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"Lead us not into temptation, but show us where temptation is, and we will find it."
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Christine answers some more questions from Andre and Clayton, then gives her own testimony. 

She had distant and emotionally neglectful parents as a teenager. She ran away from home at fourteen and lived on the streets, doing sex work to survive. She took a lot of drugs, dated a woman named Rachel who was also a homeless teenage sex worker, and had unprotected sex with men and women. Eventually at seventeen she went to ex-gay camp, found God, and recovered from her homosexuality. She has not had homosexual sex since she was nineteen. 

Does anybody have questions about her testimony?

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That seems like a deeply intrusive thing to ask questions about. 

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That seems like it would involve a conversation with Christine that wasn't built on elision and bullshit. 

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Is that what being an openly gay person is like. 

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Sixteen-year-old Christine seems like kind of a cool person, too bad about adult Christine. 

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And after she's answered some questions from Dolph, they're dismissed for dinner.

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"The first one wasn't too bad," he says conversationally to Asher, "although I doubt I'll be able to keep not talking." 

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"That could have been worse," he says to Lev. 

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He glances around, then says in a low voice, "I'm going to have to spin some dire bullshit for this one."

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"Well, I already know what my root is," he says to Marlo, "so this will be an easy couple of weeks."

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"I'm extremely skeptical of the whole concept but I really don't want to have to give up free time. I can keep giving you answers, in a broad-strokes kind of way, if you want." 

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"I'm glad! That it'll be easy for you, I mean. I have no idea what mine is." 

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"Yeah, I have both 'distant and demanding parents' and 'rejection from peers because you were too sensitive.'"

(It doesn't matter. Marlo's going to hear it in three weeks anyway.)

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To Sasha: "Oh, good, so I don't have to track anyone down and disembowel them for hurting you?"

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"You do not!" 

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"...that makes sense but I'm not sure I can imagine not liking you for being too sensitive." 

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"...You like me?"

He sounds earnest and a little surprised.

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"Maybe we can figure out what our roots are together. Personally, I am leaning towards a lurid tale of parental abuse, because fuck my parents."

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"Course I do." He is slightly uncomfortably aware of just how much he likes Lev.

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"I'm not sure I trust them not to tell my parents if I go that route, and I do need to deal with them, I'm seventeen." 

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"Is peer rejection plausible?"

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"People don't usually like me."

Lev is smiling directly at Marlo and it lights up his whole face.

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"I have no idea why." 

Lev has the most lovely smile. 

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"I think I might go for lack of appropriate same-gender role models, I could sell peer rejection but I like Natalie too much to throw her under the bus like that." 

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"That's not gonna get you shit from your parents? --Were they divorced, I bet you could sell divorce."

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