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"- Seems about right. Thank you for confirming." 

Great. Okay. That was the part that sounds reasonable. The next part is... 

 

"So, um, this isn't actually something I know and the evidence I have toward either side is really circumstantial but - let's take just the scenario where I'm here because of a process that had a goal and picked Golarion as a destination because a Merrin, in Golarion, would - do certain things that achieved certain parameters? It could be all sorts of goals, and a lot of the possible goals that optimizing entities in the larger Reality could have aren't...going to be things you or I can understand. But some of them might be. One kind could be - the sort of goal that would make sense for the Governance of a country to have? So I considered whether I could have been sent here so that I could fix medicine - the obvious conclusion given my actual specialty and training, but contradicted by Golarion already having healing magic and also afterlives - and that also doesn't at all explain the antimagical effect." 

Pause. 

"...Next bit is where I start to feel especially uncertain either that my on-the-spot theorizing is actually coherent or possible, or that I can explain it in a way that," won't sound stupid, "...that gets past the translation issues. But it's also working up to the one actual specific hypothesis I have that would, maybe, sort of explain the antimagical effect. So - a kind of goal that hypothetical entities could have is to - direct Reality so it includes certain kinds of - what we from our angle would call stories, I guess? It sounds like Golarion also has fiction so I can assume that translates, I hope. Anyway, fictional stories can have a particular shape of plot element that you see in a lot of different stories? Say, you have investor stories where the brilliant young investor sees some exploitable inefficiency in the economy just before anyone else does and makes huge quantities of money off it and then - I don't know, seduces the girl he has a crush on or builds a personal underground mansion-base on the Moon or something. And, um, hypothetically if you were a character in such a story, sometimes the stories also contain fiction as part of the worldbuilding, so you might recognize a pattern and say 'oh, yes, he's making a fortune, I can predict either seduction or a Moonbase mansion might be in coming in the future'. .....Does that make sense at all?" 

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"I believe so.  You are saying that they build something like novels, only with us as our materials for them, rather than words on pages.  But that which they construct, is in some manner known to you, perhaps from it being seen within dath ilan, and so you also recognize it here."

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"...Yes, that's what I was describing. As one possibility - I'm wildly guessing here and I'm really unsure how to assess relative likelihoods. - Note, I don't think the phenomenon would only happen in ways that I could recognize it? I mean, even if it were based on fiction in dath ilan, I haven't read most of the fiction in dath ilan, there's a lot. So there's a range of possibilities where the underlying causality is - story-based - but I can't recognize it and neither can anyone else here and so it's indistinguishable from the 'random' case or - I guess might just merge into a non-story-trope standard causality based goal..." 

Pause. 

"- Anyway. Assuming that it is based on a story-pattern that I know and could recognize from dath ilan - which, again, is a subset-of-a-subset of the options here - there are a number of different story-patterns that I was...considering. And then looking for evidence of." 

Pause. 

This is the part at which she would mention the romance-trope but - actually - Merrin isn't sure she can say anything about that without it inevitably leading into the part which she should NOT talk about??? 

- oh right, she can just - try saying that. Explicit communication is both a generally good principle when interacting with aliens and has also seemed to work out well before with her and Albe? 

"There's a fact about me that could, in a certain story-pattern, explain the antimagic field, but it relates to an infohazard." 

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"I'm - not quite sure 'infohazard' is translating right?"

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....Huh. 

"- Can you try to repeat back to me what it's translating as? If that seems really off then I can - do my best to explain it to you as though you were a five-year-old - to be clear I am super not thinking of you like a five-year-old in general but that's one of the mental-attitude workarounds I hoped might help with the translation-magic problem." 

(Except in dath ilan even a five-year-old would know what an 'infohazard' was and Merrin isn't sure how to go simpler than that!) 

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"It sounds vaguely like economagical writing that explodes in the face of the first person who reads it."

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Merrin spends several seconds attempting to parse that. 

"I - wait - is it a thing in Golarion that you can have - words written on paper - and if it's the right sequence of words then it explodes when someone reads it? Or is it magical paper or magical ink or something?"

Pause. 

