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Well, Kerrin certainly wasn't informed if this was supposed to be an awkward situation! She still has a lot of sensor data and market update history to review, and she knows exactly how many hours Merrin worked over the last two days; she's super not expecting Merrin to be up for random social interaction while they wait. 

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THIS IS AGONIZINGLY AWFUL it's fine, Merrin is fine, the actual medtech on duty clearly has things to do right now, Merrin being restless and bored is really no one's problem but her own. 

She...is also pretty behind on market updates and sensor data, actually. She'll pull that up on a different screen and try not to die of embarrassment about the fact that she can only process, like, a quarter as much information per unit time as Kerrin. 

(If she actually considers it, it - seems pretty clear that this isn't just because Kerrin is smarter. She's also twice Merrin's age and has way more clinical experience with patients. Maybe someday Merrin will be, if not actually that cool, at least partway there.) 

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...Several things that Khemeth is observing seem less than ideal, right now. 

He isn't sure how to intervene, though, or whether he even should intervene. Kalorm will predictably be awake soon - the EEG shows him in REM sleep right now, so possibly very soon, and if not, in an hour or two - and then Merrin will predictably be fine.

Also, he's still...kind of confused about what's going on with Merrin right now? Less so right now - it's very obvious that she feels at loose ends, and that leaving her with too much time to think inevitably results in her chewing endlessly on her social anxiety - but, overall, he wants to figure out that confusion before he tries to have any major interactions with her. And he's not in a great position for that right now. He's functional in the sense that he can keep his eyes open and process information on a screen and place bids on prediction markets, but he's still incredibly tired, and certainly not at his best. 

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Kalorm stays in REM sleep for about 20 minutes, this time. He doesn't wake up, at least not fully; he does squirm a little, halfheartedly trying to roll over and not really succeeding, but the EEG shows him sliding straight back to phase II light sleep. 

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Merrin has been hanging out in her happy place, by which she means looking at gloriously normal lab results and reviewing all the things Kalorm managed to accomplish today and feeling incredibly proud of him. Hopefully she's not being rude right now by leaving Kerrin alone to do her thing, rather than trying to proactively offer help? She hasn't ever done a shift before where she was officially not there to do medtech things. 

Kalorm must be pretty tired and clearly needs the sleep, but she's worried he looks uncomfortable? If he were in a BED, she could fiddle with bed settings to shift his position a little without disturbing him. However, he is not and she cannot do that. Also she can definitely hear the crackles of lung snot building up again. 

 

...She reviews the upcoming treatment plan for the fourth time, and winces, and then grits her teeth and decides to stop awkwardly avoiding the matter. 

[Um. Kerrin. I...actually don't feel great about giving him new drugs before we wake him up to ask his permission? I know they're thinking the nausea drug will work better with some time to kick in, but I think that the first time at least, we really should run it by him first?] 

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Kerrin makes a face, but only slightly. 

[I did wonder about that. There is a good justification that we can explain to him, though] 

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Ughhhhhhhhhh Merrin really doesn't want this to be an argument. She's too tired for that.

[I know - I agree a neurotypical person would prefer to wake up already feeling better and less distracted, especially after the bad experience he just had. But, um, I sort of thing that for Kalorm, probably a lot of what he found bad about it was not being in control? So I really don't want to push him further on that until he's feeling more reassured about it? I think getting off the ventilator will help a lot with that. Uh, and I do think he'll agree that we should administer it this time even if it means he gets a bit more side effects] 

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Kerrin nods. Glances briefly over at the EEG sensor screen. 

[Well, it's going to be a bit of a wait. I'm caught up on history and Treatment Planning and I'm curious about your background - and to hear more about the rescue, it sounds incredibly intense - but let me know if you'd rather keep looking over the chart, or just rest] 

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Great! Time to figure out what's more awkward: bowing out of conversation by claiming tiredness and then sitting here in awkward silence being very bored for another 60-90 minutes, or having a conversation and inevitably saying something stupid. At least having a conversation will be stimulating, and maybe her conversation-having abilities will come back online by the time Kalorm is up? 

She tabs back to the main summary screen. [It's okay, I wasn't really looking at anything important at this point] 

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Kerrin settles back in her floor chair. [So what made you decide on working for Exception Handling?] 

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Oh noooooooooooooooooo that's an unfair question it's fine, it's not like it's the first time anyone has asked Merrin that. She has a script, she doesn't need to ad-lib not talking about secrecy-oathed content. 

