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Sep 24, 2019 4:42 AM
A Serg makes an ill-advised deal for power
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"Yeah. Must be nice." And, wryly, "I'm not sure anyone in my family is a good person."

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Awww. Jenna hugs him really tightly. She didn't mean to make him moody and she's a little sad that she did even though it was good to learn about him in the long run she still didn't want to make him sad. "I'm sorry your parents are so awful," she tells him, holding him close. "But you're here at school now and can make new friends and meet new people and have a good time away from them where you don't have to deal with them." Friends like me, she doesn't say. He's sweet and good and really cute and doesn't deserve awful parents. She hugs him a little bit tighter. "Okay?" 

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"Hey, it's okay." He hugs her and kisses the top of her head. "I'm not, like... they're really not that bad? I guess I just don't think of being a good person... the way most people do, like it's, I dunno, a qualification for being human. My parents annoy me and I annoy them right back and there's not really a good guy and a bad guy in that situation, it just kind of sucks. I... don't have to think I'm right to think I'm valid. My parents aren't great and I'm honestly not that great either and... I can still go to college and make new friends and figure out how to be good to people and live the life I decide I want, whatever the hell that is. I dunno, I'm probably not making any sense. Sorry."

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Jenna squeezes him tighter, wrapping her arms around him more. This is really not how she expected their date to go but he's sweet and cute and things and she's perfectly happy to comfort him and tell him how good he is if he needs it. "I'm not sure I got all of that," she says, "But no matter what your parents think, think you're great. Whatever crappy things were going on before, that doesn't necessarily make you bad. And you're here now. And you can do all of those things. You're already doing those things! And hopefully, for the most part, having fun doing them." Well, she's not sure if she made all that much sense but hopefully she was comforting. 

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"... You're really cute. And I like you a lot. And I'm glad you like me and want to hang out with me and think I deserve nice things. I like you and want to hang out with you and think you deserve nice things too. And... fuck, I don't know, it's hard to make any sense about this. And. Do you wanna go back to my car and make out?"

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Jenna blinks at the sudden mood shift at the end. Or, not mood shift, he's clearly still sad about things even if he says he wants to go make out, maybe he wants to take his mind off of things? She'd wanted to go back to his car to make out at the start of this date but right now she's not sure that's such a good idea what with him being sad and all. Even if it was really fun to think about and remember her fantasies and how it would feel to be kissed and touched by him. "I can kiss you some if you want," she says tentatively, "but it seems like it might be better to talk this through some? If you want that, is, we don't have to talk about this any more if you don't want to." He is being a lot more emotional than she expected, to be honest.

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He laughs a little, hugging her. "When I try to talk about my feelings I keep being bad at it! I want to instead do something I'm not bad at!"

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Jenna grins at him a little sheepishly, leans over, and gives him a soft kiss on his chest. "You are very good at kissing," she says, grinning despite herself, remembering the dance and how nice it was to kiss and be kissed and be held and danced with. "We can always talk about things later. But I like you and I think it's very silly that you're being hard on yourself." And maybe she could make out with him. Just a little. He is really attractive and it was what she wanted to do even if only a little. But not too much, for sure. "I don't want to go too far," she tells him, regretting it immediately. What if that means he doesn't want to make out with her? "I mean. I bet you want me to go in the car because you want to do things you don't want to do in public." She blushes really deeply. "But I don't think I want to have sex yet but I do want to make out with you? It might be a little bit of a slow start after all this but I would like to do it I think. If that's ok." And once again she's no longer able to talk properly why is it that talking to Sean like this does this to her so much, so much for being eloquent or having any conversational ability at all. 

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"I promise you if I was trying to have sex with you I'd have suggested we go somewhere with a bed! I have an apartment and everything!" He grins and kisses her on the cheek. "You're so cute. Yeah, of course that's okay."

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Jenna gives him a small smile. It really is silly what he was thinking and doing before, he's clearly sweet and sensitive and good, no matter what his parents think or he thinks or whatever that was. And also she's certainly not thinking about what his apartment is like and how it would feel to go there. No, certainly not. She's certainly not imagining him driving her there and carrying her up the stairs and putting her in his giant bed and taking all of her clothes off and taking all of his clothes off and... no, nope. She's not thinking about that. She blushes a little. "So, um. Where's your car, then?" She's still feeling a little off from the earlier conversation but the prospect of making out with him more is making her want to giggle and bounce up and down again. But she probably shouldn't do that even if she wants to. 

