicable in their specific case.

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Shush.

(When will they know if it's worked, by the way?)

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The confirmation tests will be effective in a week or so.

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Okay. She can be patient.

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It's not so much longer.

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It's exciting, though. 

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Yeah.


The test comes back positive for both of them.

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Excited kiss!!!

And laughter and general celebratory noises, of course. 

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Quite.

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"We're going to have babies," she says, giggling. 

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"We are. Two beautiful babies."

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Kiss!!! 

This is definitely a cause for celebration. (Not just private, even - their friends of course know about their desire for kids, and Luna should be informed it worked, and Gleam is just generally on cloud nine.)

(She is also nesting, but, so far, this is mostly taking the form of making assorted pretty things for their children, something she's been doing at a low level for a while. She'll probably get around to rearranging their living space later. Maybe she should build an actual nest? Of pillows. (Actual nests are very, very cozy.))

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She has nine months to make arrangements to her satisfaction.

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Might be just barely enough.

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One can only hope.

"Do you want to pick out names as well?"

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"Yeah." Kiss.

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"What style strikes your fancy?"

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Hum.

"Pretty names, obviously..."

"But - dunno, I don't think a name like I've got - you really need to earn that?"

A quiet moment, then: "I might - like to pick a name for at least one of them from the people I came from, before I exalted..."

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Soft kiss. "That sounds a fine idea."

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Smile. 

"I can list some. Not - people I knew, I don't think, but there were a lot of pretty names in stories."

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"All right."

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She snuggles with her wife, then - sometimes a bit of a puzzle, what with how they're both quite pregnant now, and Gleam really really likes being able to pet her wife's belly, but her own little munchkin kicks whenever there's pressure on her stomach or she's lying weird... 

Anyways.

Snuggles! And story time. It takes a moment, sometimes, to recall this or that piece - but Gleam's been practicing memory tricks, reaching back into the foggy depths of her history, and they flow off her tongue.

They're beautiful stories, told in Gleam's voice, full of wondrous women with beautiful names. Strong women, always, but - in a quiet way Elathea hasn't often heard praised. Enduring women. Vengeful, forgiving, loving, sorrowful, raging women. Vicious women, always, a deep undercurrent of banked anger braided in with hope and determination.

There's a couple of stories that were very clearly Gleam's favorites as a child; she grows animated telling them, knows more variants, more little details. Those are the quiet women, perhaps a bit oddly. The ones who lie in wait, of course, but also the quiet strength of a thousand years spent in toil for a grand, subtle working. 

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"I love your stories."

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Heee! Nuzzle. 

"Any favorites for names?"

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"I liked Layla. And Samira."

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"They're very good names." Kiss! And she rubs her belly a bit. "I think... Mine is Layla."

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"This one can be Samira, then." Kiss.

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Kiss! And press into her wife. (And giggle when this gets her baby kicking.)

"Pretty sure Layla's going to be a martial artist," she says with a laugh. 

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Hum. "Samira is much quieter. You won't have much trouble teaching her the virtues of the quiet stalk, I think."

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"Layla can flush the prey out toward the more hidden danger."

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"They have an excellent teamwork setup."

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"A bit of practice, and it'll be perfect."

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"Indeed."

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Kiss!

"Love you, love them, I'm so happy." Giggles, and more kisses. 

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"As am I."

 

It not so much longer now until the children are due. Elathea makes sure they have enough help on hand.

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Gleam's been enjoying her pregnant wife, but - she'll be glad to have the kids out, because babies and also because overwhelming cravings for olives that do nothing to address your everlasting hatred of olives are very annoying even if your wife is the best cook ever. 

She has opinions, of course, about a natural birth, but is otherwise fairly chill about everything else. She imports some of her own help, people from among her worshippers who're eager to help school her kids in the ways of her realms (though they'll be moving between the two locations a lot, of course, but - Gleam doesn't want one to become default, really).

(Tragically, other Lunars have advised her against being shifted during the birth itself, even though human bodies are stupid and bad at giving birth, because it's easier to get human-shaped kids to go tiger than the other way around.)

 

Gleam, at least, has a quick labor and an easy delivery and a beautiful, healthy girl. 

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Elathea's is slightly longer but her girl is no less healthy, and, she will contend, no less beautiful.

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"Equals in beauty, surpassed by none. Don't you think so, Layla?" She nuzzles the top of her baby girl's head. 

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Mmmrph.

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Elathea laughs.

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And in her arms, Samira blinks sleepily.

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Sleepy sounds like a good mood, right now... Layla's gotten her fill of milk, and Samira seems on the way there, and they have these amazing midwives in case something starts going wrong... Snuggle sleep?

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Sounds like a good plan.

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Wonderful. (Yawn flop.)

 

Being parents would probably be a lot more exhausting if there weren't two of them and a small army of friends and midwives, and if either of them had to sleep as much as most mortals. It's still very, very tiring, and Gleam sleeps like a log whenever it's Elathea's turn for midnight feedings. Gleam insists on them actually being the primary caregivers, too, rather than handing the girls off to nursemaids for most of the time like many others of their station do. 

It's also a bumpy transition, in some ways, no matter how well they had prepared - babysitting is, apparently, actually really just not the same. 

They're getting through it though, and the look on Gleam's face whenever her daughters do something new or cute is one of stunned amazement. 

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Elathea is slightly less completely entranced by their daughters than Gleam, though her wife's enthusiasm is.. infectious enough.

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Possibly the feeling of 'babies!!!' will ever wear off, but, it hasn't yet. (And neither has her desire to kiss her wife whenever she sees her, so, pretty good indication Gleam's brain will only stop going 'my baby, such a tiny small' when her daughters are somewhat less tiny and small.)

(Kiss.)

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Fair enough.

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This is the best year of her life. Absolutely nothing could burst her bubble.

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And so, of course, their daughters have been in the world for not even three months when they receive quite startling news:

Their friend Shochi has died unexpectedly, orphaning her six year old daughter and leaving behind a byzantine tangle of politics and connections and rumors, as Sidereals are wont to do.

She had a last will and testament, at least - unusual for an Exalt of her age, still in the prime of her life as far as anyone knows, but, well. Sidereals.

The preparations for the funeral are ending up a bit - rushed. She's died very close to an inauspicious date, and no one except perhaps her had known this was coming.

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Odd, for a Sidereal.

Odder still that Shochi named Elathea and Gleam as guardians for her daughter- and that said daughter inherited her mother's exaltation.

Shochi was playing some kind of game, of that much Elathea is certain.

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Gleam, too.

"...I don't want to leave Micqui out in the cold, though," she says, softly, after they receive the news - fortunately not yet with a small child attached. "Even if that means playing Shochi's game..."

"Micqui's the youngest Exalt we know of, isn't she? I - don't want her to end up in someone else's game."

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"The youngest in history, to the best of my knowledge. Whether Shochi planned it this way as an additional inducement to take her in or not- I would not abandon her."

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She nods, leaning into Elathea. "She's going to need support, a lot - her mom died, and..."

"She might realize a game's been played with her. That can't be - pleasant."

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"Likely not. We'll do what we can."

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Nod and kiss.

And - let the executor of Shochi's estate know they can take her daughter, and put their own children in their carry slings (Gleam's being very cuddly with her girls; she can't imagine ever using your own kid in some game), and go to pick up Micqui. 

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Who's sitting very, very quietly in a chair much too large for her in the attorney's office; he explains in a whisper that he'd tried to get her to go spend time with other children, but she'd refused. 

She doesn't move when Elathea and Gleam enter. Doesn't look up. Doesn't even twitch. 

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Elathea crouches down in front of her.

"Hello, Micqui."

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"Hey."

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"Did they tell you Shochi wanted you to stay with us?"

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"Yeah. I know."

"I like you guys."

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"We like you too."

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"Very much," Gleam says softly, putting her hand on Micqui's shoulder.

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She looks up for the first time since they entered. 

"Are you gonna let me stay with you?"

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"Yes, we are."

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"Okay..."

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"Do you want to leave now?"

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"Yeah." She glances at the attorney. "He's nice, I guess. But I wanna be - home."

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"Then we'll make one with you," Gleam says, softly.

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She stands, quiet, and nods a little.

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Elathea pats her shoulder. "Come on, then."

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She follows them out. 

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(There's not going to be too much. Shochi had her affairs exceptionally in order.)

Micqui's being clingy with whichever adult will let her. Still, she's been to Elathea's manse before, which means she knows the best place to go sit down and curl up sadly.

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"Do you want her or the babies?" Elathea asks her wife after Micqui wanders off.

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She sits down and puts her hands over her face.

"I don't know. I - "

"I should know how to handle this. I've handled tough things before. But - "

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Hug.

"Hey. It'll be all right."

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Snuggle!

"Yeah."

"We'll get through it."

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"And Micqui will as well."

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"Yeah." Snuggle! "You're very excellent."

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Soft kiss. "I know."

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She strokes Samira's head, softly, and kisses her wife.

"I don't want to use a guest room for Micqui long term, but - one of the ones closer to our wing does work, for now... Or - if she wants a bed in the nursery room, there's a lot of space there." (Especially given that's usually where Gleam sleeps, especially if it's her night to feed the babies, and she likes room to sprawl out.)

