Oh no it's another topic that's likely to make Wei Wuxian very upset and angry. At least he's already mostly lying down?
She really wants to give both of these poor children a hug. And then fix their entire world for them.
–huh where did that thought come from. That....is not the sort of thing that Merrin thinks of herself as being even slightly capable of. Though it's not as if she had any previous reason to wonder about that, really. Dath ilan didn't need fixing. It was fine. Better than fine, really.
...Merrin isn't sure if she can be okay, though, if she's in a place where entire families murder entire other families for, as far as she can tell so far, no discernable reason. Where people's homes are burned to the ground and children die in the process. Whether or not they have 'souls', that preserve their mindstate and information and personhood, so they can be - vengeful, angry, lost ghosts. Or so that they can - come back again and start new lives, over? She didn't really follow that part. It's...better, she supposes, than the alternative. But it doesn't feel like it makes it okay.
One of her hands is occupied with the container of rehydration solution, but she puts the spoon back in it and frees up an arm so that she can reach out and take Wei Wuxian's wrist again to check his pulse. She wants to know if his heart rate is spiking to unhealthy levels again, but also it gives her an excuse for some semblance of comforting touch.
She doesn't say that she's sorry. It's pretty understandable, that it doesn't help.
...She can't fix it. She can't undo any of what already happened and it's unlikely she can do much for the next few weeks - or months, or maybe years - either.
But she can show them how to make planes. She can teach them the math to understand the fundamentals of their reality, even if she has to fight to dredge it up from long-ago lessons that she barely understood at the time and hasn't thought about in a decade.
- and if she tries very hard and applies all her hard-earned skill, and if the chaos of this world can hold still for her for just a few more days, then she can keep this kid, with his anger and curiosity and obvious brilliance and absurd inability to stay on topic for five seconds in a row and his walking corpses and his eagerness to be an exceptionally resentful ghost, from getting himself stupidly killed because he insists on making life choices like "only consuming inexplicably grape-flavored cleaning products".