Who?

The Enemy. I realize this isn't news I'm just feeling it especially acutely right now.

You're sweet.

There shouldn't be anything in the world like that. There shouldn't ever have been and there still is.

Maybe you'll win.

Maybe. Snuggle. 

She snuggles. He is very snuggly. She wonders what will happen to all the orcs if they win.

If the Enemy were dead maybe there'd be a way not to let Mandos at them.

The Elf gods supposedly torture orcs forever when they die. She has never been totally sure if that applies to her but anyway it applies to all her adoptive family and her baby. Thuringwethil did not seem to think so maybe? She doesn't know.

He doesn't torture people, he just fucks with their heads.  And who knows, if we've already figured out how to kill a Vala - 

Would that let you bring them back?

It sounds hard. But we'd have as long as we needed, and Mandos has some people I care about, too.

Thuringwethil also had some things to say about orcs who died as little babies and there's probably no fixing that but her baby is alive.

Do you think Thuringwethil would help with reembodiments? If we won?

Maybe? I dunno what she'd want for it. Beka's usual go-to was sex but there have been a lot of dead people over the course of forever and she does not know if Macalaurë wants to loan her out like so. Can Maiar even do that?

Don't know. Maybe they could learn.

Hug. Would you want to have sex with Thuringwethil for reembodiments?

She is not sure she would be able to string an entire thought together after enough sex with Thuringwethil to cover even like five reembodiments but it'd be a hell of a way to go?

Yeah, no.

Snuggle. Maybe a bunch of people could do it once or twice each or something?

That sounds better. 

Kiss.

Kiss! You, uh, don't need to wonder if I'm going to loan you out like it might just randomly happen however you feel about it. If you'd be scared then I won't.

Aww, thanks.

Pet pet.

Petting is nice and he is so nice and she wonders what will happen to her if he ever decides to get married.