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"I can ask if she has a preference."

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Nod. "Thanks."

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Elathea will go to do that, then.

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She's curled up in a very small, dark nook.

"Hey."

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"Hey. Do you want to pick out a room for tonight? Might be a little more comfortable for sleeping than here in the corner."

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"I guess, yeah."

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Elathea offers a hand up.

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She takes it. 

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Then off to explore the rooms near Elathea and Gleam's wing and the nursery.

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She picks a smaller one after a little thought. One where the windows are all shaded by full leafed trees - where she won't be able to see the stars, even when the curtains are open.

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All right. If she wants any extra furnishings or if she ever wants to change rooms, all she needs to do is ask.

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"'Kay."

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"Is there anything you want right now?"

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Shrug.

"...Blankets?"

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There is a conveniently located linens closet nearby. Micqui can have her choice of big blankets, small blankets, thin blankets, thick blankets, fuzzy blankets, smooth blankets, knitted blankets, quilted blankets... Plus a similar variety of pillows.

(The servants have been quietly enabling Gleam's nesting tendencies over the past year. The local textile industry is booming.)

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She smiles for the first time since her mother died, seeing the giant hoard of blankets.

She wants to make a blanket fort out of some of the quilted blankets showing nature scenes, then heavy blankets that don't trap too much heat for her body.

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Can Elathea help with the construction?

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Yeah, if she wants.

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She does want!

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Okay!

They can build a really cool fort, then.

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The coolest. As elaborate as Micqui wants to get. Blankets are a tricky medium to work with, but Elathea will rise to the challenge.

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She's really good at it! Though Micqui has more recent experience with this, of course.

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It'll be a collaborative effort.

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They'll have a very nice, cozy blanket castle by the time they're done, certainly.

She gives Elathea a hug.

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Hug!

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"Thanks."

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"Any time, Micqui."

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It's past dinner - but, can she have milk and cookies before bed? 

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This once. Next time, she'll have to ask Gleam. She prefers to be the one who gets away with breaking the rules under Elathea's stern gaze.

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Tiny giggle.

"I'll take that under advisement," she says, very solemnly (and very carefully pronouncing 'advisement').

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"Very good."

Time to go raid the kitchens.

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For all the cookies! (Okay, only some of the cookies, there's a lot here.)

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A reasonable quantity of cookies. Not enough to make a young girl sick, say.

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She knows how not to make herself sick. Definitely.

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Elathea won't have to intervene to adjust the quantity, then.

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She actually doesn't, amazingly enough. Micqui is a very restrained six year old.

Micqui gathers a sensible number of cookies - exactly three smallish ones - and a cup of milk, and even puts the cookies on a plate and takes them to a table to eat.

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Elathea will take a single cookie and join her.

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She's quiet while she eats, taking neat little bites and very methodologically switching with milk every third bite. She sets cookie, plate, and cup down and makes sure she's swallowed before saying anything, even to answer questions, but is mostly just...

Behaving in the way a lot of the Deliberative would think a good child acts.

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Hm. Something to mention to Gleam, perhaps.

Elathea will try to be just.. friendly, for now.

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She... Relaxes a tiny bit from her good child act by the time she's finished, but not very much.

"Thank you," she says, quietly.

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"You're quite welcome."

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Small smile.

Bedtime?

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Just about, yes.

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Goodnight.

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Good night.


Elathea will return to Gleam and their natural children.

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She's gotten them settled, fed and asleep, and is watching them with a drawn look on her face.

"Hey," she says, very quietly, when Elathea enters. "Is Micqui holding up okay?"

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"I'm not sure. We built a blanket fort and she seemed to enjoy that. But she was sad before and... stilted, afterwards. "

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"...I'm really concerned about her," she says, softly.

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"Yes. You should spend some time with her. She would, I think, benefit from a... non-central perspective."

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Lean. "Yeah, and - I've dealt with kids going through tough stuff before."

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"She is strong, though."

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Small smile. "Yeah. Made of tough stuff." Kiss.

"We should get to sleep, too. Get some shut eye before Layla gets hungry again."

(Samira gets hungry at about the same rate, of course, but Layla's the one who likes to do her best to wake up the entire manse about this.)

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"Always thinking, my wife. Good night."

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Giggle kiss. "Goodnight, darling."

Snuggle! Into many blankets. 

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And to sleep while they can.

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It isn't either baby who disturbs them. 

Instead, it's the door very very carefully sliding open, and very very quiet - but not really quiet enough - tip-toe footsteps.

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Mm?

"...Micqui?"

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There's a shift at the end of their bed, the mattress indenting, and a very small girl crawls up between them. 

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"...Mmmrph?"

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"Had a nightmare," she whispers, very, very quietly. 

Her voice sounds a bit wet, shaky. Like she's been crying. 

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Elathea shifts a bit to make room.

"Sleep here, then?"

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"Can you keep nightmares away?"

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Gleam throws an arm over Micqui. "Yeah," she mumbles. "They're scared of me." Yawn.

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Small nod and snuggle.

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Gleam seems to have that well in hand. Elathea will zzzzzzz.

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Until tiny baby would like everyone to know that she's very hungry and everything is terrible and where are the adults -

Or at least, she starts making small fussy noises in preparation for a scream.

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She doesn't get very far. Micqui slips out of the bed before either Gleam or Elathea can finish stirring, picking Layla up.

...She does not know how to feed babies, so, take Layla back to her moms? Then she can eat without moms having to get up? Then probably Micqui should get Samira, too, she's being quiet but Micqui thinks she's also hungry...

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Elathea accepts the baby.

"Thank you, Micqui."

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"You're welcome," she whispers, getting Samira and then settling back between Gleam and Elathea. She holds Samira a bit longer, though, stroking her cheek.

"...They're important," she says, softly, voice almost...

Lost.

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"We certainly think so."

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Snuggle. She lets Elathea take Samira.

"The most important."

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Elathea smiles.

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She wakes up enough to blink at her wife and kids, make sure everyone's safe, and then smiles a bit, too, at Micqui.

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She ducks her head. 

"...My nightmare was about - Shochi," she says, into the heavy quiet. 

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"Do you want to talk about it?"

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Shrug.

"Kinda..."

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She passes Layla over to Gleam.

"We will be awake for a while longer here."

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She sits up a bit more so she can cradle Layla less awkwardly - and so she can hug Micqui. 

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Snuggle.

"...Shochi did bad things. I don't want her to be my mom."

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Hum.

"She doesn't have to be, if you don't want her."

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"She made me, though."

"And I think... Not wanting something - doesn't mean it didn't happen?"

She presses her face into the pillow, shaking a little. 

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Gentle pat.

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"It doesn't," she says, softly, stroking Micqui's hair. "No amount of wishing can undo bad things."

"If we do bad things, we can then do everything in our power to make up for it, to minimize the damage - but the dead can't regret, and it's very easy to feel powerless when someone else hurts us."

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Small, miserable nod.

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"She should never have hurt you, more than anyone."

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"But she did, and - "

Little hiccup.

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Stroke, gentle and smooth and steady. 

"And the world feels big and terrible and dangerous, and like everyone in it agrees she had the right to hurt you."

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"...Yeah."

"You know a lot. For a grown up."

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"A ringing endorsement."

"Did you know I became a slave, when I was your age?"

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"...No."

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"The person who gave birth to me sold me."

"Some people don't deserve to be moms, don't you think?"

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Sharp nod.

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Pet.

"I'm sorry she hurt you. I'm sorry I never noticed anything wrong, and that I didn't rescue you."

"I'm glad you're away from her."

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Tight hug.

"...Some of the bad things are - important to say what they are."

"Can I say them later?"

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"Whenever you want."

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"'Kay."

She turns back to Elathea, hugging her and then wiggling a bit to hug Gleam, too.

"You guys are good."

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"We're trying, anyway."

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"You're doing okay."

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"Thanks."

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Snuggle and yawn.

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About time to wrap things back up.

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Gleam takes care of getting the babies laid back to sleep, then -

Snuggles until the morning. 

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Excellent idea.

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Micqui doesn't immediately tell them everything. It's okay. 

Gleam starts a new sewing project. Scrounges up moonsilver wire at a thin enough gauge to be used as thread. Makes little buttons of orichalcum. Figures out a good soft stuffing medium...

She's pretty sure every good blanket fort needs an artifact stuffed tiger to guard it from nightmares. Very. 

Especially after the second night Micqui has a nightmare and ends up in their bed. Gleam moves her into the nursery at that point. Helps Micqui make a blanket fort that can double as a play pen for the babies, too. (It's good the girl is getting along so well with them... For Gleam and Elathea, too. Handing her infants off to Micqui doesn't produce the same kind of sick feeling in her chest that she gets if she leaves them with a nanny for more than a few hours, especially overnight.)

...Gleam maybe has some trauma around child abandonment.

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(Perhaps this will be good for her to work through some of it, then.)

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Yeah.

She's doing a pretty decent job at fixing her unresolved issues - having kids has made that progression a bit wonky, they're stressful even when they're amazing, but... It's highlighted some issues, too, that were maybe underpining a lot of others. Like this one. 