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He stands up, pulls her to her feet, and kisses her.

 

Then he leads her toward the car.

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Jenna grins and shivers when he moves her and kisses her like that, kissing him right back. He's so cute and sure and his kisses are so nice and she really can't wait to get into his car and maybe pull off his shirt and maybe pull off her own shirt and kiss and make out and yeah whatever emotional things were going on before can wait. She really can't wait to kiss him some more and touch him and feel his hands on her and... and lots of things. As long as they don't go too far. Which he said he'd do. Grinning, Jenna follows behind him.

His car is just as amazing as it was before, if not more so. It really is kindof crazy that his parents bribed him with it although given that they were bribing his school before or something like that she can kindof understand how that happened and why is she thinking about this again when she can be thinking about Sean and makeouts and in any case it's not really the outside of the car that matters it's the inside and more importantly who is inside with her and what they're going to be doing. She heads for the passenger door, opens it when he unlocks it, and gets inside, sitting down once again in the nice soft luxurious seats. It is such a nice car and it is about to have a much nicer boy inside and then kissing will occur and it will be so good and sweet and wonderful! She bounces a little in the chair where he can't see. Probably. 

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He does, in fact, really want to make out with her in his car for a while. It's so much simpler than trying to talk about his feelings.

He does also want to read her mind, though.

He leans across the space between the seats and kisses her, and closes his eyes for a moment, and doesn't quite close them far enough, and a soft golden glow flickers between his eyelashes.

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Jenna leans towards him as he leans towards her and kisses him deeply, enjoying just how good and sweet and lovely it is and how it makes her feel all jittery and wonderful and happy and good to be kissing a cute boy and then there's a really strange flicker of glowing light on his eyes but it's probably just a reflection of the setting sun or something weird like that and in any case what does that matter when there are kisses to be had. Really good kisses from a cute boy with muscles and a smile who's sweet and kind and good and she reaches out to touch his muscles and touch him and run her hands over his body not quite knowing what to do but just doing what feels right and she's sure he'll tell her if she does something wrong. It's a little bit illicit making out in the car like this and she knows her mother certainly wouldn't approve but that does add to how nice it feels, if only just a little bit. He's sweet and strong and sure and kind and really kissing is wonderful and she probably should have tried it before. But doing it with Sean is really really nice. 

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Damn, that could have been awkward. Luckily she's too distracted by kisses to care.

Wow, kissing her was already really good but kissing her while reading her mind is so much better. He can feel everything she's enjoying, and adjust his approach accordingly, and feel how much better that makes it, and when she does something he likes and he makes happy noises he can tell whether she understood him or not, and her thoughts are such a delightful mess and he wants to do all kinds of things to her but he can wait, he really can, kissing and touching is more than enough for now.

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He is so good at kissing!! Before it was sweet and good and lovely and wonderful but now it's really good he's doing all the things she likes and making really good noises when she does what he likes and he likes it when she puts her hands there and she likes it when he puts his hands there and she kindof wants to take off his shirt to see him shirtless and see his skin and touch it without slipping a hand under his shirt and she kindof wants him to take off her shirt but she doesn't want to go too fast yet because she doesn't want to go too far yet even if she did manage to succeed at her goal of getting to know him better tonight and can just relax and enjoy things because she doesn't want to go too far too fast even if it would be amazing to just strip him naked and look at him and see him smile and do... other things but she doesn't want to lose her virginity yet and certainly not in a car like this so she's just going to slip her hands under his shirt and touch him and kiss him on his mouth and face and anywhere else he likes. This is really really stupefyingly happy!! Her mother wouldn't be happy at least not yet but as long as things keep going well she can tell them in a couple weeks and even if Mom will be unhappy her father will give him that soft pleased smile (though he'll probably tell her to be careful) and James will probably be proud and she's not sure what Daisy is thinking these days and Lacey will think it's cute and adorable and why is she thinking of her family when there's a cute boy to be kissing and thinking about. She should think about that instead. She kisses him deeply, wriggling a little closer so she can touch him better and maybe bouncing up and down with glee just a little. Kissing is so wonderful!!

