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Maybe the real unethical experimentation on nonconsenting subjects was the friends we made along the way
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She has never been so terrified in her entire life, and now that the adrenaline of it has subsided and she's no longer distracted by the conversation it's hitting her that she's a prisoner, she's trapped here for however long, having to please that monster if she is to survive. The fact that she meant every word she said doesn't matter; she hasn't felt so fragile and vulnerable since she was small and living on the streets. Actually not even then, because then she felt like she'd be able to leave, if she tried.

Would adventuring be this bad? Risking life and limb for something seems less scary than this, even though she knew she was risking something like this. Hell, this is better than becoming one of the twisted monstrosities she's seen out there courtesy of Rekenber, unsure if they're even conscious or able to feel pain or notice what's happening around them, but that's a very low bar. The uncertainty makes it worse, the feeling like she's always being tested. She needs to figure out a way to kill herself if that looks to be the best way out for her, something the Necromancer can't stop or bring her back from. She won't wake up in Kafra, but she will at least still be herself to the very end.

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Thinking of Gonie does help, but not as much as it did the first time. She's not in the lab anymore, she doesn't know if they even know where she'd be, they have no reason to look for her here. She wants to believe in him, wants to believe that he'd succeed at rescuing her, but she's not, she's not sure. And she doesn't know when it would happen, or how, or what to do. She'll try to occupy herself and not think this way, but right now?

Right now she's just afraid.

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But eventually she manages to get herself under control, washes her face, psychs herself up, and floats out of the bathroom once more.

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Ari appears to have been replaced by his sibling with the wings and the lips! Which flaps up and sits on her shoulders, piggyback style.

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Oh um okay? She's kind of still a bit emotionally frazzled but it is very cute. 

"...I'm not sure what to do next though."

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