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Hug?

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Hug.

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"Eventually everything will be okay."

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"Eventually."

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"But then we'll have forever once it is."

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"That's what they call a bright side, isn't it."

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"I think things being bad now and guaranteed to eventually be good is very emotionally healthy for me. Most mes grow up in places that are nice and then stop and I don't cope well."

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"I can see how that would lead to a deficiency in one's skillset."

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"I usually kill a lot of people. I have a reason, but still."

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"It's kind of weird that you talk about things your alts did in the first person."

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"Boots thinks so too."

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"I haven't met any of my alts. Don't even know if I have any. But I have been lots of people, and I know that it's... not good, to let your self get lost in the shuffle."

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"If I think about my alts as other people then I feel kind of competitive with them and that's scary."

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"How so?"

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"I need to be the smartest person in the universe to deserve to exist and if there are others of me then I can't be."

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"Oh." Sounds like she's not the only one who needs to see a therapist.

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"I know it's a kind of silly thing to think, but it doesn't really go away. Being here helps because there's something I can do no one else can do."

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"It's a lot harder to get rid of silly thoughts than it is to recognize their silliness."

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"Boots' a therapist, but she wouldn't therapize me and I don't want to get some other subtle artist to get the thoughts to go away because then I'd still be just as undeserving of existing but I wouldn't know it."

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"I don't think of it in terms of what is deserved. If you're alive through no fault of your own, make what you can of it."

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"Elves don't die, so it's not - that I could stop. It's just that it hurts feeling like I shouldn't exist and won't possibly be good enough to make up for it and will just - know that, forever -"

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"That does sound painful, though I can't say I've ever felt- unwanted, that way. All the mes I've ever been were built for a purpose of one sort or another."

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"It's worse for the grownup mes. I'm the happiest Fëanáro by a lot."

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"I guess that's something."

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"Yeah. Thank you for helping me figure out how to help this world."

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