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leareth, king of cheliax, searches for his alt in a velgarth 1000 years earlier
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"That seems good. I - wonder if it is better for him when he can have a conversation, with someone who has all the context? Being able to use someone as a sounding board helps me immensely for magic research - often even if they have only partial context - and he...would not have had that in Velgarth. Thinking about complicated and fraught topics on one's own is more effortful. Maybe more painful, too." 

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"That makes sense. And I also think the mindreading made it easier, maybe because it removes the layer of trying to guess what someone really meant."

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"Yes. I - do not find it effortless to maintain appropriate caution about when and whether others might be deceiving me. Honestly you do it much more skillfully." 

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"If you just assume everyone is deceiving you all the time absent a specific really good reason not to then it's not additional mental overhead."

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"- No, then it is just always additional mental overhead if you are ever trying to form true models of the world involving information that needs to come via other people!" 

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"Right, but why would you ever do that?"

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His lips twitch. "Perhaps one has to be crazy in the exact way I am for it to make sense." 

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"You are much better at running Cheliax than you'd have been at living in it."

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Sigh. "I really would have been so bad at living in it. It would almost certainly have killed me, but -" shiver, and when he goes on it's in a much quieter voice, "...but the - people adjacent to me - the shapes I could change into, that could survive in Asmodeus' country, are - probably not people whose existence would benefit the world..." 

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Carissa is sure she did not benefit the world, in a Leareth sort of definition of that, when she was Asmodean, but has never even slightly wished she'd been dead instead. She is not quite sure what to think about Leareth being on the other side of that. She nods.

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Leareth shrugs. "I - am not sure what I would do, if I were - old enough to understand the choice I was making, and had to choose between - bending, or breaking. I am glad that I will not have to find out." 

He takes a deep breath. Shakes himself a little. "Anyway. I think I had better go talk to Vanyel, see when he is willing to meet with Tadesse. I do think it would help and I suspect it will be much easier for him if I just cause it to happen. Do you expect he will be rested enough for it by tonight?"

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"I feel very out of my depth here. Maybe?"

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"Well, I can plan something tentative and then check in with him first." He hugs Carissa, holding on for a few seconds longer than necessary, and then slips off to go find Vanyel. 

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Vanyel is taking a lunch break in the garden! He's humming to himself. Glances up and smiles when he sees Leareth. "Heya! How's everything? Ekunde's family settling in all right? They were so sweet, I really should drop by again, or invite them to the gardens to see 'Fandes." 

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"I am sure they would appreciate it. I wished to talk to you about Tadesse, and make a request. He is not doing all that well..." 

Leareth provides a summarized update. 

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Vanyel listens, smile vanishing. "Mmm. That's...not great. Although it sounds like he could be a lot worse off - he's up for some conversations, he wants to get better. I wonder if I should get in touch with Valdemar, ask if Melody's available." 

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"Oh? ...The Mindhealer in Haven, right. I had the impression she is very busy." 

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"I mean, she is, but she'd honestly be delighted for a reason to visit Golarion again, she likes travel." 

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Nod. 

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"Anyway, I'm not busy tonight, so if you Mindspeak me once you've checked with him, I can come over if he's up for it." 

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"Thank you."

Leareth goes back to his usual work, talks to Aroden a bit - they check in regularly about Cheliax and this time he can ask a bit after the conversation with Tadesse as well - has dinner with his own family, and then heads over to the Obi family's guest suite. 

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Yewande is clearing away dishes from the table after their supper; she smiles at Leareth. "He's over there." 

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Tadesse - rather, Ekunde, it looks like - is sitting on one of the sofas, playing a board game with his younger brother, but he hands over control to Tadesse readily enough. 

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"Leareth?" 

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He looks reasonably alert, Leareth thinks, even if he wasn't just now up for leading; maybe that's not even why, Ekunde must want to just live his own life with his body sometimes. 

"I think you would find it useful to speak with my friend Vanyel," he says. "He is available tonight, if you are up for that now." 

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