He drums his fingers in thought.
"It's ... when it goes smoothly, it's a bit like running," he says after a moment. "Where you make sure you can keep up a steady pace, since you know it's going to take a long time, but once the hammer starts falling in rhythm, it seems to take almost no time at all."
He's finished with his meal, so he sets his plate and knife aside and engages with Eeferi's illusory forge.
"There's a movement to it," he continues, taking an illusory hammer, and showing himself shifting his body — just slightly — around the anvil to get the right angle for strikes. "Because you can reposition the metal, but it breaks the flow. And you can't hammer in exactly the same place each time, or you won't make progress — or you'll make it too thin, or brittle. So you kind of watch how the shape changes, and then have to move yourself into position to keep up with it without hurting yourself."
He sets down the hammer.
"And then when you have finished the hammerwork, and you're dealing with barstock or something soft and delicate ... it's slow, and smooth, but still with the same underlying power to it. Your strength the only thing separating the metal as it is now from how you want it to be. I honestly don't know of anything like it. I admit that I get pretty sick of making nails after a while, but I like drawing just as much as hammering, really."
"As for what I think about ... I mean, usually I'm thinking about the metal, right? But it's not in words — just the sort of impression of how its shaped, and how I'm changing it, this constant awareness that took me a long time to perfect. It almost doesn't feel like thinking at all, sometimes, but more like balancing on a boat, with your body moving in time with the waves without conscious thought. Although there are also things to keep an eye on, so it's never completely automatic. Like the number of pieces you've produced so far, and whether anything is melting."
He sits down, shaking his head.
"One time, when I was an apprentice, I got into that state of focus for probably the first time making nails — I hated nails at the time, because they're such common apprentice work. I think I single-handedly supplied the village with two years of nails that week — but I got into focus for the first time, and I completely lost track of how many I had made. I only noticed when the quenching bucket spilled some water on my foot."
"Nowadays I'm a lot better at keeping track of things. That's the half of smithing that they don't tell you about, though. A village like this doesn't have a need for a truly full-time smith, so a lot of my time is spent doing inventory management for the kiln, and the charcoal fires, and our various raw materials. Plus maintaining tools, of course. You'd be surprised how quickly tongs can wear out, if you're using them seriously."
He blinks. "... I'm sorry, what was the question?"