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It is very, very important for his relationship with Tae-gun that he not take this get out of jail free card however tempting it may look.

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"You were attracted to me when we first met."

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...well yeah obviously.

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"You weren't showing it, not at first. But I could tell. Other people wouldn't have been able to, but I was."

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...wait.

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"I know it feels the same to you, how people always know what you're thinking even when you don't tell them, but it's not true. There's one thing they don't know if you don't tell them, one thing no one knows. And I knew. The moment I saw you, I knew. And you wouldn't have wanted to walk into that room, if you'd known I'd know." Which he can't regret, exactly, but the correct lesson to learn from it is that he should instead not have known. He should've been who he was pretending to be. "People walk into rooms because they have agreed that they're fine showing what they think they're showing and hiding what they think they're hiding. And I don't play that game, I don't have to if I don't want to, I can know more than they want to tell me, more than they'd be alright with me knowing.

"So it is a big deal, Tae-gun-ah. It's not okay for me to know it, and I shouldn't slip even once."

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"...or at least I should aim for that. Clearly I'm shit at it."

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Tae-gun wraps his arms around Jaeha's waist and rests his cheek on Jaeha's chest. "Okay. Thank you, hyung."

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...Jaeha returns the hug after a moment, surprised. "What for?"

(He wouldn't have been surprised if he knew what Tae-gun was feeling with more precision.)

(He kind of likes that he was suprised, which is also surprising to him. He's definitely learning new things about himself.)

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"For... taking it seriously, I guess. And thinking things through. We can figure it out together."

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He smiles. "Yeah. We can."


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"You guys were right," he sighs into a cup of wine.

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"We usually are! What about?"

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"Seomin-sunbae."

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Ah, so that's what he's been down about. "What happened?"

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"I told her about... being bi. She made faces but said it was fine, and then she decided out of the blue to stop partnering. Didn't even have someone else lined up, just..."

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Juheon reaches over to squeeze Woo-young's hand. "You doing alright?"

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"I'm fine. It was... alright with her, but, um. In retrospect we didn't really get along that much?"

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"Still."

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"I don't know why she's still even here," Si-yeon grumbles.

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"In Quasar?"

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"Yeah! This isn't Quasar behaviour. Prez shouldn't let this shit slide."

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"Is she powerful?"

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"A-rank."

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He lifts his glass of whiskey to his lips. "You've got your answer, then."

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