And she turns to her task.
First: drinking a cup of cold water. Second: soaking her hair and clothes in more cold water - the Fjerdans don't bother with anything other than frigid water for their prisoners, and it's actually a boon, here. Third: winding the seventy feet of rope (also soaked) that she'll need for getting the others up around her waist and chest. Fourth: putting on more layers all over her body, also soaked with the frigid water, until she's having to fight the urge to shiver. Fifth: drinking another cup of water.
And sixth: launching herself up the chimney, using her first burst of speed to get as far as she can.
(The bricks feel like burning, and if she wasn't wearing Kaz's gloves she'd have blisters already. She tries to minimize contact between herself and the wall, though it's difficult - the wall is significantly hotter than the air, which is at least moving.)
Climb, Inej.
She gets pretty far - at least two out of the six stories up - before she slows, her muscles screaming at her, her pulse pounding in her entire body, her skin tight and flushed. The damp cloths wrapped around her forehead are a mercy, the only one she has - one she tries to hold close as she forces herself up, hand over hand, foot over foot - the mercy of Nina and her Fjerdan, seeing the problem first and then working to keep Inej safe -
Climb.
She forces her hands between miniscule holds. She forces her feet to hold her. She slows to a jagged crawl. Her muscles tremble. Climb, Inej. The mercy of the ice is that she can't feel her body, numbed by cold before she plunged into this hell. That she can't feel the screaming. Climb.
Her foot slips.
I don't slip.
She forces it back up, even as her weight jars through her shoulders - forces it into the next tiny crack first found by her finger. Climb, Inej. Her fingers are the only part of her body she can feel, the damp slide of leather against them, the heat before them.
Climb.
Her other foot slips.
Something is wrong.
Her head's spinning. Light and heavy at once. The cloths are still slightly cool, no longer frigid - they aren't helping much - climb, Inej -
She looks down despite herself. Tries to figure out what's wrong with her foot even though she shouldn't look back, should feel her way along and keep to that mantra of climb -
The soles of her shoes are melting.
She hadn't felt the pain before. Hadn't even noticed.
She does now.
Her feet -
Climb, Inej -
But how can she, when her feet are burning, when her shoes are melting into her skin -
Climb.
She puts her weight on her hands. Lets go with one. Her other hand isn't happy. She grabs, hauls herself up another few inches.
Her foot skids. Climb, Inej -
But she can't.
Her body thuds against the wall, the faint remnants of moisture on her clothes hissing and fading away. Her feet slide out, hang uselessly below her in the fire. Her body screams, waking up all at once to the immense task before her. To the hell around her.
Her fingers can barely hold their grip. They scream louder than anything. Louder than the rest of her body.
Climb, she says.
Let go, say her fingers.
She can't.
She can't climb. She can't do it. But she can't let go. Can't run away, not even by dying. Can't fail her team.
Can't leave Kaz alone. "If it- kills you-"
Just let go.
She won't.
Inej tightens her fingers, focuses on the leather glove stretched above her head - she can't see very well - focuses on Kaz's face, on what Kaz has given up to protect her, to enable her.
Fuck 'can she.'
Fuck climbing.
Inej grits her teeth, focuses on the tiny - growing - patch of grey sky far above -
And a drop of cold rain hits her face.
She doesn't know if she still believes in her childhood saints. Doesn't know if she believes in anyone else but herself and those who stand beside her in the dark.
But she definitely believes in being an opportunistic bastard.
The misting rain cools the brick - starts to wet her drying clothes - and it isn't making things slick yet, but it will soon -
Inej scrapes her shoes against the brick until they slide off - they're still dangerously hot, and they're not helping - and digs her blistering toes into the brick -
And she ascends.