(Gleam's gotten really, really good at self control; she'd scared herself the first time she got enraged with frustration at how Layla just won't stop crying, and has doubled down on redirecting and preventing and operating through her anger. She'd forced herself to burst into tears that time - she's uneasy with crying, especially as an intentional strategy, but it's weirdly good for draining acute anger out - and handed Layla to a servant and fled until she'd calmed down. She hasn't had to go that far a second time, not yet.)

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Elathea's temper is shorter than Gleam's- but she has fewer hangups about passing the babies off and going off to work through it alone.

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Different strategies, but it's been working out. (Kiss.)

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So it has.

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"Love you," she murmurs. 

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"Love you too, dear."

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Nuzzle.

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It takes Micqui a little bit to work up the courage - and figure out the words - but she does eventually tell her guardians (one afternoon, while they're snuggling on the couch and she's reading out loud to the babies - she's just finished a picture book, and hasn't picked up another yet), "I wanna tell you some of the bad things Shochi did."

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"All right."

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She shifts to stroke Micqui's hair a bit, and to help support Samira (who's half in her lap, half in Micqui's) a bit better in case Micqui wants to curl up.

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Snuggle.

"...She didn't like her fate. It was bad. But Sidereals aren't supposed to change fate. They're supposed to make sure it keeps working."

"She didn't care. She wanted someone else's fate, but that's really hard to do in a way that's real, not just playing pretend."

"Then she heard you had a spell to make a mortal bound to an Exalt. She said it was supposed to make mortals live a really long time, but she thought she could use it for other stuff, too. So she made me, and she bound me to her."

"She was planning to take my fate. Put herself in my body, with my fate, which she'd made sure was really good, and her memories. I don't think she wanted to just swap us? I think she was going to make me into her, but... I would've been gone anyways."

"It didn't work. I think. She tried." She hugs herself. "...That was really scary, and it hurt."

"But - I've got all my me, but I think I have her fate, now? - I think she messed up 'cause she didn't want to stop being a Sidereal, but I wasn't supposed to inherit her Exaltation. All the other Sidereals are really surprised."

"I don't think she put any of the being her in me, other than her fate, but - I'm scared I have some of the being her anyways. I think she was... Trying to make me very close to her, while still having a good fate, so it'd be easier?"

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"That sounds like a terrible thing to experience."

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Miserable nod.

"Was."

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"I'm sorry you had to go through that."

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"I am, too." Tight hug. "And... You're different from her in the ways that matter," she says, softly. "Everyone has some things that're similar to other people. You're you, though, more than anyone else."

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Snugs. "Thanks."

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"Everyone is built of their experiences. You have many more experiences ahead of you."

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Small smile. "All of them."

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"Just so."

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Snugs. "I'm gonna be the oldest Sidereal, some day. I'll know everything."

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"I'll look forward to watching that happen."

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Small smile. "Sidereals are supposed to outlive Solars."

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"I prefer to consider that more of a suggestion."

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Giggle. "Think you'll outlive me?" 

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"There's only one way to find out."

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Giggle. "I guess."

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She pokes Elathea's nose. "None of us are going to outlive each other, silly. We'll all be immortal."

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Pout.

"Spoilsport."

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"I'm just being realistic."

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"Picking up my slack in that regard here?"

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"Someone has to keep us grounded."

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"Thank you for your sacrifice."

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Kiss!!!

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Kiss.

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Small giggle. 

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She ruffles Micqui's hair. "C'mon, let's get ready for bed squirt."

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"'Kay."

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To bed, then. 

It takes a little bit, but - they settle into a good rhythm, in time. Parenting a six year old, especially a traumatized one inclined to hiding her problems, inclined to subtle forms of acting out, stealing and lying and occasionally bullying other kids, is a new challenge, but - one Gleam feels decently equipped for. She's interacted with a lot more kids Micqui's age, including traumatized ones who've learned terrible life lessons, way more than she's interacted with babies over the centuries. 

And Micqui continues being an excellent help, especially as Layla and Samira grow - especially once they're mobile. (To no one's surprise, Gleam's toddlers are very good at getting into trouble.)

She teaches them to hunt, of course, and keeps a very straight face the first time Samira triumphantly brings Elathea a mouse. Very serious. Not giggling at all. A kitten's first successful hunt is a very important milestone, after all. Wouldn't do to embarrass Samira.

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"Thank you, my dear." She take the dead rodent by the tail and makes a show of inspecting it. Her eyes promise retribution for her wife. "A fine specimen."

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Solemn cat-shaped nod.

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Layla (who had flushed the mouse towards a very carefully hidden Samira) chirps smugly. 

(She needs to work on her speed so she can get a mouse herself... Maybe she should go for rabbits or squirrels, they're easier to chase...)

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"Our girls have very keen eyes."

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"Perhaps they can catch another for you, dear."

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"Hm... One mouse really isn't much of a meal..." She grins down at the kittens. "Do you girls feel up to scrounging up enough food for a soup?"

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Outside hunting! Yes.

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Her time has come!

Does Samira want to start with squirrels or rabbits?

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Hmmm.

Squirrels are jumpy, but rabbits run quick...

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Maybe they can put mom in that big lounging tree at the edge of the estate - the one they hung the birdfeeder near - and she can growl at any squirrels that try to run up it.

Though that might get frustrating - Layla's laughed at her share of dogs chasing a squirrel around a tree trunk... 

And Layla is super quick, anyways.

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Flush-and-pounce, then? Samira can lurk upwind by the burrows.

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Yeah! Though Layla wants to try to be the one to catch one, sometime.

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They can switch, if she wants. Layla is fast, though.

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She'll flush this time, and next time they can figure out a very sneaky way for Samira to help Layla hunt?

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She'll think on it.

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Okay!

In the meantime: rabbits!

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Rabbits!

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Doomed to face the teeth of the best hunters ever!

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It's bunny stew tonight.

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Yum!

It takes a few attempts to get one - a bigger one, though, definitely worth a lot of stew.

Layla flops, exhausted, afterwards. She doesn't wanna move...

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Gleam huffs in amusement and scoops her little troublemaker up. 

(Is Samira good to haul the rabbit?)

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She's got it.

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Two very good hunters. 

Home! To rabbit stew!

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Yum.

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They're getting grown up enough to cook the entire stew themselves, if they promise to be very careful with the knife - she'll show them how to skin the rabbit, but they can chop the vegetables and everything else. 

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Samira will be so careful with the knife. The carefulest.

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Layla knows all the knife things!

Which is why she'll be the carefulest with it by letting Samira have the knife, while Layla washes vegetables. Teamwork is important!

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"It is."

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Samira finishes the cut, puts the knife down, then nods emphatically.

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Giggle.

Also, since they get to make the entire soup, they get full control of the spices. That's how this works. (Layla has ideas.)

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...She does remember that they'll still have to eat this, right? This is their supper she's cackling over.

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...Fair. She'll modify her ideas to be something Samira can eat. It'd be a shame to waste the rabbit.

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Smile. Good sister.

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Giggle.

And, while Samira isn't holding the knife, gentle shoulder bump.

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"Your moms and sister have to eat this too, you know."

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Layla perks up. "Micqui's coming home tonight?"

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"'Course she is. There's a very yummy dinner being made, after all."

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"It'll be the best soup ever."

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Micqui's coming home!! Bounce bounce!

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She laughs. "Focus on cooking, girls."

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"Okay."

Samira's going to focus on making the best soup for Micqui.

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Layla will help! But since it's for Micqui, she doesn't mind if Samira makes a lot of the flavor decisions. (Layla has trouble guessing what anyone other than her twin will like.)

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She knows just what Micqui likes. She pays attention.

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Yeah, Layla bets she does. Samira's a super good sister.

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Mmhm.

Soup soup soup.

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She keeps an eye on the girls, but doesn't settle in to stare at them - Gleam has other tasks she can do nearby.

Once the soup is at a simmer, she has them set the table, then - "Who wants to go let your mom know dinner's nearly ready?" Then, musingly: "Of course, someone should also go look for Micqui..."

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-Hm. This is a hard decision. She wants to do both.

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"Mom might know where Micqui is," Layla points out.

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Hmmmm. "I want to find her, though," she says, brow crinkled up.

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"You can look for Micqui, and I'll get mom, then," Layla concludes.

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Nodnod. "Okay."

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Shake on it (very important when you agree to something), then, off to find mom!

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Micqui isn't exactly trivially findable, but Samira's a good hunter, and she knows her older sister well.

Which, of course, means she finds Micqui almost immediately, perched on a railing in the observatory at the manse's highest point, facing East. It's not quite dark, yet, but the sun is setting, and a few stars have begun to glint in the eastern sky. 

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Samira goes up to her to tug on her sleeve.

"We made dinner. It's rabbit soup."

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She glances back and down with a smile. "All by yourselves?"

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Nod nod nod. "We caught the rabbit, too."

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"Oh, wow." 

"Wish I'd gotten back in time to see that." She twists around, putting her feet on normal floor and standing. 

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"There's more rabbits. We could go again."

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"Maybe tomorrow. We could have some roasted rabbit for lunch."

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"Or squirrel, maybe." Doubtfully, "Squirrels are hard, though..."

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"If you don't mind a third sister in the hunt... I could help you set some traps."

