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Oh that works too.

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"Kiss me, Tae-gun-ah."

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He does. He kisses Jaeha, and he rides Jaeha, and he fucks Jaeha, his Jaeha, a Jaeha that's all his, that he gets to keep, who's so, so good to him, whom he likes so much, who likes him so much, he's—also a bit overwhelmed, actually.

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And he hugs Tae-gun and pets Tae-gun and kisses Tae-gun's forehead and washes Tae-gun's hair and lies in bed snuggling Tae-gun.

"You're very cute when you backlash into babbling like that."

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Tae-gun covers his face. "It's embarrassing."

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"Was the way you called me your Jaeha embarrassing, too?"

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Yes!!!!!

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"How about the way you came as soon as I called you 'my Tae-gun'?"

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Also yes!!!!!!!!

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"Well. It's all true. I'm your Jaeha, and you're my Tae-gun."

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"How can you say things like that with a straight face???"

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"Tae-gun-ah. Look at me."

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He does.

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Jaeha is, in point of fact, himself blushing.

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Oh. That's—that's the first time Tae-gun's seen Jaeha blush.

...he looks so cute.

"I like you, hyung," he says, leaning his head against Jaeha again.

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Now he has to hide his face, too. It's the first time Tae-gun said that out loud. "Haah... You drive me insane, Tae-gun-ah."

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"Hopefully in a good way."

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"Of course it's in a good way. And of course I like you too. For fuck's sake, Tae-gun-ah, I've never liked anyone this much before. I don't know what to do with myself, I just want to spend all my time with you, even when I'm backlashed I still look forward to seeing you, it's embarrassing to need you as much as I do but I do. I need you." It's only been a couple of months and it's terrifying that when he said "I like you too" he actually wanted to say "I love you" because if this isn't love he has no idea what love is. He's constantly feeling like he's out of his mind, like this isn't him, except obviously it's the opposite, this is him, he hadn't been himself in years and now he is and he doesn't fit in his skin anymore, he feels like he's going to burst out of it at any moment, and he feels it more whenever he sees Tae-gun, whenever Tae-gun calls him "hyung", whenever Tae-gun looks at him and blushes, whenever Tae-gun moans, whenever he wakes up before Tae-gun and sees his sleeping face and kisses his nose and watches him smile blearily and hears him mumble a "good morning" with that dumb, besotted look on his stupidly gorgeous face.

Jaeha really, really doesn't know what to do.

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Okay that was a way cooler confesion than Tae-gun's and he also doesn't know what to do. His heart is pounding so loudly in his chest he's certain even an unaugmented human would be able to hear it and he's flushed from head to toe. He had no idea it was possible to feel this way about someone, he feels so unprepared for it, and he feels like it's got to be fake. It's got to be fake that he's liked this much when he's not even trying, that he doesn't need to try, that he can be pathetic and whiny and clingy and horny and impulsive and Jaeha will just keep on liking him.

In summary: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

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Jaeha is in a state of mind where he thinks he'd be inclined to feel anxious that Tae-gun didn't respond to his confession except he can feel Tae-gun's emotions right now and he knows exactly what effect his confession had so he's not anxious at all because he knows Tae-gun likes him too.

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...fuck.

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He knew this was coming, didn't he? He's known it for a long time. He was scared to look at it because he's a coward, because he wanted to leave it for future Jaeha, for a Jaeha who was more guided and could maybe figure out a way to navigate this better, but the fact is that he's really bad at understanding himself and knowing who he is while he's backlashed, isn't he? Apparently so, because now that he's guided he needs to face the music. Now that he's guided and Tae-gun said that he likes him and he's realising that he's been, been using his powers nearly indiscriminately on everyone including Tae-gun and that's bad, actually. That's unbearable, actually. He did this... to his Tae-gun.

His Tae-gun.

Can he even say that? Does he even deserve to call Tae-gun his, when Jaeha's manipulated and lied and cheated to get him?

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Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

"Fuck!"

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Tae-gun jumps at the sudden outburst and looks at Jaeha in alarm.

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