He wakes up with a rasping gasp and immediately sits up and starts coughing.
What... the fuck?
"Give me a minute," he tells Haru's shoulder, "to regain my composure. Then yeah."
He wraps his arms around Haru's neck. "Nope." He's not shaking anymore. "Sometimes feeling bad things can be good and this was one of them."
"...well I wasn't thinking like that but I'm so gone over you I'm pretty sure I'd try whatever you wanted me to."
"No?" He lowers his voice. "You wouldn't like me at your feet, obedient and worshipful, serving you and servicing you in every way, doing whatever you tell me to do to please you?"
"- there's an English expression about bossy opinionated people, that they 'like to have their own way', and I always thought that was a weird expression, because if someone wouldn't like to have their own way then there has been some fundamental definitional confusion about what their own way might be, and that is also how I feel about what you just said."
"—you sound kinda horny but I didn't follow enough of that to be able to keep flirting in response," he says, which is probably pathetic and he's feeling dumb as fuck, good job Yutaka you're not even smart enough to flirt with Haru the right way.
Haru kisses his forehead. "Do you want me to try to say it again differently or just figure out what we're doing for dinner?"
"...I want to know more about how to make you horny so definitely the first thing."
Haru giggles. "So like - not everything you listed is doing much for me but the things that are, it's really hard to imagine it constituting a kink that they do? Of course I like it when I get what I want, that is what it means if I want a thing. I don't think it's a kink to just use words correctly. But I think I am maybe missing something about the concepts you're drawing on."
"...well sometimes the thing that I want is that someone else decide for me what I'm getting without consulting me first."
"That seems legit to refer to as a kink! Sort of like there's a word for a prix fixe menu but not a word for the normal kind of restaurant where you go and you ask for a thing and you get that thing."
"And the opposite kink would be—wanting someone else to do stuff for you without you needing to reciprocate? Just choosing whatever makes you feel good and having the other person do that."
"...okay but it would be so hot if you just used me for whatever made you feel good and didn't care about me, though." He thinks he's definitely starting to understand this boy better.
"That is a very weird way for you to be and it will encourage unbecoming character traits in me," Haru murmurs in his ear, when he's decided he's through with the kiss.
He shivers and swallows dryly and this time it is not because of the movie. "You will not find me complaining."
"What, are you like this all the time? You don't have moments of insubordinate preference?" Haru asks, taking Yutaka's hand and pulling him up out of his theater seat. "Do you know a good restaurant around here?"
"Haru if you want to just tell me what to do forever I don't think I will ever complain." Quite the opposite. "And yes I do."