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Serious nod. "That would be good. The problem is when they climb the trees. We were going to put mama in one and chase them towards that, but then they just stay between her and the ground."

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Serious hum. "I'll do some thinking on it. First - dinner."

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"Yeah." Dinner! Samira skips a bit as she leads Micqui onwards.

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Heee.

She lets herself be led, as if she hasn't lived here nine years (a bit on and off, admittedly). She asks Micqui questions about the food as she goes, and then about how she's been the last two weeks, and just - basks in being around her sister again.

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Samira is quite voluble in response to Micqui's questions, as though she's been saving up her words for the past two weeks for this occasion.

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She has no idea why anyone else thinks Samira's a quiet child, really.

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Perhaps Micqui has a unique perspective. Not that Samira is able to evolve this opinion.

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(She does wish Samira had more people she felt this comfortable around... But Micqui doesn't mind at all being Samira's special person.)

"Have you been getting along with everyone else okay?"

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"Mhm. Mom's busy a lot but me an' Layla have been practicing tiger stuff."

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"Are both Gleam and Elathea busy?"

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"Mostly. Mama a bit less."

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Hum. "Sorry mom's been getting busy." Hair ruffle. "How about after dinner you show me some tiger tricks?"

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Grin. "Okay."

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She laughs.

And - dining room!

(Have they beaten Elathea and Layla here?)

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Not quite. Layla's got those quick little legs.

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She breaks off from chattering with her mom about cooking to wave at Micqui. "You found her!" she says to Samira. "I got the soup stirred a couple last times. Come help me serve it."

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"Coming!" Samira trots off to help her twin.

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Then they can have food out very efficiently! Layla already got their mothers' and her and her twin's drinks, so she'll leave getting Micqui's drink to Samira, too.

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She takes it over to Micqui's place very carefully. Doesn't want it to spill.

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"My favorite! Thank you, Samira."

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Smile! "You're welcome."

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She's sitting between the twins, of course, which does mean some level of juggling her attention during dinner - but she's never noticed Layla to begrudge Micqui talking preferentially to Samira. She compliments both girls about the soup as it's served, and then sets to drawing the entire family into talking about how they've been recently, things they're working on, what they're planning soon...

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Always nice to catch up with Micqui.

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Yeah - she loves coming home.

"I'm going to be able to stick around more now, by the way," she says, then ruffles Samira's hair. "Luckily so - I'd hate to miss you guys getting any bigger."

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"Learned all you need to for now?"

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"All I could there, at this time."

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She nods.

"Your timing is not too bad. I'll be beginning work in the southwest soon. Sometime after Calibration, likely."

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Small bounce. "What's the southwest like?"

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"Hot and rainy. Bit of a jungle once you get away from the coast and up towards the mountains."

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"Are there tigers in the jungle?"

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"A few, yes."

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"Are they friendly tigers?"

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"Depends how you approach them, I'd imagine."

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Serious nod. "We'll approach them very carefully, then. As baby tigers. Everyone likes babies."

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Nod nod.

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"Who am I to argue?"

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"I'll be the envy of the tiger world."

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"Even more than you already are."

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"The real accomplishment worth bragging about is having the cutest and fiercest kids in all of Creation."

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(Small giggle.)

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"That's us."

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She ruffles Samira's hair. "Soon to be the sneakiest, too."

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"That might interfere with spreading a reputation."

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"Tigers are pretty observant of what isn't there, though. It'd just be a different sort of reputation - one very well suited to a maturing hunter, if I do say so myself."

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Smugly maturing baby over here.

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"I'm not very sneaky," Layla says, dubiously.

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"I'll be sneaky enough for both of us."

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She considers this, then brightens. "And I can tell people stories that just darkly hint at you. So I could help the sneaky not-reputation."

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"Yeah!"

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Their mama laughs. "That's the spirit."

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"And I bet Layla could learn to be sneaky if she wants, too."

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Layla makes a very dubious expression.

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"Specialization is a fine thing, too. Play to your individual strengths."

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She nods, firmly. "Yeah. I'll have Samira and Micqui forever and ever, and they'll do all the sneaky stuff for me, and I'll do all the loud stuff for them."

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Nod nod!

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"I'm down for that." To Samira: "I'll take the sneaky social if you take the sneaky physical."

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"That sounds fair."

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"Just like divvying up festival treats, then."

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"You can have the lemon flavor ones."

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"And we'll give you the nuts, and Layla the chai."

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Happy smile.

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"Perfect," she agrees with a little laugh.

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"You kids have it all figured out, hm?"

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"Not all of everything, but we're pretty close," she informs her mom, seriously.

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Laugh. "Quick off the mark."

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Nod! "We still need to get a bit better at hunting. And there's some history I don't know. And some magic stuff!" Serious hum. "Probably won't know everything until we're at least as old as Micqui."

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"So between you two and Micqui, you've pretty much got it covered."

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"The division of labor helps. Everything's an awful lot, but a third of everything's very manageable for smart girls like us."

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"Of course."

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"And your mom and I can take care of any details that slip through your net." She grins at Elathea.

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"Always picking up the pieces."

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"The girls are pretty good at picking up after themselves," she teases, "So I don't think they need us there. But important tasks like knowing everything in Creation really should be a full family affair."

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"Fair enough."

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"Gotta all stick together," Layla says, grinning at her mothers.

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"That's what a family's for."

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She kisses Elathea's cheek. "Absolutely."

Then, to their daughters: "You guys cooked, so we'll handle cleanup, okay?"

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"Thanks, mama."

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"Want me to help?"

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She shakes her head. "Not this time - I think Samira and Layla have things to show off for you."

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Small smile. "Is that so?" she glances at Samira a bit.

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Grin and lip bite.

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"Then let's not waste any time."

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Tiger time!

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Tiger time!

They should show off. Maybe some of the jumps and speed and hiding stuff?

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Yeah!

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A race it is! (She taps Samira's flank to tag her, then darts off.)

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It is on.

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Layla's got a pretty good advantage on speed, all things considered - though she's not quite as agile sometimes.

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Just mean Samira gets to show off her jumps and midair flips.

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Micqui exclaims at appropriate points, laughing and cheering them on. 

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Samira is doing so many cheerworthy things.

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Layla too!

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She giggles. (But keeps a sharp eye out in case they get too far ahead of themselves.)

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Ahead of themselves? These girls? Never.

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She can see that. They're putting on a very impressive show. 

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Yeah!

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Layla tires herself out eventually, collapsing on her side to pant.

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Samira goes to flop against Micqui.

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Ear rubs!

"I'm impressed, you two."

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Happy rumbles.

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She flicks her ear, pleased, but seems more flopped than her twin.

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Small laugh.

She's fine sitting here petting Samira for a good little while - though, as the sun starts setting, she does ask, "Do you guys want to go inside, now? I can carry you both."

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Agreeable chirp.

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Yawn.

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Scoop! Sister one, then over to sister two for a second scoop. She settles them pretty carefully in her arms; it's not exactly the first time she's carried them like this.

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Floppy kitties.

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Should she carry them all the way to bed?

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Probably...

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"It's no problem at all." More scritches as she enters their family's private wing. "My room is right across from you two's."

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Nuzzle.

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To bed, then. She tucks both twins in, humming a soft lullaby, and - if neither seems inclined to tell her to leave - will stay there until they're deep asleep, singing quietly.

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Zzzzzz.

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Layla drifts asleep even before Samira, snuggling into her twin.

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She smiles, softly, and leaves the room as quietly as she can, before going to see if her mothers are still up.

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They are, in fact.

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"Hey," she says, settling in on a nearby seat. "Everything going alright?"

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"No unexpected setbacks. How do you find our little tigers?"

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"Delightful." Fond grin. "And - I've really missed them."

"I'm sorry you guys got, like, a day's notice I was coming back - and, uh, I mentioned this during dinner, but... I'm not going back to school."

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"Is everything all right?"

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Hum. "I mean..." Shrug. "I - didn't like it there. Didn't like who I was becoming, I guess, or..."

A pause. "I don't like the other Sidereals, or the dynastic kids, or... The person they want to see when they look at me."

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Elathea pats Micqui on the shoulder. "It is good that you can know yourself that way."

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Gleam nods. "Figuring out that type of thing can be - hard, yeah."

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Small nod.

"...It wasn't - even knowing myself? I'd been perfectly fine with it. Enjoying the power games, the obsessively precise rituals, outwitting people, showing off... Obsessively planning my every move toward this or that goal, weaving every friendship into just - getting ahead."

"And then I realized - I guess just. We keep being told that if we don't make these connections, learn these things, prove ourselves now, then we'll fall behind, and we'll never catch up, and... That's stupid. Even if I don't extend my life past Sidereal norms - that's thousands of years. I could go fuck off for a millennium and sleep on a mountaintop and come back and act like I'm some mystic elder. I don't need to - to keep on top of everything, constantly, all the time, to drown myself in it."

"...That wasn't the thing I realized first. I realized I hadn't seen the twins for more than, like, a day, in... Since their birthday, I guess? And I don't."

"Want to become someone who only interacts with others through those games."

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"Welcome home."

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Family hug!

"We'll keep you with your feet on the ground."