[I used to work in a small regional center] Her background is public information, anyone can just go look up her public dossier and see that she's from Harkanam, and probably anyone she talks to knows better than to prod even if they know some things about the events of that winter, but she still doesn't bring it up spontaneously. [I never thought I'd end up with Exception Handling, I mean, my test scores weren't very good. But I have a lot of stamina, I guess, so once I was sort of caught up on the basics I spent a bunch of my free time doing weird emergency sims, and – uh, eventually someone noticed I'd done a lot of them and had a lot of certs and I guess that's the sort of thing that Exception Handling finds useful. So they offered me a job, and at that point I would've felt bad saying no, when I could do something useful...] 

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[Huh. Do you enjoy it?] 

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[Yeah!] Merrin lights up. [I, um, mostly do sims, though even when nothing's an emergency I do some shifts here with real patients so I keep up that practice. But the sims are incredibly cool, the sim writers must put so much work into it. Most of the emergencies aren't as intense as this one was at the start, it was– I really wasn't expecting it]  

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[The whole situation seems very weird! Did you know he hadn't consented to cryo - speaking of that, do you have any idea why not?] 

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[I didn't know!!! I think my team found out when I was in the water trying to grab him, and then they didn't tell me over the radio and everyone was just acting weird and like something was wrong, and I saw it once I was back on the helicopter and actually looking at the chart. I, um. Have not tried to ask him about it. It seems like a complicated topic so I don't know how to communicate about it via picture, and it wasn't super my top priority] 

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[...Yeah, I guess. Anyway. Did you really run three different extracorporeal circuits in a helicopter for four hours?] 

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[I mean, I wasn't in the helicopter for all of it! They'd organized to have one of the Exception Handling medical transport planes come meet us and we did a midair transfer. Which was scary but Kalorm did great. I couldn't've done any of it if he wasn't just, like, in really impressively good physical condition before this happened. ...But yeah, I had three, and some other equipment to juggle, and it was awful. I think I must've dreamed about filter alarms all night] 

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[I can imagine! I've handled three at once but, uh, not in a helicopter. Or a plane. I don't really like flying] She chuckles slightly under her breath, carefully not making enough noise to disturb Kalorm. [I know, it's silly, I move constantly, but I take ground transportation whenever I can. Anyway. It's incredibly impressive that you kept him stable at 18 C for that long!]

Actually, she was startled enough that Treatment Planning would have recommended something that risky that she wondered briefly if it was somehow a prank. And then she read more of Merrin's dossier. 

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[It was really hard and scary! I, uh, it was probably kind of on me that they wanted to try it - I kept flagging that he seemed to be doing better than I would've expected, he was clearly physically more resilient than the generic models were calibrated for. It was still a lot to ask of him, obviously, I'm sure that's part of why he's having such a hard time today. But I think it bought him a lot in terms of the neuroprotective protocol working, so hopefully it'll be worth it...] 

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Kerrin can keep the conversation going for 60-90 minutes, if Kalorm manages to sleep that long! (She suspects he may wake himself up sooner, once he gets uncomfortable enough. The only reason he hasn't coughed himself awake already must be that he's on enough painkillers to cause some degree of cough suppression.) 

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Kalorm, indeed, does not make it through another complete sleep cycle. His second stint of slow wave deep sleep is shorter, as expected, barely ten minutes, and then he's in REM sleep.

Which would usually tend to last longer, later in the night, but he's restless this time - not actually moving, but his heart rate and blood pressure spike. 

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Kerrin gives him some beta blockers. She makes a face about it, but doesn't administer the prophylactic anti-nausea drug. 

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Merrin shifts her floor chair closer so that she'll be right there and easily visible as soon as he wakes up. 

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- and he wakes himself up, coughing and clearly very disoriented, maybe fifteen minutes into his REM cycle. 

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"Hey!" Merrin is right there, reaching for his hands, which he's clumsily moving in the direction of his breathing tube. "It's okay, you're okay. I'm right here. Your breathing is fine, your oxygen saturation is at 94%, that's really good." Well, at least when you account for the fact that he's gone well over two hours without suctioning or repositioning at all.

She wonders if he was having a bad dream, or if he's just disoriented because he doesn't remember falling asleep. He looks really distressed.

"I know you had a pretty unpleasant time of it earlier," she says gently, trapping his good hand between both of hers in a way that will hopefully be reassuring and not just confining. "The medtech from earlier said you were vomiting – do you remember?" 

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