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Cayaldwin is actually mostly staring off into space processing the fact that they can now end death and it still won't bring his father back, how profoundly unfair it is -

<That makes sense> he says distractedly.

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<Maybe you should morph human?> Matirin suggests to Leareth. He is not standing right near them because he doesn't want it to be conspicuous that he's leaving the herd for secret reasons every day, but he's not very far away and can still read Mhalir.

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<He is not going to recognize my human face but I suppose that might still be less scary than Andalites. Maybe I should ask him if he wants me to Gate his lieutenant over here? She and her host already know about him so it will not mean spreading the secret further.> 

And both of them are currently under one of his standard opsec compulsions not to talk about it, which Leareth feels slightly bad about because he should really have asked the two of them if they were okay with that before briefing them, consenting to it after the fact inevitably involved nonzero coercion. But it does mean it's safe enough. 

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<That seems like it might be a good idea.>

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He's halfway into the demorph now, and switches to Mindspeech. :Mhalir, I am demorphing to human since that is more familiar to you. Would you like me to Gate your lieutenant over? I imagine a familiar face will help: 

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Mhalir should probably have thought of that and feels stupid that he didn't, but also his thoughts are currently boxed into a position where it feels very dubious that he's allowed to want things and ask for them, even though that is also stupid. He's grateful to Leareth for offering it, and for the ongoing calming-magic. "Yes." 

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Leareth finishes the demorph and then sends a quick text message to her, asking if she's available to meet now. They never put anything Mhalir-related in messages they exchange but she'll know what he's contacting her about. 

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She replies confirming she can meet now.

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:I will be right back: he promises to Mhalir, and ducks over a few rooms, so that no one incidentally in the Yeerks' base will see anything other than a boring nondescript Andalite conference room. He raises a Gate to the same place as before. 

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She hurries through. She is nervous but thinking that if the Andalites are going to turn on them there remains nothing to be done.

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Leareth drops the Gate immediately, but pauses in the conference room before taking her over. It's well-shielded; private conversations are safe. 

:We solved the re-embodiment problem with morph and were able to give Mhalir a new body, human at his request: he tells her, in Mindspeech so it won't distract Mhalir. :He seems to have come across intact and as himself, but also quite confused and scared, I think because the process itself was disorienting and also he is getting used to having a body at all and is having some trouble accessing memories from when he was running on the computer. Also I think waking up among Andalites alarmed him. We hoped that having a familiar face would help. Any questions?: 

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She looks startled and spends a minute taking it in. "I don't - think so." She's trying to think how this could be a trick. They could pretend a human who wasn't Mhalir was, if the human could put her questions to the computer backup of Mhalir? - she can figure that out later. 

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Leareth does not try to dissuade her paranoia. Paranoia is very sensible here. He just leads her, silently, over to the room where Mhalir is sitting on the floor with his eyes closed and hugging himself. 

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Mhalir hears the footsteps, but making a decision based on that information seems to be stuck. 

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"Hey. Leareth claims that - you're Mhalir. That they put you in a human at your request."

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He opens his eyes. Manages not to panic even though the Andalite scientist is still in his field of view. A dark-haired man, presumably Leareth, is standing next to his lieutenant from before, Sub-Visser Forty-Three. 

"Essam six-ten," he says. That much comes back easily. "I - yes - they have been working on this for two months. I gave– well, the me that is still running on the computer gave the go-ahead to try it, and it seems this attempt worked. I do not remember the last two months that well right now, but I think in the same way it is harder to remember the pool after we leave it for our hosts? And there are even fewer cues to hold onto. I - know we have spoken in that time - you asked about running a copy of me on your base? And I said no because it seemed a waste of resources, but I - did ask you to keep a copy saved, just in case. I think." Shrug. "You can ask more questions if you want to verify it is me." 

His expression is mostly neutral, his voice level. That much is a lot like the old Mhalir while in a human host, accounting for the difference that his current composite-morph human body is male. The rest of his body language is un-Mhalir-like, though; he's still on the floor, curled up, radiating fear. 

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"I know that they have a copy of you who they can pose questions to, so I need to think about what would be useful to ask." Glare at the nearest Andalite. "Do you have clothes for him."

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<I think Leareth has an artificial skin collection.>

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"I have some clothes for him in a box." Except apparently he got distracted from that. He retrieves the box and offers it to Mhalir.

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Mhalir gets dressed. He's vaguely reassured by Essam's paranoia as well as her sheer presence. 

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She is standing, pointlessly, between him and Cayaldwin with her arms folded across her chest.

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"Can we speak alone?" Mhalir asks Leareth. "- Preferably without having our minds read." 

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"That seems fine." Since he has been reading both of their minds, and not just on this occasion, Leareth is very confident that they're not going to plot sabotage or murder each other, and neither of them is Gifted so they can't Gate out or something. "We can let you have this room. If you take longer than ten minutes I will knock and make sure everything is all right." 

He nudges Cayaldwin to head to the next room over or out to the field. 

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Cayaldwin leaves for the field.

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She shuts the door behind them. "I think Leareth can still read us if he wants to."

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