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She laughs until there are small tears in her eyes, hugging her moms back. "Or the girls will keep me with my butt in the mud. One of those."

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"They do like roughhousing. No idea where they got it from."

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"The same place they acquired their feline form, if I had to guess."

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"A mystery."

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"Apparently so. I'll just drop it in the pile with the dead mice, shall I?"

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She bursts into giggles.

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"And if said pile gets much bigger, you will be sleeping in it. Not I, note."

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"Well, fortunately the girls are moving up to providing the kitchens with game..."

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"Fortunately for you."

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"You're going to miss the mousy presents, then?"

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"Not," she says firmly, "in the slightest."

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"Aw. But they're very earnestly given."

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"Be that as it may. I have no interest in collecting or consuming those rodents."

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Giggle. "Fair."

Light kiss. "I can talk to the girls if they bring you any others."

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"Thank you, dear."

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"Anything for you."

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Kiss.

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Kiss!

 

Settling Micqui back into their lives is easy - made easier by having her there to help with the girls again. They've hired tutors, of course, and Gleam's been able to do a lot of the schooling herself, and Gleam believes very firmly in the school of life and so much of the girls' education has been just following assorted adults around, not anything structured.

(She hadn't really done that with Micqui. She hadn't known what to do, and Micqui was so bright academically, and already a Sidereal, and everyone was saying she'd need the things that simply helping her parents with their work can't teach... She regrets that, but it means Micqui makes an excellent recruit here.)

They don't have too much trouble moving the household to the southwest, though Gleam likes supplementing households with local staff, so while they have  settled buildings and locations and staff, and while they have done trips back and forth, there's a bit of an adjustment period, especially for the twins. (Would Gleam do anything other than take them to explore the rainforest? But that means they need local knowledge, friendly relationships - Gleam doubles this up with introducing her daughters around, making sure there's enough broad goodwill that if their very adventurous daughters go and get lost, the locals will look after them. And then she's managing goodwill in general, now made a bit more complicated by them and their staff being actually fully present...)

She's having fun, all in all, and she makes sure to keep up with pulling Elathea out of her workshop for breaks and meals and family trips when she's at a good pause point. 

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It helps that the initial setup involves a lot of trips to outlying region. Adjustments to ambient Essence flow and so forth. She's not shut up in her workshop while absorbed in business.

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Sounds like family field trip time!

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And Micqui is very glad she dropped out - she's having fun chatting with Elathea about Essence flows and what she's doing, and she finally has the broad background needed to really get the sorcery and geomancy talks. (She's also better than the preteens at not interrupting and more patient, so, better at hanging around to take advantage of shifts in Elathea's attention.)

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Layla's also interested! And she and her twin are ten, now, which means they're very big girls, and they'll be adults really soon, and adults take their turns when talking, and are patient, and don't interrupt, and Layla's fairly sure that practicing being patient and not interrupting will make her grow up faster. (She definitely would like to get taller - she's currently somehow shorter than her identical twin. This is an outrage and means Layla needs to put extra effort into growing up.)

Geomancy, though, is cool, which means that patience is extra hard but also extra rewarding when she manages it.

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Samira isn't so much interested in the sorcery. But she is getting very good at lurking. Both outside and in mom's new space. The other one had a bunch of warnings that would light up for mom when Samira tried to peek in, but this new one doesn't so much. Mom's putting them up slowly. It's a lot easier to learn how to get around just a couple at a time rather than everything at once. She doesn't touch, just looks. Brings back Micqui and Layla new things to ask questions about.

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Micqui is very good, fortunately, at bringing things from Elathea's level to the girls'.

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"I can teach you more about the wyld and sneaking, if you want," Gleam offers, the first time she catches Samira sneaking out of Elathea's workshop. "The wyld behaves a bit differently out here, especially compared to my realm."

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Samira cocks her head. "How's it different?"

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"Well... The wyld in my realm was mine. Still dangerous, but dangerous like I am - so I could keep you safe." Small smile. "This isn't my realm, though, and this land doesn't really know me yet. It'll be more dangerous, and you'll have to pay very, very good attention to learn how to navigate it."

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"I'm good at paying attention."

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"I know." Smile. 

She reaches out a hand to Samira. "Want to start practicing?"

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Eager nod as she takes her mama's hand.

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Bright grin. 

She can't get them far right now - but she spins reality around Samira, plays at being a raksha, and the next day when they set out for Elathea's latest trip out, she and Samira keep going from that base, leaving Samira's sisters with their mom. 

The bordermarches, first, the mild and near and wondrous - not too different from Gleam's little pockets of wyld, but she makes Samira identify every threat and practice navigating before going deeper. 

They go silently when they travel, Gleam quietly demonstrating how to twist yourself and your story to unseen, and Gleam sits them down at seemingly random waypoints (though there's a slow pattern emerging, if Samira is attentive) and tells stories. Some of them are a bit pointed - stories about young girls who go unprepared into dangerous places, who try to riddle with fey lords, who fail or succeed - a few very pointed stories with the probable moral of 'be more careful sneaking into your mom's lab.' Many of them simply are, and she encourages Samira to tell her own stories, to spin thought and poetry out.

(They're not the only travelers. They rather frequently meet others at waypoints; Gleam gets into quite a few riddle or story contests with raksha, demonstrating rather clearly to Samira how to do that - and pokes Samira into a few of her own contests. Samira can win some very neat things that way, though her mama won't let any high stakes be established.)

Many of the stories are about the wyld, of course, and other things beyond Creation. The tale of Luna and Gaia has a different energy out here, and well told stories conjure up images of their subjects - and the stories of Luna and Gaia and the Silver Chair are so wondrously vivid.

Layla and Micqui never express anything more than vague unease about the wyld, which makes the times they spend following Elathea around on sorcery-relevant tasks all the better for Gleam and Samira's trips. 

Gleam hasn't taken Samira past the middlemarches yet, though. Certainly not to anywhere as neat as the Silver Chair, which she's clearly been to - not just from her stories, but one raksha lord teases her about her absence from Lady Luna's parties. 

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"Mama says I'm not old enough to stay up all night yet," she informs him.

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Samira isn't looking at Gleam's face, so Gleam can look as entertained as she wants about that. 

The raksha puts a crystal-clawed hand over his heart. "Is that so? Why, what a strange thing - you certainly seem of a nocturnal bent to me."

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"Looks can be deceiving."

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He grins. It's a pretty grin. "So they can." And, in a whisper, "I think you're old enough for parties, of course - "

He breaks off when he registers Gleam growling - and freezes, then vanishes in a sparkle, when he sees her snarling face. 

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"He wasn't very nice," Samira says. "...Not very smart, either. You were right there."

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She laughs. "No. He's never been either of those."

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Thoughtful hum.

"I would like to go to the moon, though."

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Smile. "I'd like to take you there, you and Layla both. But it's unsafe, especially for mortals, so I want to make sure you're really good at staying safe out here first, okay?"

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"'Kay..."

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She ruffles Samira's hair. "You'll be there soon enough."

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Nod nod.

"Tell me more stories about it?" she requests.

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"Whatever you want."

And she settles in - this time, with stories of the myriad dangers a young girl on an adventure could face. 

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Gotta know what the dangers are before you can have a plan to face them.

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Exactly. 

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Samira will listen attentively, then.

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Gleam makes it as easy as she can, keeping Samira engaged. 

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And when everyone meets back up, Samira has many tales to share with Micqui and Layla.

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The moon sounds so cool. Layla wants to go.

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"Mama says not until we're older."

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"Awwww. Why not?"

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"Too dangerous. Raksha lords and other wyld stuff."

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Pout!

"...I haven't been practicing in the wyld like you have."

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Hum.

"It's tricky."

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Huff. "I don't wanna practice going through the wyld. I just wanna go to the moon."

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Samira puffs herself up. "To get to the moon, first you have to walk across the ground," she says in a fair imitation of Elathea.

"Or something."

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She sticks her tongue out at her twin.

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Adult-like sniff!


She holds it for about four seconds before giggling.

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She follows soon after, leaning against her sister.

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"...I think I could get to the moon," she says contemplatively, after the giggles subside. "Mama's just being careful."

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Serious nod. "Mama is super careful, even when people say she's not."

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"I could go and bring you something back. Like when mom goes on her faraway trips. Since you can't go yourself yet."

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"I wanna see it though... And I don't like it when mom doesn't take us. Could you find some kinda protective charm? Bet there's those."

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"Then we can go back together."

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Grin. "Yeah!"

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Grin!

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"You're the best twin."

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"Pretty sure that's you, actually."

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Giggle.

"We're identically best."

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Nod nod!

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Shoulder bump. "Want any help getting ready to go to the moon?"

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"I'll need some supplies. And a distraction."

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Sharp grin. "I'm very good at those."

And, to planning!

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Thanks to Gleam's stories, Samira has a pretty good idea what's needed.

After that, all that's left is waiting for the opportune moment.

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One comes, soon enough - a full moon, a nearly cloudless night (decently rare; it rains a lot here, so she's gotten lucky), and enough of a light breeze it isn't sweltering out.

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She gives Layla the nod, and slips off to get her pack.

