A mind not filled with desires
"Indeed not. I've taken in a few beggars that wanted a roof, and tried to change the methods and practices of the temple to better align with Irori, but I'm still Lawful Evil. Perhaps it is a good thing I couldn't channel right away, the Sisterhood of Eiseth relied on healing to compensate for brutality, while Irori's text, The Unbinding of Fetters recommends a more moderate approach to both injury and healing, and so without easy healing I've been forced to reevaluate all our standard methods and redevelop them closer to those of Irori."
She considers how much she wants to tell this woman... can she trust a chaotic cleric? But she is a good cleric? Unless she isn't a cleric at all? Well if its a deception, she'll figure it out eventually, and deal with it as necessary. And somehow, on an instinctual level, she really feels she can trust Nuria.
"And there is another complication with that. I don't have the standard ability to channel anything yet either. I've made quite sure my spells are divine, and dependent on my holy symbol of Irori. But I can only spontaneously cast a smaller "inflict light wound" type of effect. I can do it without any of my spell slots 3 times a day. I spent months trying to figure out if I was making a mistake in how I was trying to channel. I looked up books on unusual clerics and varieties of clerics. I finally figured it out recently. There was an extraneous detail misleading me. War Priests, most commonly known for being of Iomedae and Gorum, are not able to properly channel until 2nd circle and it's weaker even then, but have various other minor abilities, such as empowering their sacred weapons, and prior to being able to channel they can produce smaller amounts of healing, or harm, for some of Gorum's War Priests. So I think that's what I am, and Irori's holy weapon is simply a fist, and my fist are already powerful from my monastic arts, so I didn't notice a difference. It does mean I can use the same energy from the inflict to cast spells on myself faster."
Hopefully Nuria finds this fascinating and not boring and won't chaotically share such a sensitive piece of information at random?