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Oh it's so good the way she likes things. He wants to keep doing all the things she likes, he wants to discover more things she likes and do those, he wants to touch her and feel her hands on him and—he's still managing to carefully steer away from all the things that make her conflicted about how far she wants to go, but it's getting harder, because it's nice to feel her wanting him and it's easy to just keep turning her on more and more—

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She really really likes things, she really really likes things. She's never been so close to anyone like this with their bodies pressing together and their hands roaming around and he's so very very good at this and he keeps finding things that make her squirm or gasp or moan or all three. And even if she wants to hold back she wants more, she wants more now, she wants to feel how good it can get and she can tell he wants more too, listening to the pretty sounds he makes and where his hands go and the way his muscles ripple under her own hands and how his body presses on hers as she presses against him. She doesn't want to be easy like her mother keeps warning her about she shouldn't be brazen but none of that matters she wants more and it's silly that there's all this clothing in the way and she bites her tongue and takes her hands under his shirt and starts to lift it off, breathless, looking at his body in the dimming light. He's so hot and she wants to touch him, feel him, see him, taste him, and she is still not going too far this is where she wanted to be it's ok to keep doing this and so she does, looking at him with lust and need and awe, running her hands over his chest and moving herself so he can pull down her top if he wants, and she really hope he wants, age wants to feel her skin against his and his hands on her breasts and so much more. He's so amazing and this feels so good and he's so wonderful and incredible and hot and sexy and this is the most spectacular moment of her life and it's only going to get better. 

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It's easy to get caught up in the moment, to let her take his shirt off and to feel her touching him and to reach for her at that wordless invitation and find out even more ways she likes to be touched, to chase that feeling of breathless urgent pleasure and kiss the side of her neck and—he is distantly aware that it's unusual how he doesn't have the slightest urge to hurt her, but her pleasure and desire and happiness are so incredibly compelling that he can just follow wherever her mind leads him, he can just get lost in it, with no artifice at all, and he doesn't have to try to remember to be Helpful Sean, he doesn't have to try to focus on the right things, it all just follows naturally from touching her and feeling her and listening to her thoughts.

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Jenna sighs softly as he pulls her top down just like she wanted and then she can feel his hands directly on her skin and they's still this stupid bra in the way but she can wriggle out of that enough to expose her breasts and then he's touching them and it feels so good and she leans over more to press her body against his, feeling his hands running down her back and over her body and feeling his muscles and his strength and how it feels against her own skin and the feeling of his breath as he breathes in and out and she's probably breathing just as quickly and she can feel her heart pounding in her ears and it doesn't matter, she wants him and she kisses him and lets him kiss her and moves her hands down his back and explores further, further, she shouldn't go too far too fast she won't she won't but she wants more and and she wants him her promise to herself seems so very silly and she moves closer to him, as close as she can in the car like this, and it feels so good but she wants more, to feel their bodes pressed together, their hips pressed together, to have their arms legs bodies entangled under sheets kissing and touching and feeling and doing and... and... she knows she doesn't want more, not tonight, but she really wants more, wants it anyways, but this is important and she shouldn't do more, not yet, even if she wants to beg him to drive to his apartment and feel their bodies against each other, feel like how this feels, but more, their bodies, already pressed so close together, feeling so warm and hot his hands down her back on her breasts on her body kissing and kissing and kissing and kissing and the way she feels when he kisses her neck and the sounds he makes and the way he reacts to them, everything. It feels so incredible and she doesn't want it to end and she knows it will knows it can't get further than this but she wants it to and she wants to go just a little bit further and reach below his waist but she shouldn't but she wants to and she can do it next time and just concentrate on what's going on now, on their bodies and their hands and the sounds he makes and how he breathes and moves and his body in the dimming light and how much she wants him and how he wants her and how good it feels to have their bodies like this, and... 

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...and he's kind of forgotten, now, about his earlier intention to help her stick to her resolution of not going too far tonight, because he can feel how much she wants him and he can make her want him more, not even using magic, he just knows exactly how to touch her, and he's learning better all the time, and it's so good she's so good he's so utterly enthralled by all this wanting, by the things he can do to her with his hands and his mouth, by the fantasies he reads in her mind, by the sounds she makes and the pleasure she feels.