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She doesn't want to wake up their parents or Micqui, so she has to do a very small distraction - luckily they're old enough to not be constantly babysat, so she just needs to get Samira a clear path, and letting herself get caught out of bed by the gate guard and escorted back works just fine (and there's a very cleverly constructed pillow Samira under the blankets on the top bunk).

This also means the window Samira can sneak out in is plenty wide.

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Out she steals into the wyld night, seeking the path to the moon.

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It's a long, difficult path, but... She knows her stories. Knows tricks to tell which silver ribbon is correct, which little glints mean she's going the right way or the dangerous way (or the dangerously correct way; these things go together, fairly often).

The wyld is more menacing without her mama there - not just apparently so, but tendrils dense with thorns snag at her ankles, and the rocks in a stream get up and skitter away when she's halfway across (including the one she's standing on), and the wind carries strange scenes to her.

But the path to the Silver Chair glows in her sight, welcoming her like a beacon home.

And she slips between two trunks of a split tree, drops down a slope, pushes through a bush that had been hiding the path -

And a world of silver filigree greets her. Trees soar up from the glittering soil, their trunks hollow and their bark made of silver lace. A stream runs nearby, laughing, and fireflies wink around the clearing, shedding purple dust with every bright spark, and something unseen runs suddenly through the trees over her, making the branches shake and chime - and then still, as whatever it was passes.

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Oh, wow.

She made it.

Now... She's gotta find something to help Layla. And preferably not get caught by anyone in the process.

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There's... A trail, maybe? Cutting down the slope. It's closer to deer trails she's familiar with than any sort of road, but it's the clearest path through this forest. Or, some of those trees look sturdy enough to climb, and tall enough to maybe give her a view.

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Hm... Better to keep moving, down the trail.

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The trail curls around, then the trees to her left curl away, and she can see the brook - silver flares of light dancing and laughing across its surface, the water jumping over rocks and forming ephemeral images of people in elaborate gowns as they spin downhill. The gap in the trees gives her a view,  revealing a city of silver spires and sparkling glass on a large hill not too far off. The trail continues straight along the river, but if she squints, it looks like it forks, and a bridge crosses the river towards the silver city, while the other fork curls to the right, downhill into a dark patch of woods.

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Lady Luna sure has a nice place to live, Samira thinks. Very sparkly. Must be why the moon shines so brightly.

Probably the thing she wants is going to be in the city. A little piece of the moon that Layla can hold to sparkle for her, and help her blend in that way.

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The bridge sways while she crosses it, even though it looks like it's made of solid stone, and it ends at the base of a staircase that climbs up the hillside. It has no railings, and the steps are worn and sloped, and a thick moss that lights up and releases clouds of glitter when stepped on coats it in patches.

Birds flit among the tree branches on the hill, too, chattering - 'I heard there might be an intruder! Do you see an intruder? Be careful, stay high, be aware.'

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Nope, no intruder here. Just a quiet little shadow, creeping up the stairs, avoiding the moss.

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She gets to the city outskirts with only agitated birds to show for it, though now she has more paths to take - there's a spiral path around the city, it looks like, on ground level, and paths cutting straight across higher up among the spires. The city is busier than the forest, full of odd shadows and laughing impressions of people, a few more solid beings (ranging from 'human, but off - eyes too large, fingers too long' to 'thoroughly strange') moving here and there. Large clockwork bees move between the buildings, carrying smaller people and items, and there's silver ropes stretched between the tallest spires, and as Samira watches, an enormous wrought silver cat runs along one at a remarkable speed, lamps and people inside it looking out. She can't see very far from down here, though.

She's been on this journey a few hours already; the night is rather long this time of year, but she might need to hurry to get whatever she's looking for and back off the Silver Chair before it docks in the West, and this is a very, very big city.

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More people to potentially spot her, but also more people to blend in with. And she does have to move more quickly now.

A piece of jewelry, maybe, or a portable light. She ducks into a nearby building to see if it has anything good.

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It seems to be a dance hall! There's a fast paced music winding throughout the building, floors full of whirling dancers - and a coat room full of jackets and bags and coats and robes and shoes.

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...Oh, a jacket could work, if she can find one Layla-sized. She starts rifling through them.

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Most of these seem much too big for Layla...

And then, a few minutes into her search, there's a tap of high heels and a burst of laughter from right outside the door.

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Uh-oh.

She dives behind a rack and hurriedly arranges the coats to hide her better.

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The door opens, and those heels click-clack in. Their owner is talking to someone, voice light - "It's been a dreadfully long time since I've been on a hunt. Do you think we could slip into Creation soon?"

Her companion laughs. "Hungry again?"

"Well, maybe I'd be less hungry if the lady would let us nibble on her guests from time to time." She sounds like she's pouting. "And the dreams people have here are so insubstantial. All hedonism, no bite."

There's a rustle near Samira. "True enough," the probable-raksha's companion says. And then: "Mmm, where did I leave my shoes..."

The probable-raksha laughs. "You kicked them off, so who knows? My bet is under one of these racks."

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Oh no, oh no, oh no.

Samira curls up, making herself as small and silent as possible, as unnoticeable as a tiny mouse.

She doesn't want to get eaten. She's got to get home, got to show Layla the way to the moon, get scolded by mama but put a smile back on her face when she tells the story, got to tell Micqui all about it, got to maybe impress mom with her adventure- can't do any of that if she gets caught and eaten here-

She won't get caught. She won't. She's skilled and smart and quiet and sneaky and these raksha are never going to find her because she is hiding the absolute best she can-

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(If she could see herself, she would see an empty golden circle pop into life on her forehead. But she can't, and neither can anyone else. She can see the shadows around her come into a strange kind of tangibilty, like she could reach out and pull them. So she does, and they flow around her like a cloak. Samira fades into darkness.)

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The clothes around her rustle, and a dangerously beautiful raksha woman leans in, a hand's width away from Samira, clearly in sight - picks up a discarded pair of blood red shoes and straightens, turning back to her friend. "Found them. Let's get out of here before that boor comes back..."

The other raksha laughs and...

They leave. Samira is safe, for now.

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And then, a whisper behind her: "Why are we hiding?"

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Eep!

Samira whirls around.

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There's a young woman behind her, who would look perfectly human if she wasn't so unearthly beautiful. Her hair's dark right now, her skin moon-pale, and her eyes sparkle with mischief. She's curled up in the same tangle of coats, wearing a plain white dress. 

"Good moonrise," she says, smiling.

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"Oh. Uh. And to you," um, "my... lady?"

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Grin. "Not an uncommon way to address me."

"Do you have a name?"

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"My mom gave me one, yes."

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"Who's your mom, then?"

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"Elathea."

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"Gleam's wife?"

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Nod.

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Hum. "And that'd make you Samira."

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"It does."

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"I'm good friends with your mothers," she says, softly, "And I don't think they know you're out here."

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"They don't," she says quietly.

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"Why did you come, then?"

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"Layla wants to visit. But she's not sneaky enough. So I thought I'd get her something to help her blend in."

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Smile. "It's not that simple, sadly. Your mama wants you two to visit, too, but even with my blessing, there's a high chance of a mortal getting hurt." Hum. "Though, now, between you and Micqui... You could keep Layla safe, I think, so long as she's very careful to stay with one of you."

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"You think so?"

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"If you paid attention to safety, yes."

"And I think you've convinced me now to agree with your mama - this isn't proof you would keep your sister safe in practice, even if you intended to, and even if you could if you acted appropriately."

"If you hadn't Exalted, and I hadn't noticed you - the luckiest thing that could've come of this trip is if you'd fallen into the ocean and drowned at moonset."

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Nod.

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She stands, fluidly, and offers Samira a hand. "Let's get you back to your parents, okay?"

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"Okay."

She takes Luna's hand.

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And the world swirls around them, Luna's skirt fluttering - and Samira's eyes water - 

And then they're at the edge of the grounds of Samira's home, and Luna is very regally striding up to a rather startled gate guard to say, "Please inform the mistresses of this house that their daughter has returned from her wanderings."

His gaze goes to Samira as he frowns - then he bows and says, "Right away, my Lady."

He jogs off; it probably won't be long before Samira's parents come out. 

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And indeed, it is not. Elathea's eyes pick out Samira's shiny new caste mark straight off.

"Lady Luna. Always a pleasure."

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Gleam has her hands on her hips and is (barely) successfully looking stern rather than giggling. 

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"The pleasure is mine."

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Elathea has a much better poker face.

"Samira."

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"...Hi, mom."

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"You've got something, just here." Elathea brushes at her forehead.

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"Um..."

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"Let's talk inside, shall we." She looks to Luna. "If you have time...?"

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"I do."

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Inside for everyone, then.

Elathea makes sure to take Samira by the shoulder as she passes. Nights are slippery.

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She leads them to the smaller sitting room and directs Samira to sit. 

Arms crossed over chest, then, firmly: "What happened, Samira?"

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"I told Layla some of the stories you were telling me. She wanted to go to the moon too, but she didn't want to wait until you said we were ready. I thought I could get to the moon safely on my own, so I would go and bring back something to help her blend in and be safe. Like Whistler's eight-color hat."

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"Samira. I've told you not to go into the wyld without me, and I've told you why."

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"I know."

