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Hug. "Oh, my darling girl. Stop Occluding and allow yourself to feel this."

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Hug.

She starts sobbing.

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Pat pat. "Let it out, Bella dear."

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Little scream.

"Why do they fucking get to - affect me - they're fucking trash, they're nothing."

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"You made them that way. They had your first years of life, but you have stolen their last."

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She sobs again, struggling a bit in her Lady's grip. Not sincerely trying to get away, but -

She doesn't know what she's doing.

"How can anyone fucking - look at a child and think, I want to hurt that person, look at their daughter and summon up enough desire for pain for the fucking Cruciatus - "

"I hate them."

"I don't want to fucking care if they exist and I hate them."

Scream.

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"No one is ever going to hurt you again but me."

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She collapses against her Lady, shivering.

"Don't want anyone but you to have ever hurt me. Don't - want there to have been ways people've hurt me that you haven't."

Is that a terrifying thing to imply she's asking for? Maybe. Does Bellatrix desperately want to replace every association of every kind of pain in her head with her Lady? Absolutely.

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"I can bury those other connections. Or remove the memories entirely."

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Shiver. "Not removed. Just... Replaced. Buried."

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"Look at me a moment, then." She catches Bellatrix's eyes, flicks through her mind for her parents and the things they did and- snips the threads connecting those memories to others.

Then-

"Crucio." She casts it gently, lovingly even. It's still a Cruciatus.

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Not a single one of her Occlumentic shields is designed to keep her Lady out.

And then she collapses against her Lady, thrashing and screaming.

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She catches Bella with strong arms, and cuts the curse after a moment longer.

"All right?"

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Snuggles.

"Yes ma'am," she murmurs after a moment, voice shaking. A little sob, and: "Thank you."

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"You are mine."

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Her tears start coming more quietly. "Yours."

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Hug.

"Come, dear, let's go somewhere more comfortable."

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Hug. "Yes ma'am."

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Over to one of their fluffy couches, and they can snuggle until Bella feels better.

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She loves her Lady.

It's not right away, and not all the way back to her usual background delight, but - she does feel better, pretty quickly even.

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Good, good.

"I have a birthday present for you, dear Bella."

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Wiggle. "What is it, ma'am?"

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She summons a large velvety jewelry box to hover in front of Bellatrix.

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She makes an eager sound, snuggling into her Lady and reaching out to take it.

What's in it?

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Nestled within-

-a silver collar formed of two intertwined snakes. The eyes are of alexandrite and each scale is meticulously detailed. The snakes wriggle and shift position slightly as she looks.

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