He discovers, somewhere in the midst of all this, an even better game than the game of turning her on and making her want him: certain kinds of touches, done in just the right way, that make her feel things in places he hasn't touched at all. He's not sure whether this is something her body is doing, or whether she's just so turned on that she's getting phantom pleasure, or whether that even makes sense as a question, but he likes the challenge of figuring out exactly what to do to make it happen, to make it keep happening, to make it happen more, to make her feel those fantasies of being laid out in his bed and kissed and touched and fucked.

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At first, it's just the ghost of something that Jenna feels between her legs, hardly noticeable or important amidst all the need and wanting and desire she feels, all the hot kissing and and touching and breathing and feeling their bodies press together and his mouth on her mouth on her neck on her breasts his hands down her back pressing and touching and her own mouth and hands returning the same in kind, gasping and moaning together, dreaming of heat and tangled sheets and pretty bedspreads twisted as they tangle themselves together, a constant annoyance with the shape and size of the car making it harder to do things only slightly tinging the glorious and joyful and incredible experience. But sometimes, when he touches her, it grows. And grows and grows and grows as he touches her and soon she can't ignore it can't tune it out and it feels incredible amazing and she knows what it is what she's feeling the few sneaky dirty surreptitious times she had, feeling nice and happy but only a shadow of this and feeling worse after but this is nothing like that was, she's not touching herself and he's not touching her there he's touching her there and there and it's making her feel things there, making her feel and feel and soon it's all she's thinking about, letting him touch her kiss her pet her brush against her press into her in all the right and perfect and incredible ways that's making her feel like this, it feels amazing, wonderful, spectacular, and she's not even thinking about where she's touching him anymore when her hands stray down and that doesn't matter either she wants more and she knows he can feel that can read her just like she's reading him because he gives it to her. More and more and more and more, making her gasp and shudder and moan and shake under his touch, the feeling between her legs in her crotch growing and growing and getting closer and closer and closer. An incredible, wonderful, spectacular feeling, soon to be cresting to... well she knows what but it will be soon and she wants it to be soon and she wants it to be never, she wants this to never end and she wants it to happen now. 

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Oh it's so good when she has feelings. Making her feel things is the best. It's incredible, it's so much better than hurting her, he feels so powerful and so in control and so—accomplished—it's a real challenge, doing this to her, and he's trying and learning and succeeding and every time he gets it right she feels more things and—fuck—it's honestly better than sex, he's never felt this good with his cock in someone, not even Valerie—

He wants to make her come and he wants to draw it out longer and he doesn't know which one he wants more but he's not good enough at this yet anyway to be able to choose his moment precisely. He keeps touching her, keeps chasing that feeling, keeps building on it as well as he can until he finally tips her over the edge.

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Jenna gasps and moans and screams as it builds and builds and builds and then it's with a mixture of joy and relief and regret but mostly joy and passion and release she orgasms, comes, whatever it's supposed to be called but who cares because it feels so fucking good and she's sad it's over but she's so so glad it's happening and this is amazing and Sean is amazing and all of this was is amazing and she's so happy and it feels so incredible and then it peaks and softens out and she gasps and breathes and leans on Sean gasping and moaning and shaking at the exertion, suddenly realized sweat all over her body sticky and tired and happy and good, leaning on him regretting things but only a little, only just a little, because this was incredible amazing spectacular and she's so happy to have met someone like him, unless this is what it's always like, if this is what it's always like no wonder her mother was so worried about her being easy and running off with a boy. This can't be what it's always like, people would be doing it to the exclusion of all else and they'd hardly... done things. He's so incredible. His sweaty skin feels good and safe and warm to lean her head against and so she does, panting and needing a rest and taking it, letting herself relax on him, happy and spent and happy. 

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He wraps his arms around her and closes his eyes and wills her clean, gradually enough that she hopefully won't immediately realize that magic was involved, snuggling her as best he can given that they are in a car. It's a very nice car but it's still a car and not super optimized for snuggling in. But she's very very good and he needs to be hugging her right now. He squeezes her gently and kisses the top of her head.

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