"I'm sorry."

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Deep breath. 

...Acting stern is making her angry. That's... Bad, and she never wants to see that look on Samira's face again, actually. 

She instead lets her concern show through, sitting next to Samira and putting a hand on her shoulder. "You didn't hurt me, love - my worry is for you. Especially if it got so bad you Exalted." Hug?

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Hug.

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Hug!

"Are you hurt?"

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"No, I'm not."

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Still. Hug.

"...I'm not really mad at you," she says, softly. "I'm worried, that you could've been hurt very badly, and that you might've had a very unpleasant experience." She brushes some of Samira's hair behind her ear. "And I'm worried about whether Exalting will strain your relationship with Layla, and about what pressures it'll put on you."

"I'm a little worried about your judgement, but... I would've done the same at your age, if I'd had the freedom to. I did do the same, when I was a very young Exalt, without any of the forethought or preparation you had. That's how I met Luna."

"It took me a very long time to stop making very big mistakes, though, and to stop digging myself into holes I couldn't easily get out of - you're going to have some of that. It's part of growing up and learning. But I don't want you to get into a situation you never escape."

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"Thanks, mama."

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"You're welcome, love."

She looks over at Elathea, raising her brow. "Though your mom might have something to add."

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"You are still a child, Samira, but in some ways we can no longer treat you like one. We want to protect you, but we cannot do that if you won't listen and talk with us. And now you have powers and responsibilities that even some adults cannot manage. You can't be thoughtless anymore. If your sister wants you to do something, you need to stop and think it through, and come to us if you have concerns or there might be reasons for concerns." Sigh.

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"Yes, mom."

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"Come here, dear." Hug.

"We'll talk more tomorrow, okay?"

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Nod nod.

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"We'll also talk to Layla tomorrow." She stands and ruffles Samira's hair. "Now, let's get you to bed. Even Nights need to sleep." 

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"'Kay."

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Back to her room, then, where Gleam tucks her in and kisses her on the forehead. "Goodnight, love." And, glancing at Layla with a little quirk on her lips. "And you too, Layla. Please actually go to sleep at some point."

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Pout!

(She'd been pretending so well to be asleep, too.)

"Yes mama," she grumbles.

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Smile. "I'll see you both in the morning." 

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"Good night."

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"Sleep well, dears."

And softly shut the door.

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She waits until they're back to their private sitting room to start giggling.

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Eye roll.

"Thank you for bringing our daughter home safely, Lady Luna. Would you care for anything to eat or drink while my wife gets this out of her system?"

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"Some tea, perhaps."

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Elathea rings a small bell on the sideboard, and shortly a servant appears with a tray of tea.

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"Thanks." Sip!

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Gleam gets her giggles under control by then. "Sorry. It's just - that was a serious thing, but... That is, also, such an our kids thing to do."

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Huff.

"I'm blaming this all on your influence."

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"I think the assuming she knows everything is your fault."

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"That, perhaps I will grant."

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Laugh and kiss. "It does look good on you."

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Kiss.

"Perhaps trouble for the future, though."

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"Yeah - she doesn't have the experience to back it up, yet."

"And... Our focus was on Samira, but I'm honestly more concerned about Layla's judgement, here - Samira tends to... Do the things people want her to, I've noticed, and getting her to use her own judgement more is important, but, so is getting Layla to not tell her to do dumb things."

"And Layla's competitive. She's the only person in the family now who isn't Exalted; I'm a bit worried what she'll get up to if she decides to prove herself."

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"Indeed. We will need to watch carefully. And set Micqui to the task as well, I think. She and the twins are close."

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"She's good with them."

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"Layla might be more receptive."

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"Yeah."

"Doing what other people want does increasingly seem just... Part of Samira's personality?"

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"Mm. It does."

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She thinks a little. "...I don't know it's - a terrible way to be, if she picks trustworthy people? And her sisters love her, even if Layla's still sometimes immature."

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"Changing a personality is neither easy nor desirable. The best thing is, I think, indeed to make sure the ones she takes her cue from are worthy of her."

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"So, get Layla to be a bit less dumb about what she asks Samira to do."

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"Overall, a much more achievable objective."

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Giggle.

"She loves her sisters. She'll learn."

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"Clever, that one."

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"She learns quickly, when she wants to."

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"This should be enough incentive for her, phrased properly."

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"We might have to think it over a bit..." Lean. "I don't really want to punish them beyond the lecture, though - it's good for them to have freedom..."

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"If you think that's best."

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...Hm. "I'm... Not sure?"

"I don't want to restrict them, but... I want Layla to take this seriously?"

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"We can judge how she seems to be taking things after the lecture. Perhaps have her follow you instead of me for the next few weeks. If she's going to be sending her sister out on missions, it would be good for her to have an idea of what dangers Samira is dealing with."

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"Let her know we'll be watching, too."

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"Indeed."

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She smiles and kisses her wife, then -

A visit from Luna is a rare enough opportunity. She'd like to get caught up, while Luna has the time. 

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She can spare a little bit before she's needed back for moonset.

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Good.

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And perhaps the next visit can be under better circumstances.

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She laughs. 

"I do want to come back soon to talk to the twins. I'd like to meet them properly."

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"You are always welcome, of course."

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Smile. "I know."

"It's just easy to let time get away from me..."

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"Perhaps Gleam could visit, if we do not hear from you soon."

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"I'm very good at dragging people away from anything they might mistakenly think is more interesting than me." She grins teasingly at her wife. 

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"It will be good for you to practice on someone other than me."

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Kiss. "Hey, at least I've never clawed your feet to wake you up."

(Gleam is not, it must be said, very good at training her cats.)

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"Small mercies."

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Another kiss!

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Kiss.

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She laughs, and settles in to chat. 

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Things settle down okay. Gleam gradually develops a hands off approach on Samira's training - Micqui and Layla have it well in hand, and... She's been noticing Layla's jealously. It'd be easy to ascribe it to being the only non-Exalt in the family, but...

Layla gets less jealous when she's getting an equal share of family attention. It's normal to not want to be hedged out of your own family, and Gleam training Samira separately will tend to do that. 

So she takes Layla into the wyld. Teaches her to navigate it, teaches her wyld-shaping (which Layla is actually much better at than Samira; wyld-shaping is very arguably the art of knowing what you want and getting it), encourages her in her studies of sorcery... Gleam knows enough to help read through texts, at least, and of course Elathea is there for the more advanced bits. 

She brings all three girls, after a while, for at least some of the trips. Encourages them to rely on each other, learn and play off each other's strengths. 

Growing up will always have its bumps, but...

The kids are alright. 

She can tell herself that, at least, the nights her bed is empty. 

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Which seem to be more and more frequent, as the weeks and months and years start to pass. Elathea is distracted, absorbed in her work. Still kind and loving to her wife and children-

-when she can be reminded they exist.

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Gleam's very good at reminding people she exists, and... Elathea's done long term projects before, they've taken breaks from each other before. It's okay to be gone for a month or two or even several, as much as her heart wants to scream that it isn't. 

She just needs to help Elathea remember that the really intense projects can wait until the girls have grown up enough to go on their own long trips. 

 

It's easier some days than others. Increasingly hard, but she's unsure how much that's Elathea getting worse, and how much that's her fault. Her temper is running short, these days, and she's... Still good at reminding Elathea she exists, but it's a struggle to do that kindly from time to time, and Gleam's made it a rule for herself not to try and drag Elathea out when Gleam is actively angry. 

(She's been feeling in the right headspace to drag her wife into family activities more and more rarely. Micqui is a huge help, with that, with the girls - parenting two preteens isn't easy, not by herself, not when she's also assisting her realm, managing Elathea's estate, trying to have any personal projects at all - )

(Gleam struggles, some days, to identify the last time she sat down and painted. Surely she painted something this year? She doesn't know...)

 

But - the twins' ceremony to celebrate reaching the age of responsibility is approaching, now, with their thirteenth birthdays. Not quite full adulthood, but - a massive step forward. Full members of the community, even if they're not yet ready to establish their own households. It's a massive deal even in the Blessed Isle, and an even bigger deal out in the outskirts of Creation. Coordinating everything is... Stressful, even handing most of it off to Micqui.

But trying to get her wife to fully engage, feeling like she's endlessly repeating herself - It's in six-three-one month, a week, a few days -

That's the worst. 

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Samira is getting good at telling when her mothers are stressed (you can tell because either the sun or the moon are in the sky), and at avoiding attention when they're either too busy or too pissed with each other to really be nice.

 

She likes spending time with Layla and Micqui. Layla's always fun and Micqui's just- just great. Even if she does get scary focused sometimes, Samira doesn't mind that so much.

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...Micqui tries. 

And she wants her sisters to call her out if she ever gets too focused, if she ever forgets the important stuff. 

She talks to them for the first time in... Ever, really, about her birth mother. About the woman who forgot everything important in the world, and created a daughter she could betray. 

Micqui doesn't want to become that woman. 

Their mothers - their real mothers - saved her, and Micqui loves them, and -

Micqui doesn't want to become the woman Shochi did, and she very solemnly explains she thinks their mothers aren't becoming the people they'd want to be. (It's hard, doing that. It's hard letting go.)

