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I wanted to read more Than/Zag fluff and then I noticed I had the power to write it myself
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Zag grins, though Than cannot see it, but then turns a bit more serious as he remembers the topic of conversation and sighs. "I think I figured out what else I am the god of."

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Than makes a muffled questioning noise.

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"Rebirth. Of... of not staying dead. Not staying in the Underworld. Of being reborn."

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Thanatos pushes himself up a bit so he can look up at Zagreus. "Zag?"

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"I spoke to Nyx about it. And to my mother. I think... I think I know what I will have to do."

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"...Zagreus, can you please stop beating around the bush and say it, I don't like any of the inferences I'm making."

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"I am bound to the Underworld through my connection to my father. My blood ties to him. My seat as Prince of the Underworld and son of Hades. The only way I can stay... the only way I could be released from Father's binding contract..."

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"...would be for you to abdicate your godhead and be born as a mortal," Thanatos completes the thought, closing his eyes and dropping his head back onto his lover's lap. "Zagreus..."

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"Not just my godhead. My—all of my ties to the Underworld. My memories, too."

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He pushes himself up and stands up in the air again. "Your what?"

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"I would have to be born as a mortal, build a life as a mortal, grow up and live as a mortal..."

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"Suffer as a mortal, from illness and hunger and cold and, and, and you'd die one day and would you even get it back if you died? When you died?"

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"I... don't know, Than. I truly don't."

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"So... the answer is you're not going to do it."

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"Than..."

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"Why? What would the point even be, living a mortal life, less than a single century, and be as fragile and weak and, and alone as a mortal, and be afraid of, of—"

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"I don't think I would ever be afraid of you, my love. Even without any memories."

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"You still wouldn't even remember, and—I couldn't follow you there, I'm a chthonic god, too, I—there are limits to what I—"

He lands onto his feet and starts pacing, left and right, looking visibly distressed.

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"It's less than a century, like you said—"

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"—and would it even be you, what does it even mean to be reborn if you wouldn't remember anything, wouldn't have your divinity, wouldn't—"

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"Than, calm down! Please!"

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He stops pacing and looks directly at Zagreus, something wild running in his eyes before he shuts them and takes a deep calming breath.

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"C'mere," he says, stretching his arms out for a hug.

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He doesn't open his eyes again, but he floats back onto the bed and accepts the hug.

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That's better. He wraps his arms around his loved and rests his chin on Thanatos's shoulder. "If I do this, it's not going to be right now, or tomorrow or anything. I'm not going to disappear on you. I am going to give you all the time you need. And we can figure out exactly how it's going to go, and I will not do it by surprise, and you'll be there with me every step of the way."

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