He nods.
Deserts get too cold at night to meditate outside, regardless of how much he prefers to do it alone; he finds a place large enough to lie down in and sits there.
(There is no emotion; there is peace.)
He examines what his feelings are — curiosity; a fondness for Elvee; a relief that he cannot place.
(There is no ignorance; there is knowledge.)
Where is that relief coming from? That he was given this assignment, that he found the man so quickly — ah. That he hasn't had to fight him yet.
(There is no passion; there is serenity.)
Wondering what the man meant by the Grey Jedi will bring him nowhere good; he reminds himself not to let himself be led into traps, closes his eyes and cuts the feeling away.
The fondness for Elvee he takes and turns in his hands, examines; it doesn't look like it's harming anything just yet, even if it is strange. He lets it stay.
The relief — he isn't sure about the relief. Relief that he hasn't needed to fight someone obviously very competent seems fair, but relief that he was given an assignment that wouldn't necessarily involve combat is less so, and he can't see a way to disentangle them. He pulls that feeling apart as best as he can — relief at not needing to kill is not wrong, he thinks, and he lets that remain where it will.
(There is no chaos, there is harmony.)
Breathe in. Breathe out.
(There is no death, there is the Force.)
Breathe in. Breathe out.
He finds himself more able to sleep than he might have thought.