 

Getting the twins prepped for their ceremonies is fun, too. A nice turn around - Layla and Samira were very helpful when it was Micqui's turn. (Maybe she should make flower crowns for them, too, she teases.)

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Sounds wonderful to Layla.

 

(She doesn't avoid their mothers, ever. She gets in their faces - mostly Gleam's face, since mama is around the most and mom's usually only around when she's in a better mood. She screams where mama snaps. She sets her chin, snarls - )

(Mama's always backed down. Layla's trying to learn not to take that as vindication, she's trying to add to the stress in the household less and help reduce it, but, well. Layla knows what she wants, and she gets it. She knows what she believes, and nothing can stand in her way.)

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Samira just hopes everyone's going to be happy for the ceremony.

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Gleam... Is a teensy bit stressed. Their mom's running late. But she's keeping her cool, taking deep breaths, delegating when needed...

Their mom's running really late. Gleam pauses in the middle of the room, takes a deep breath, and says, "I should go find her."

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"...We could start without her..."

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" - I don't think she'll want to miss this. She's probably just gotten distracted..." Slow, deep breath. "But - it's your ceremony. Going to get her would delay things, at this point, and... She's sometimes grouchy when pulled out..." 

She closes her eyes. "...How much do you two want her here?"

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Not at all if mom's going to be angry. "Dunno." Glance at Layla.

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Layla's a lot more attached to mom than Samira is - and more desperate for mom's affection than mama's.

She looks... Lost. Maybe a bit devastated.

"...Let's start without her."

She wants to say - let's wait. We can do it tomorrow. Next year. Drag mom out ahead of time enough she's focused again. Wait on her.

She knows as well as Samira that there's no point dragging a 'grouchy' mom to this. Her coming of age is already kinda ruined, and at this point... She wants to just get it over with.

(She's angry, too, of course she is, and - if mom cares about being here and just got distracted, and would be apologetic and grateful if interrupted - the angry part of Layla wants to exclude her. To punish her. Layla isn't very good at not listening to her angry part.)

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An uncertain glance at Samira. "Is that alright with you?"

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"Yeah." She nods.

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"Okay. Let's get going."

Off to finish getting ready, then, and - begin.

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Samira tries her best to get Layla into the proper spirit of things. Even if mom's not here.

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She's able to put on a brave face, if nothing else.

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That's what adults do, right? Deal with things.

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Then maybe mom isn't really an adult.

They deal with it. It's not too bad, even. Might actually be fun, behind the nerves, in the moments Layla can pretend mom just came in late, that she's there and just trying not to distract the girls, and she'll be waiting with mama when they're done -

(She isn't. Why would Layla expect anything else?)

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Hand in hand, the twins step into adulthood.

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Gleam celebrates with them. Takes enough deep breaths to be there properly. To not let her rage overtake her and ruin this. 

Her girls are growing up.  That doesn't mean she gets to stop being their mother.

She cooks them a wonderful meal that night, tells them stories of her own trials with growing up - steering away, some, from dwelling on the pain of her childhood. More to the lessons she only started to learn well after she became an adult. Encourages Micqui to share similar stories. She talks, too, about the twins' childhood. Emphasizes her love for them. 

Gives them space to tell their own stories. 

It's a pleasant night. She doesn't leave a conspicuously open space for Elathea. Doesn't let the gaps where her daughters' mother should be overwhelm. 

She leaves them to stay up or go to bed as they will at midnight - it's their responsibility, now, to set that for themselves. She wishes them sweet dreams, a pleasant night. 

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She leaves their presence, relaxes a little, and the rage threatens to strangle her. 

It's after midnight. Elathea missed everything.

Gleam goes to find her wife. Her movements are measured, slow, but not in a meditative way. Not in a calm way. 

She can't remember having ever been this furious before. 

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Elathea's workshop is secured, of course, but Gleam helped build some of these protections, she can get through them. Not that any of them would really stop her. The final line of defense had always been intended to be Elathea herself.

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She doesn't do anything liable to set off a reaction that could harm Elathea's projects or Elathea herself, not yet - though she wants to. She wants to hurt Elathea for this. 

Gleam has been working through her anger for a very long time. She pushes past the workshop's protections, but, otherwise, keeps her head.

Where is her wife in this? 

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Hunched over a workbench, concentrating intently on manipulating a set of fine tools, slowly and precisely carving microscopic patterns into a piece of jadesteel about the size of a palm. She's about half done.

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She doesn't slap it out of Elathea's hands, even though she wants to. 

Instead -

"Elathea," she says, voice sharp and dangerous. 

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"Busy." She doesn't look up. "Come back tomorrow."

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"Too fucking bad," she says. "You shouldn't have started a 'busy' project when the twins' coming of age was fucking yesterday."

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"Hm."

"They'll be thirteen tomorrow, too."

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Snarl. "This is not as important as your daughters!"

Her body seems to be moving on its own, now. 

She goes to strike the stupid thing out of Elathea's hands. 

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This, finally, gets Elathea's full attention. She stands, dropping the tools-

-and the collar around Gleam's neck is suddenly tighter than it ever has been.

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- That brings her up short. Elathea has never -

(She grabs at the collar, reflexively, trying to loosen it in a moment of panic (she isn't hiding her fear, not right now), she can't breathe - )

Elathea swore an oath to listen to her. Gleam can't even get enough oxygen right now to invoke it. Gleam - can't quite get blood to her head, there's dots swimming in her vision and her thoughts are spiraling and shattering, if it was any tighter it would have broken her neck -

She can pull on the reserves of power deep within her, the ones she's tried her hardest to never touch in anger -

She can wrap herself in a storm of Essence as fear and rage and betrayal crash through her, reducing her pain, making it not matter quite as much that her wife is worse than strangling her - 

There's not even a second before Gleam is lunging at Elathea. She doesn't have the time to think, to deescalate, she's terrified of passing out first -

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She still can't breathe, can't talk. 

But she's used Essence before to add a bit of extra time to their play - it twists through her, and suddenly she doesn't need to breathe, isn't nearly as hindered by the blood being mostly cut off - she's never gotten it this fully before, but rage and desperation can drive her to very interesting heights. 

She twists around Elathea's spear, lightning quick, and lashes out with silver claws.

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The rhythm of the fight is familiar, even if the tempo is charged. Parry, counterattack, dodge, reset.

After a brief exchange, she uses the cover of a blinding burst of light to jump away for space to reset herself.

She swaps the grip of her spear around to point the lethal edge at Gleam and relaxes the hold the collar has on her. "Scream for mercy," she says as Gleam gasps. "And perhaps I will grant it."

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The Essence storm isn't perfect. It fucks with her head, and it's allowing her to keep going with basically no blood to her brain, no oxygen to her blood, running entirely on Essence -

But not all of her body has gotten the memo that she really needs to stop relying on having a biology right now. Her peripheral vision isn't really working. She feels dizzy, askew, like the world is spinning, even though her reaction times and balance are Exalt-perfect. Her heart is pounding like it hasn't gotten the message that there's no point, and her chest hurts, her arms hurt, her jaw hurts in a way she can't really separate from how much her neck hurts when she's this dizzy - and she has no idea how she's still standing, still acting, she's so cold, her hands and feet can't seem to decide if they'd rather burn or go numb so they've decided to do both -

She half collapses in the time it takes Elathea to relax the collar all the way. 

 

So she isn't very happy when Elathea relaxes it only to -

To -

 

Nobody has told Gleam to beg for mercy in a very, very long time. 

And injured, afraid, an angry Solar standing over her -

It brings back memories. Gleam's dizzy, and confused, and it isn't Elathea she sees. 

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"I'd rather DIE!"

She lunges, her anima surging to a blinding brilliance Elathea has never seen, a whirlwind of silver and shadow, a moonlight tiger pouncing with her, her skin glowing with tiger stripes, scenes of transformation, rebellion, bindings and breakings flickering in the light corruscating around her. 

Her claws are moonsilver, and her body is mighty, and she is nothing less than the full, deep rage Luna could never let loose on the world. 

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Well then. Elathea stops holding back.


Golden perfection wars against argent fury, and the ground shakes.

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She's thrown free of the fight at one point, her passage shattering the walls of Elathea's workshop. She catches herself before she ends up rolling across the ground, and takes a moment to breathe, reorient, analyze her surroundings -

A coldness settles in her stomach, her body. A new kind of fear.

They're very, very close to the primary house, embedded within the workings of their manse for all that the workshop is a bit separate - the lights are on, and there's a buzz of panic. 

Exalt fights are massive. 

And they're surrounded by their servants - Gleam's friends -

 

Her children are in that house. Maybe Micqui has thought to flee with the twins, has gotten them far away to safety. 

Maybe not. 

The rage shatters, leaving Gleam so, so cold.

 

She drops to her knees in the dirt, Essence still billowing around her, and tries to think through the fear. Tries to plan, before Elathea follows her out - she has the oath, she can command her wife to stop -

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She has bare seconds to think before Elathea is charging back at her to close the gap.

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"By the oath you swore to me," she says, voice loud, shaking, resolute, terrified - she doesn't try to defend herself, just gets the words out -

"Stop!"

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As if simple words could influence her, at this point.

Elathea does not stop.