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And then he pulls Than closer for said proper kiss, which only starts with a chaste peck but Zag quickly presses his advantage to bend Than back for a proper Hollywood kiss.

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Thanatos gasps a bit but he has FloatingTM on his side and so he does not lose his balance.

(Though he's sure Zagreus would've caught him if he had. Which makes him feel far too many things right now.)

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And after Zagreus feels has been an appropriate amount of time to spend snogging his lover he pulls Than back up straight and beams at him.

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Thanatos floats upright and raises an eyebrow. "Quite done with the proper kiss, then?" he says, a bit too much on the toneless side for anyone who knows him well enough.

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Zagreus knows him well enough. He really enjoys causing these secret reactions on Thanatos, and beams even wider. "Yes, Than, we are. Now shoo, go have your work time and stuff. I will see you later."

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That sounded almost like an order or something. This is far too many feelings and anyone who says his cheeks turn bluer at that is LYING. "Yes."

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"I love you, Thanatos."

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UGH why must he do this. "I love you too, Zagreus." Okay this is good enough he can disappear now right? Right. Poof.

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Zag laughs and shakes his head.

Okay, he should... look for Nyx, actually. He wants to ask her a question.

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Nyx is quite predictable in her chosen floating locations, so she's not particularly hard to find. She makes no comment on Zagreus's state of dress, nor his state of being marked. While she almost certainly notices, it's hardly like Nyx to display much of a reaction. All she says is a perfectly ordinary:

"Hello, child."

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"Nyx! I was looking for you. I have a kind of... difficult question and I figured you were the most likely to know how to get an answer."

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"Ask, and I will offer whatever answer I can."

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"So, I cannot stay up on the surface for very long, right? I burn up, I can sleep and eat to last days but it's never longer than that. But other gods can. Like Than himself."

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"Yes. Your binding on pain of death to this realm is, if anything, a peculiarity. One only truly matched, I think, by your father. Though as you'll have noticed, while Thanatos is often on the surface, his home has ever been here. So I will not say there is no binding for other gods of the Underworld at all."

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"But Father was once an Olympian, right? So what I'm getting at is... how do I get around that? I, I don't want to leave or run away or anything, not anymore at least, but I do want to..." And here, words fail him, at least momentarily.

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"I understand, child," she says, gently. As Thanatos's mother, and probably therefore extremely accustomed to people feeling things but not being able to put them to words, this is certainly probable. "Hades was an Olympian, and took up his mantle later. With it, he took up his binding. I do not think he could return to being what he was even if he tried, now. But you are not him."

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"That sounds promising..."

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"Perhaps. But it is not a thing that has been done, before, and I do not know how to accomplish it. Your binding and your mantle as Son of Hades and Prince of the Underworld are, if not one and the same, at least inextricably tied. I do not expect you could put down one without also putting down the other. And then there is the question of if you could reclaim them after."

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"I... think I see? I would have to... abdicate? What even is there to abdicate? If being Prince of the Underworld has any perks I don't think anyone's mentioned them to me."

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"More than abdicate, child. It is not a mere title that binds you here. It is your bloodline, your history, many of the things that make you yourself. That you are your father's son, even though you are not, and will never be, his heir."

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"...this sounds like you are saying it's impossible except not...?"

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"I do not know if it is possible or not. What I do know is that if there is any god that could dissolve or subvert the ties of blood that bind you, even when it seems impossible, it would be you."

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He opens his mouth but closes it in silence and furrows his eyebrows. "Damnit," he says after a couple of seconds.

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"It is not an easy thing, that you ask. But that does not mean it is not worth doing."

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"Do you think so? I was... kind of worried it was too selfish." Which he didn't mention to Than because he knows exactly what his lover would've said to that.

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