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Taliar in Evil Arda
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Oh, good. Kiss. Both that you're satisfied for now and that you haven't been put off it forever. 

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Taliar grins.

Looking forward to next time already? I love you.

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I learn so much about you every time. You were so brave today. I love you so.

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Snuggle. Kiss.

It makes me so, so happy how much I fascinate you. I feel so very appreciated.

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You are very appreciated, dear.

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Love you forever.

It occurs to him to wonder whether all those people knew they were instruments of torture. On reflection he's not sure he wants to know.

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Did you get a sense of who anyone was -

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I know for sure I didn't know any of them already, but I don't know if I'd recognize them if I met them now. Could be slightly inconvenient if I'm now going to be unreasonably terrified of - I don't even know how many people that was - if I ever see them...

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Why would you be terrified of them?

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I don't actually know that it works this way, but if I can tell who they are on sight by some sort of soul recognition, I'm going to have a bad time if I ever see one of them. I can trust you and feel safe with you after you do awful things to me because I know you and I love you and I understand you and we're doing really well at working these things out; it'd be very different with someone where the only thing I'd know about them is that they participated in that time I was tortured.

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They didn't know. I said we were testing whether your power worked at touch range.

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That could get awkward for them in the distant future when Taliar bridges the worlds and information about souls becomes more publicly available. Oh well.

Well, then it will definitely be unreasonable of me to be terrified of them, but I might be anyway. Sort of in the same way that there's a particular flower I can't stand because Nahira wore its scent. It's not the flower's fault, but the fear doesn't care.

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If I do it again I'll go farther afield.

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Okay. Love you.

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And he drifts off to sleep and has unremarkable dreams, and spends the next day working on engineering problems, and doesn't recognize anyone as having touched his soul, and for the most part it's an ordinary day but when he comes to dinner and sits in Maitimo's lap he says, If you want me tonight can it be on trust songs? I'm not all the way settled down yet.

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All right.

 

 

And so after dinner he sings to him.

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And it is lovely and he is lovely and Taliar loves him. They've got a good thing going here.

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They do. He has a Taliar and Taliar is so good and so cooperative and never even thinks about refusing him and it's not a sham of a relationship -

 

- he stays up after Taliar falls asleep, restless.

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Taliar, being asleep, has no comment. He's sleeping well tonight, all warm and cozy and dreaming some sort of lovely nonsense dream about dancing on clouds.

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The clouds are soft.

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His Taliar is a delight.

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His Taliar wakes up in the morning and laughs at the silliness of the cloud-dancing premise and goes about his day and comes to dinner in the evening just like always.

While he's sitting in Maitimo's lap eating dinner, he considers whether he wants trust songs again tonight or if he'd rather keep the fear this time. It's not as bad as it was yesterday, he probably won't even cry, he'll just be a little shaky and maybe freeze up now and then, and he's starting to get a taste for sex-while-terrified, it's exhilarating, but he isn't sure what he wants right now... well, there is an easy way to settle this question, isn't there. Which way would you rather have me?

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That is the best way to settle it. I want you thinking.

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