He kisses Lev back. "It's a little blurry for me too, I drank a lot, but it was so good." 

"Yeah. --Maybe we can go together next time, it'd be fun. Asher's friends are so hot."

"They are. — I should ask Asher to go and find my binder, I kind of lost all my clothes —" 

"I wish I could have seen that-- so did I, my first time, now I just get naked before I have my first drink--"

"Oh, that's a good idea, I should do that next time." 

They're walking to Asher's house; it always takes longer to walk there when Asher isn't there.

"Sasha, do you ever notice that your memories are sort of... fuzzy?"

"Yeah. — but I'm kind of dumb, so." 

"Yeah, me too, but. I don't think they used to be this fuzzy."

He shrugs. "I've had a shitty memory for basically forever." 

He shrugs. "Yeah, it's probably nothing, I was just thinking-- I don't really remember how my parents started being okay with the gay thing--"

"My parents started using my name this weekend." 

"Really? That's awesome."

"It is! They're not one hundred percent on pronouns yet but they're trying, I don't know what made the difference but it's great." 

"Maybe they realized you're not going to stop being trans?"

"I guess. Asher thinks they've realized I'm not a kid anymore and I can make my own choices. -- whatever it is no way in hell am I complaining." 

"Yeah. Everything is easier when you have parents that don't object to you being gay or going to parties."

"It really is." 

And they're at Asher's house!

Asher has his headphones in and is concentrating very hard on something; they're not going to be able to talk to him until he finishes.

That's alright, Sasha has an entire Lev to cuddle with. 

Mm. And to make out with. 

Yes. And to make out with. It's very enthusiastic making out. 

There should be fewer shirts, and then Sasha can see how enthusiastic Lev is about kissing the rest of his body.

Maybe Sasha can kiss the rest of Lev's body too? 

Sasha is the best at plans.

Lev bites Sasha's shoulder. It feels like... well, like teeth touching skin.

It doesn't feel like he's flying but he'd been drunk for the first time and exhilarated by strangers wanting him and desperate to get fucked and it's only natural that he'd remember it as bliss, isn't it —