Having sex with Sasha is less mind-blowingly I-don't understand-why-anyone-does-anything-other-than-fuck in-fact-I'm-never-going-to-do-anything-but-fuck blissful than having sex with Asher, but on the other hand he remembers all of it afterward.

He avoids Sasha's breasts, kisses his neck and his shoulder and his stomach.

He puts his hands on the back of Lev's head and tangles his fingers in Lev's hair and moans at the kisses. 

"I love you, you're so good," he says, and starts to pull off Sasha's pants so he can eat him out.

Mmmm. 

He doesn't have to worry about anything, Asher's right there, but Lev's mouth is so good and Sasha loves him so much and mmmmmmmmm. 

He makes quiet little moaning noises into Sasha's cunt and starts to fuck him with two of his fingers.

Oh fuck — he loves his Lev so much —

What a coincidence! He loves his Sasha so much!

Best Lev best Lev best Lev. 

He pulls away and kisses Sasha again. 

Good. 

"You should fuck me." 

"Are you sure," he says, "what about--"

"Asher's right there. And it's fine to have sex while hes watching, he'll keep me safe." 

Lev is not sure that is very good logic. "Can he keep you safe from getting pregnant, though."

"....we don't have to." 

"You have no idea how much I want to, I just--"

"Yeah." 

He pulls Lev closer and curls up on Lev's shoulder. "...it is safe, though, Asher didn't have me use condoms on Saturday and it's fine." 

Lev kisses him and runs his hands through his hair. "You're so beautiful."

"I love you." 

Lev should not be wearing pants, is what should be going on.

That's true. 

And then Sasha can kiss his face, and his neck, and his shoulders, and his hands, and — 

And Lev can pull Sasha on top of him and kiss him and rub against the outside a little and-- oh-- slip inside--

And it isn't soaring flying desperate bliss, but it's good and it's warm and he's so full and it's Lev, his Lev, his beautiful bright Lev. 

It's so warm and soft and wet and-- it's not bliss but he can think around it, he can notice sensations, he can see Sasha's face and hear his gasps and know that he's going to remember it tomorrow and they're so close, it's the closest to his Sasha that he could possibly be--

He physically can't press into Lev any closer than he already is, but he's trying, okay, he pushes his face into Lev's shoulder and makes whimpering noises into his skin. 

He feels strangely like they're cuddling and it just so happens that his dick is cuddling inside Sasha's cunt. It's intimate and affectionate and-- loving. And-- Sasha's so wet, he's so warm, Lev loves him so much--

"I'm going to finish in an embarrassingly short amount of time."