"....I guess that's not the worst analogy either way but infohazards are generally - a lot more abstract than that?" 

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"Yes, we have a variety of magics like that."

"'Infohazard' sounds like it explodes in the mind of somebody who - knows it?  Thinks it?  There are powerful entities like that in Golarion, beings where simply knowing about their existence can enable them to touch your dreams and drive you slowly insane and into their employment.  All of the ones known to me are dead, obviously, since otherwise it wouldn't be safe for me to know about them.  I'm not clear on how something like that could exist in a world without magic."

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"....That's a more central example, I think?"

Also: aaaaaaaaaaaaaah???? 

"- Dath ilan as far as I know does not literally have powerful god-analogous entities where knowing about their existence drives you insane, but - I mean, I wouldn't know. That's - the entire point of having the concept of infohazards, right? And - processes to contain them to various degrees depending on the level of danger - if dath ilan did have entities like that nobody would tell me and that's why I'm not insane."

Pause.

"- The infohazard I was mentioning about me would - probably be less intensely contained than, um, something analogous to a god where knowing about their existence drives people insane. But I - don't have any way of comparing the ranking of infohazards in dath ilan to how thinks work here, so it seems like I'd better be cautious." 

Another pause. 

"....I would feel more comfortable trying to ask a god here about it. If they have four times as much thinkoomph as me then it seems much less likely I could - accidentally break something." 

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"Noted.  Perhaps a sufficiently old and powerful angel would serve the same; I believe Chelish Governance does have one or two on staff."

"I trust you know about this matter and are tracking how it would relate to other matters here, if we are not to know of it?"

Would Merrin please think about why in the Abyss anybody would consider the topic of masochism to be in any way like Things from beyond the Great Beyond?  She's thinking it's dangerous to know about but she's not thinking why.

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Merrin's thoughts have - some content - but it is not exactly answering those questions. She is mostly going over fragmentary and not-especially-informative memory-replays of the super awkward conversation she had with that Keeper that one time. And then vaguely mulling on how it still feels weird that in dath ilan she, apparently, had this trait that was rare and resulted in MONEY and COOL BOYFRIENDS and this would feel very fake except for how it just straight-up happened. 

"Yes, I - am tracking the considerations I know. Which includes everything I could tell you about." If she could spend literally five minutes talking to an actual Keeper then she would have so much of a better understanding of how risky this actually was! 

"'Angel' isn't translating clearly to me? By context I'm inferring they are - very very senior Governance officials, who have close working relationships with Asmodeus or other gods? Anyway yes if it's possible to arrange for one of them to talk to me that would be really helpful, I'm sure." 

 

 

- Merrin's verbal-loop processing is operating on a bit of a delay right now due to ALL OF THE EVERYTHING and so this is the point at which she catches up to– 

"- sorry wait gods can die? How does that happen? How many of them have - died - and how - do they have afterlives too -?" 

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"Angels are beings of Heaven that enter into Golarion for a time."

"I... don't believe the gods have afterlives, no.  There are not many gods in the first place; I doubt that more than ten or a hundred have ever died."

Would this person STOP BEING SUCH A RIDICULOUS PALADIN, actually no, she takes that back, that's speaking too much ill of paladins, even paladins don't go charging off to save Great Old Ones.

"Shall we possibly continue the testing of your immunity with respect to the other elemental energies, rather than delaying that, while we talk?"

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Okay but that wasn't an answer to her question  ...it seems like probably Albe doesn't know to within an entire order of magnitude? Which - says some things, about Golarion's general ability to collect and analyze data on literally anything, since - Merrin would assume - it's especially hard to miss if an entire god dies? 

She is trying really hard not to develop a whole lot of pointless negative affect about the lack of available data - she could survive without prediction markets, she doesn't love it but she can and she even has training in working with the computers being down, but - you don't need computers to keep notes and records, Golarion has paper.... 

