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....Yeah. After massage. 

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A 45 minute massage of SUFFERING turns out to be significantly more intense than a 20 minute one! 

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Irris shakes her head at her daughter, and then calls Personnel to find out how Kalorm's day went - and whether and when they want Merrin again, for what it's worth she isn't sure if Merrin is up for actually working tonight but she sort of expects it'd be good to her to feel included and like she knows what's going on. In a bit. She's currently occupied. 

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Personnel is really glad to hear from her! They are in fact trying to figure out the schedule for tonight, and while they're absolutely not expecting Merrin to be ready to cover a medtech shift, it might in fact be really valuable if she could come sort of...hang out...for a few hours.

Kalorm has continued to impress everyone with his rate of improvement, but he's also - unsurprisingly - pretty stressed. Also exhausted and currently sleeping, and his afternoon-shift medtech needs to rotate out; they have someone else who can do the next six hours, but they weren't able to select her as carefully to be, well, as Merrin-like as possible. Khemeth is confidently predicting that having someone Kalorm recognizes, who's already familiar with his communicative cues, will probably make the next few hours a lot easier for everyone. Khemeth could be that person, but it's going to come at a steep cost for him, since he's currently rested to the point of "can work at around 80% of his usual performance effectiveness, from his bed". Personnel predicts Merrin is more rested than that, and also that coming to sit in the room while Kalorm naps may not even be relevantly tiring for her.

(She can have a nice floor chair; someone has assembled a selection based on their model of her preferences in normal chairs, and predicted that Irris will be able to pick out the one she thinks her daughter would like best, and avoid having to bother Merrin with a decision when she's decision-fatigued.) 

If he follows his usual sleep cycle, Kalorm is probably going to be awake by 8:30 pm (it's just after 7:00 pm now). However, the markets are putting a 45% chance that, especially given the busy day, he might be tired enough to sleep for two full sleep cycles before he wakes up, assuming his O2 sats hold until then without suctioning. They would ideally like Merrin there at 8:30 but would understand if she needs longer, or if she isn't up for it at all.

And, of course, they would appreciate Irris' counsel on this, since if Merrin isn't going to be up for it, she should really not be asked at all. 

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...Yeah. Irris can see how Merrin seems to be feeling after she finishes getting her harder physical-therapy massage. She's sort of worried that the floor ergonomics might have been especially bad for Merrin, actually, given how she is now deliberately requesting a Suffering Massage for the second day in a row. 

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- if this is something that Merrin would find relevant, the 20% / 50% / 80% spread on when Kalorm will be ready to come off the ventilator is now 90 minutes /  3.5 hours / 6 hours. He made it to well over an hour on the last minimum-settings trial, and while he was tired afterward, the most recent round of lung-recruitment therapy probably cleared out some mucus plugs, his most recent imaging looks really quite a lot better, and despite being pretty sedated right now, he's maintaining oxygenation on 35% inspired O2 and ventilator settings not that much higher than the minimum ones. They're going to lose some ground on lung expansion if they let him sleep longer without suctioning or repositioning, but his respiratory muscles need the rest, and he responds really well to respiratory therapy, if he's motivated. And Merrin seems to have figured out a good system for motivating him. 

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Yes! Merrin would find that relevant! And definitely would want to be there!

…Irris will still check back in half an hour or whenever Merrin finishes her massage, but she’s, like, 95% confident that Merrin will be re-energized and motivated about this progress, and 90% that she’ll be ready to head over by 8:30 pm.

Hopefully it’s not a six-hour wait, though, Irris feels like Merrin would benefit a lot from getting to bed at an early enough time to get her vaguely back on a day shift schedule. She’s definitely more likely to be at her best on day shifts, unsurprisingly given how circadian rhythms, and presumably once Kalorm is off the ventilator and no longer sedated, he too will shift to mostly being awake in the daytime and asleep at night, so having Merrin available for the days will work out well? 

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Seems plausible! Though Personnel makes a note of it for the staffing-assignment markets to chew on. (And also puts in Irris’ 90% credence that Merrin can be available by 8:30, to see if the markets - and Khemeth - want to try to improve on it.)

