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Christine notes down "sense of control." 

The chart Christine creates does not contain the word "homosexuality" and does mostly contain things Alexander agrees with at least a little.

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...better than she'd expected. 

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And on Sunday Alexander has his one-on-one.

"Have you thought more about the issue of names?"

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"I have a list of things that are not girl's names in English that work for me!" 

She hands Christine the piece of paper; the list is Minnow, Rain, Ghost, Phoenix, Millay, Aiko, Lynx. She's a little dubious about Phoenix and Rain is of course a pipe dream, and none of them are boy's names, but hey, it's visibly putting effort into a compromise. And none of them are Alexander. 

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"I'm so glad you decided to compromise! Would you be all right with Ghost?"

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"My favorite is Minnow but I would not have included Ghost if I wasn't okay with it." 

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"Excellent, Ghost!" She shuffles papers. "So, perhaps we should talk more about your relationship with Lev."

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She nods and looks at Christine expectantly. 

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"You said in a previous session that you're finding your relationship with him very helpful."

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"Yeah. Eating because I felt like probably I should didn't work and eating because there'd be consequences if I didn't didn't work but it turns out that eating because my friend is right there worrying about me totally does." 

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'It sounds like you're progressing well in developing nonsexual intimacy with other men."

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"It does seem that way." Never mind the event that precipitated this friendship. 

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"I'm sure we can all agree," she says mildly, "that it would be unfortunate if I had to tell Lev's parents that he is homosexually active."

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"That would indeed be unfortunate." She wasn't going to have sex with him anyway, she's slutty, not stupid. She does not say this. 

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"You are conflicted about your recovery, but Lev is committed to his. What do you think about that?"

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"I think Lev's personal history and mine are very different. Unless I've misinterpreted the question, which I might have." 

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"Many homosexuals have conflicted feelings when their former sexual partners decide to try to pursue heterosexuality."

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She shrugs. "I like kissing him and will miss doing it but it's really not my place to make that decision for him and I'm doing what I can to help. He's getting a lot better at metalworking." 

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"I am pleased you decided to be honest with me, Ghost."

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It was pretty obvious that you already knew, she doesn't say. 

"I'm trying to act in good faith." 

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"I'm glad. --Do you think it will help Lev in his recovery if his closest friend continues to be a gender-confused homosexual?"

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"...I'm not sure where you're getting the idea that Marlo is gender-confused." 

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"I was referring to you."

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I think I'm actively helping, actually, if I'm a girl then he has ever been attracted to a girl in his life. 

"Then I think he doesn't get to make that decision for me, just like I don't get to make that decision for him." 

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Christine continues her Sisyphean task of convincing Ghost that being straight is better than being gay.

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