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leareth, king of cheliax, searches for his alt in a velgarth 1000 years earlier
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"Oh. Aroden said that too. That it'd - probably help. Sure, tonight is fine." He glances over at Dayo. "I am sorry - maybe Ayodele can take over, or I can come back and finish later?" 

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"Don't worry about it." Dayo hugs him. 

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"Here?" 

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"I thought maybe we could go on a walk out to the garden. Then you can meet Yfandes too, and the flowers are excellent at this time of year." 

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Tadesse nods, and slips on his shoes to follow Leareth. 

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:Vanyel? I am bringing him out to the garden now: 

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:Oh, perfect! Headed over: 

He joins them there a couple of minutes later, Yfandes ambling up from the other direction. :Tadesse!: Vanyel has neither familiarity with Tadesse's native language, nor permanent Tongues - Cheliax could afford it for him but he prefers having fewer rather than more reasons to have to talk to people at formal functions, plus he picks up languages quickly anyway. He does have Mindspeech, though. 

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:Vanyel: he thinks loudly back at him. 

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Leareth peers at Tadesse, gauging his energy for more walking, then steers them to a bench to sit. 

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:So, I heard you're - having kind of a hard time. I'm sorry: 

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Tadesse has no idea if Vanyel expects a response to that. He nods. 

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:Leareth told me even before he went to get you that it'd...been a tough period of his life. That it was around the same time he - concluded that he had to fight the gods, and maybe kill ten million people. And I guess also - admitting that everything you'd done so far had...not been for nothing, probably, you made a lot of discoveries and wrote a lot of books and you did kind of rebuild civilization in the east after the Cataclysm. But not what you'd been hoping for: 

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:It...makes sense, right: Vanyel sends, softly. :For that to be - a lot to take in. For you to be feeling really demoralized and worn down, and...I've been there, and it doesn't magically go away even if your external problems do: 

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:I noticed. It is very inconvenient: 

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That gets a little spurt of laughter. Sad laughter. :It really is! To be honest, my emotions are frequently very inconvenient at me. You'll...figure out better ways of coping with it: 

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:If you say so: 

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:And then with time you'll - well, I bet you'll still be sad about things sometimes, but if you're finding it hard to be happy about things even when it'd make sense to be, I think that gets easier. With practice. I know, it seems like a stupid thing to have to practice, but: Shrug. 

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Tadesse nods. :That is what Aroden thought too. That time would help, I mean, not specifically - practicing being happy: 

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:'Being happy' is maybe not specific enough. I think it's important to...do things you'd normally enjoy, even if right then it feels like you can't enjoy anything? When I'm in a mood like that, sometimes I still end up caught up in it - music, usually, but for you I bet it'd be magic research - and having a good time by accident. And sometimes I don't but it still feels like more of an accomplishment than doing nothing, and - helps stay in the habit of doing things because they're good for me in general: 

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Tadesse nods, thoughtfully. He hadn't framed it that way to himself before. 

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:I get that it's hard if you're tired a lot, but maybe you could ask other people to do it with you? Like Leareth, he's always secretly hoping for more reasons why it's strategically correct to prioritize that: 

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Leareth makes a face at him. 

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:What? You should do more of it: Vanyel turns back to Tadesse. :And you're welcome to ask me, I enjoy it too and I have an absurd number of Gifts you could poke at if you wanted: 

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:Really?: Tadesse blinks at him. :...I guess if you do not mind, I would - probably find that valuable: 

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