It's different

I still shouldn't

I'm sorry

"Yeah," he says, very quietly. 

"...Kissing guys is fun, actually."

"Lots of things you shouldn't do are fun." 

Sasha watches his face carefully for a moment, then leans forward and kisses him. 

Chen freezes —

— and then melts into both of them. 

When Sasha is done, Kaleva kisses him too.

He feels somewhat guilty about the amount of his reaction to this state of affairs that is "I get to kiss Chen! Chen is really hot!"

Chen melts even further, lets Kaleva take the lead. 

Oh huh. 

Kaleva keeps kissing him, but puts a hand in his hair and tugs it experimentally.

He doesn't make any noise but he goes where he's pulled. 

That test had an ambiguous result! Kaleva lets go of his hair for now. 

Probably at some point they should stop kissing, because they are in an unlocked shower stall and if they got caught a second time it would be incredibly embarrassing, and also because Chen has a lot of stuff to work through that he can't work through as long as he's kissing Kaleva.

The part of Kaleva's brain that has this thought is outvoted by a coalition of the part of Kaleva's brain that has been in love with Chen for three years and Kaleva's dick.

Chen is absolutely not complaining about this. He's not saying anything, complaint or not; he presses into Kaleva and his breath is faster than usual but he's almost entirely silent. 

Sasha relocks the door and cuddles back up to them. "You're doing beautifully," he whispers to Chen, and thoroughly enjoys the way Chen gasps in response. 

What a helpful boyfriend.

Kaleva really, really wants to drop to his knees and start sucking Chen's cock right now. On the other hand, it would probably overwhelm Chen-- way too much, way too soon. On the third hand, it helped Kaleva, and neither self-control nor thinking about future consequences is exactly Kaleva's strength right now, and also Chen's cock.

He compromises by putting his hands up Chen's shirt and touching his back.

"There's not really enough space in here," he observes. 

With extreme reluctance Kaleva stops kissing Chen.

"We could go back to our room."

His expression flickers. "We...probably should." 

Sasha opens the door and gets to his feet. 

Kaleva keeps an eye on Chen on the way there in case he tries to run away.

He doesn't try to run away. He does seem lost in thought the whole way back, though.

Sasha locks the door behind them and leads Chen to the couch, not to either of the beds, and leaves enough space for them both to join him if they're willing to be close together. 

Kaleva sits down right next to Sasha. 

And Chen takes the space on Sasha's other side, sits tentatively like he's worried he might have to get up at any second. 

Sasha notes the posture and leans against Chen, does everything he can to say "We want you here" without words. 

"Everything he can," of course, includes kissing him again, soft and shallow like in children's kissing games. 

Kaleva watches them and touches Sasha's hair.

This is the best possible outcome of what just happened.