"Yeah, I guess. Do you want to come up to our room and watch me try the Patronus again and watch Karen try and maybe also try or do you just want to go to bed?"
Emma checks the time quickly. Definitely past time to be back in Hufflepuff. "I should go back," she says uneasily. She doesn't like being late for curfew. She doesn't like breaking rules at all. "I can try tomorrow if you want more testers, and watch you guys again if you want to wait that long- or want to do it again- but for now, um. Bed. Definitely bed. Sorry?"
The next morning, Emma arrive in the dining hall somewhat impatient and upset. She tried to stop by the infirmary first thing, but Madam Pomfrey was most insistent that Jenny needed her rest, so, it can wait. She heads for the Ravenclaw table in search of Miranda and Karen instead.
"Hey. No news on Jenny, Pomfrey wouldn't let me in," she sighs. "Any luck with the testing?"
"I can do a person Patronus with either wand but it's only huge with the chimaera wand, and Karen can't do a Patronus at all," says Miranda.
"Huh. I wonder what it being huge means then?" She grins. "Other than making sure we can't forget it's there. It's practically a giant beacon!"
"The regular size one is pretty shiny, too," says Karen. "I'm going to keep trying doing it, but if Miranda's wand is special I don't think I'm gonna be able to see if it's special for me too until I can do one with my regular wand."
"I haven't managed one either but I've only tried a couple of times. I can try again, I guess." She swallows. "I don't know if this whole thing will- help, or hurt, though."
"The, the, meeting an actual real life Dementor. Cause I mean- now I really want a Patronus, but wanting one because I'm scared isn't likely to help."
"I had tried it before I saw the Dementor and I didn't get anything. I think it might have been important for me to see it. But I don't think that can be usual because plenty of people learn to cast them without having Dementors around, if you needed Dementors to learn to cast Patronuses it would be less common I think."
Shudder shudder shudder. "I just bet not," she says fervently. "Besides, they all used to be at Azkaban anyway." This slightly wistfully. At least when they were at Azkaban, you knew where they were.
"Well, if there was some kind of Patronus workshop where you'd go sit near Azkaban and cast Patronuses at it - but I'm pretty sure there wasn't, so my thing has to be out of the ordinary somehow."
It seems like it might take her a while to be over that.
"Which by the way I am so extremely very thankful for. Sooo, um. Thanks again. For the life...saving... thing? That." She has yet to come up with an acceptable form of thank you (she would ask her parents for advice, but- she can't tell them, she's not allowed, ugh), but she's working on it. All things considered, she would like it to be rather impressive. Life saved, and all that.
"You're welcome, but you don't have to be, like - that especially grateful? I was in danger too."
"Wellllll, yes. But we were all in danger, you were still the one who actually saved us? I mean, I don't think Harry Potter is any less of a hero for killing You Know Who just because he was also in danger..."
"Okay, but don't put yourself out about it? You can be impressed when I've got them all."
"I guess," Emma says with a faint smile, "but I might just be grateful anyway. So um. So there!...or something."