Okay so let's assume 100 gods dead over all of Golarion's history is an upper bound (not that Merrin is even slightly taking that for granted if they're this bad at tracking measurable information) - and let's say the median god has 3.5x as much thinkoomph as the median human, she's totally making that up but - 

 

- one of Merrin's boyfriends, who is a remarkably sweet and lovely human being and it's impressive that he can nonetheless manage to hurt her as satisfyingly as he does, would have a model of how to compare the moral tragedy of a god-death to a human death, under those assumptions. Or, no, actually he would have eight different models and several dozen spreadsheets and he would spend multiple hours explaining all the intricacies, and, and– 

 

 

Merrin has no idea what the conclusion would be, except that she misses him and she misses home and she should focus now. 

Blink blink. "Yes, sorry, that's a good plan." What are they testing again. Merrin was distracted having feelings. 

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"Had you, possibly, wished to change your clothing before continuing with those trials, as applied to your hair."

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"- Yes, right." Some poor Governance official was convinced or perhaps mildly socially pressured to sell his clothes so that Merrin can wear them and not risk her one (1) dath-ilan-manufactured outfit. It's not as though it's a special outfit, or one she was incredibly attached to - her actual date outfit was in her carry-on, due to not being appropriate to wear on a plane - but probably the clothing available here is far lower quality and also literally all of the high-quality clothing she's seen is incredibly doompunk. Which is, like, fine, but not Merrin's preferred all-the-time vibe. 

 

Flirting is the last thing on Merrin's mind; she's too busy processing the fact that DEAD GODS and also being homesick. She strips off her top and puts on the borrowed one without any attempts toward modesty. 

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This woman might be something of a project.  After some reflection on probable outcomes, Albe mostly acts like nothing interesting is happening at the moment.


Once Merrin finishes changing clothes, Albe summons a sphere of Elemental Fire, and lifts (gently) a lock of Merrin's hair to wave it through, if Merrin doesn't stop her.

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This isn't completely non-stressful but Merrin is, in fact, a lot less stressed about economicmagic-research-lab safety now that she feels that she and Albe are actually on the same page about this. She watches the sphere of fire with somewhat tired curiosity, and remembers that she meant to ask about the whole 'continuum of ontologically-simple fire' thing but decides against interrupting Albe while she's in the middle of something delicate. 

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Albe touches the lock of Merrin's hair with her own fingers.  "Warmed, as I expected.  Your hair is immune to the economagical ontologically-simple fire, but is heated as normal by the air that the fire is heating.  You should, if you must cross a room full of magical fire, hold your breath and cross through quickly."

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"Huh. Neat. Good to know." 

 

Maybe gods in Golarion, since when they die it's actually a True Death sort of thing, also...end up in another world? Merrin can't decide if that's reassuring or not. It's at least a step forward from 'being sad', and feels like a good point at which to put a mental pin in that entire line of thought and set it aside for NOT NOW. 

 

- oh right. Flirting. Was maybe happening. ...Replaying everything that's happened, either flirting was almost certainly happening or Merrin is spectacularly bad at picking up on subtext when interacting with nonhumans from another Civilization. But - probably flirting? Merrin has not actually made a decision on how she feels about that, and also hasn't communicated about it because infohazards. And ALSO she assured Albe that she was tracking all the considerations for the Romance hypothesis. (...Which feels a lot like what she imagines it might feel to be steered into some kind of ridiculous Romance-shenanigans plot, because of course from the inside it would feel like each of her decisions was just following common sense?) 

She - is finding it somewhat thrilling, actually, to imagine flirting back while still in a dangerous magical-research lab, and it being fine because danger, in this world, is so much less real, because all mistakes are recoverable, because you can't break anything permanently that magic can't set right - 

...Except that it's unclear whether it's actually less real, for her, because healing magic doesn't work on her and their bringing-back-dead-people magic might also not work on her and - well, for all she knows the afterlives aren't for her either. And she doesn't want to stop existing, actually, and - she's not especially enthused about randomly ending up in yet another different world, if that's the thing that would happen, she's just started to get to know people here. 

One of those people being Albe, who is infohazardously beautiful and reasonably smart and incredibly doompunk and also seems to like Merrin. She....would actually be pretty sad about missing out on whatever might happen next because she did something careless. Which is just another reason to keep following her common sense and being careful, like she would have been trying to do anyway

She smiles at Albe. "What's the next test?" 