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(Khemeth is slightly frustrated! He keeps feeling like there’s something Merrin would benefit from, focus-wise, before starting her not-exactly-a-shift - aside from getting her back fixed - but his opaque social intuition is completely failing to suggest what.) 

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Massage was...overall helpful? Merrin feels more like she is a properly alive person and not, like, some fragments of person put together out of the parts of her brain that were relatively more functional.

 

Instead, she's now...out of it in a weird different way? It's not really an unpleasant way or anything, just, she does in fact want to accomplish things tonight. 

Okay. Hmm. What would help. Normally she would consider "exercise" but, see, that would take effort and willpower right now. And also she doesn't want to mess up her back.

She could go swimming? Like, a gentle easy swim, not an intense workout - that sounds uninteresting, though, it wouldn't really do the thing that a workout does... 

 

- oh, hmm, that's an idea...

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....it's also super embarrassing to ask for! However. Merrin's self-consciousness is not entirely back online yet. 

Cellular texter message to Irris. [mom i wanna jump in 10 c water. wake up properly. can you ask someone where i could go do that] 

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She can....call Personnel back about that? 

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Merrin sure is a baffling alien sometimes! Is she - being competitive about Kalorm's cold water ordeal???? 

 

...however, if Merrin wants an onsite swimming tank full of ridiculously cold water, Merrin should definitely get that immediately. They'll repurpose one of the physical therapy swimming tanks, this location, it'll be ready in five minutes. 

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- huh, right, Merrin had failed to think of that, but obviously the physical therapy water tanks for patients relearning to walk and stuff with less gravity must have customizable water temperature. That's convenient, it's not even far away. She'll get into her swimsuit. 

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(Spoiler: yes, they are, but not down to 10 C because that would be insane; the hospital has tap water (and sterile water) systems for arbitrary temperature ranges between barely-not-frozen and barely-not-boiling, but those are neither high volume nor actually hooked up to the pool fill tank. There is some Improvising happening involving heat-capacity calculations and carefully weighed buckets of crushed ice. There will, however, be no obvious indication by the time Merrin gets there that the pools don't come pre-equipped with the ability to instantly pump in 50,000 liters of arbitrarily cold water.

One of the staffers helping dump ice sticks his hand in the water in the process of mixing it, and then immediately removes the hand and makes such a dubious face.) 

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Merrin - swimsuited under her clothes - has lots of time on the way there to start to feel self-conscious about making such a weird request! 

However, she made it and it would be even more awkward to say "never mind" once they've already filled up a pool for her. Even though, when she sticks her toe in, she wonders if perhaps she is going to have REGRETS about this. 

Okay if Kalorm could fall into water this cold and still stay calm and functional for almost two hours, Merrin can at least be brave enough to jump in a tiny tank of it

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NUCLEAR SUPERNOVAS that's really the wrong imagery here, how about HEATLESS DEPTHS OF INTERSTELLAR SPACE!!! That is SPECTACULARLY COLD!!!!! 

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- Merrin comes up with a whoop and splashes around like an undignified half-paralyzed dolphin. "Eeek eeek eeek - Mom I'm fine - this is amazing–!!!" 

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Personnel note added to the updates panel beside the staffing markets: Merrin probably coming in soon, wanted to jump in a tank of really cold water first because she's competitive like that. Or something. 

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Merrin is doing what now. 

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Merrin's entire skin is simultaneously throbbing and tingling and numb, which is not a mix of sensations you really expect to coexist most of the time. She's swimming around in little circles, giggling manically. 

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....Okay, five minutes of undignified splashing is probably enough, actually, Merrin sort of cannot feel her toes anymore and it would be awkward if it takes her multiple hours to get properly warm again. 

- feels like a waste to get out now, though, it's so much more unambiguously pleasant now that she's sort of acclimatized. Maybe, like, two more minutes, and then she can take a hot shower back at her apartment. 

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It turns out that hot showers when you have just been swimming in really cold water on purpose are ALSO a pretty peak sensory experience! 

Ten minutes after that, it's not even 8:20 pm and Merrin is wearing scrubs and drying her hair and beaming. That was, like, at least as good as caffeine. Hopefully it'll last for a bit. 

She sends Personnel a text message to ask if she should head over to Kalorm's room now? Is he looking ready to wake up soon? 

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