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Would this woman PLEASE think about what bad thing actually HAPPENS if somebody knows that she is a masochist?  Wait, why is Albe infohazardously beautiful, is this -

- is this actually just about fucking heresy, dangerous thoughts that lead to Lawful-Good fucking heresy, is Merrin fucking kidding her.

"We go on to the other ontologically-simple energies.  I'll run through them faster, there's a fair number of those."

Water, Air, Earth.  Water and Air are uninteresting, the Earth sphere does succeed in repelling Merrin's hair although it crumbles at each touch.

A sphere of deadly-looking darkness, which also cannot touch Merrin's hair.

Then comes a sphere of crackling electricity, if Merrin has anything to say about that. 

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If Merrin were aware her thoughts were being read she would be putting more effort into thinking less sloppy thoughts (and also would be intensely self-conscious, and would have so many additional questions) but she is not aware of this.

Merrin isn't worried? It's not more alarming than the the fire, and most of her concern and alarm had nothing to do with visual-scariness; her background prior that a new previously-unknown kind of magic will do something other than vanish or crumble is dropping with each additional instance. 

She's not bored, exactly, it's hard to be actually-bored when you're watching examples of real actual magic, but she's definitely thinking about her list of unanswered questions and wondering how many more tests Albe wants to try. 

"...At some point I do want to get you to explain what 'ontologically-simple energy' means," Merrin says. "What's this one called? And what was the dark one before this one called?" 

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"Lightning.  The dark one before this was Negative."

"There are six major continuums in what's called the Inner Sphere of the Multiverse, surrounding us in the Primary Material, though - this is not really a sphere, we are not really at the center, it is not a matter of things arranged in space.  Space exists within continuums, not between them.  But from here you could, with the right magic, move into the continuum of not-really-thereness, that didn't translate, the 'Ethereal', and then into the six Inner 'Planes' of Positive, Negative, Earth, Water, Air, Fire."

"Lightning is a quasi-continuum of the overlap between Air and Positive.  After this I will try energy from the para-continuum of Magma, from the overlap between Fire and Earth.  Energies from all inner and para and quasi continuua collectively comprise the Primary Material continuum that holds Golarion."

Sphere of blazing lava!

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Whooooooa that's really cool! Merrin has decided that being, at this point, fairly definitively confirmed to be anti-magical is GREAT because she isn't stressed about the sphere of BLAZING LAVA which is RIGHT THERE and probably no one in dath ilan Civilization has ever gotten to experience this. (And to the extent that someone needs to be worried about safety precautions Just In Case, Merrin is basically just going to leave that to Albe, who of the two of them is the one who actually knows things about economicmagic.) 

"Wow. I have so many questions about - I don't even know where to start - the spatial-mathematical structure of your entire world and what exactly you're doing when you - combine energy from different continuua and how that gets you lava. ...Actually that question might just collapse to 'please tell me everything known in Golarion about your known physical laws and how economicmagic interacts with them' which I realize is an unreasonable ask right this second." 

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"You may possibly be overestimating how much we know about - 'physicallaws' is not a word that's translating very well for me.  We know much about how the forces of magic interact within themselves, because that is necessary for wizards to learn to cast spells at all.  The more mundane ontologically-simple energies, and how those combine beyond simply paired interactions to form the whole Prime Material - this is less known."

The blazing lava doesn't burn Merrin's hair, but does repel it on contact like Earth, though it is visible to keen-enough senses that the Magma is also being destroyed by the hair's touch.

"I admit, I'm a little curious about what would happen if you poked the Magma with your little finger, or maybe your little toe just in case."

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"- Do you expect it to be different from the hair test? I am also curious and I don't mind trying but I should confirm explicitly that the worst-case if I am inexplicably immune to all magic up until now but not Magma is that I end up with a burnt toe and have to handle it with normal non-magical first aid."

Which sounds pretty inconvenient but - basically fine? ...Oh wait this world doesn't have antibiotics. Maybe less definitely-fine-for-sure? Still deeply unlikely to be life-threatening if she avoids being stupid about it. Merrin cannot actually manage to feel nervous about poking the Magma with her toe. 

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