To be clear, I'm not Vudra...nese? Vudrani? Not in this life, anyway, and I lose most of my memories when I die. This is probably from a book I read or something. 'History of the Rakshasa: Rakshasas are not natural creatures, born of neither the gods nor the whims of nature. Rakshasa legend traces the fiends' - ' okay, I guess they are fiends, um, actually no one said they were or weren't, just - someone said she was a demon, um, anyway, 'traces the fiends' existence back to a single progenitor, an incredibly powerful and greedy Vudrani sorcerer-king who sought to enjoy an eternal existence of hedonistic comfort and control. Although the exact names, times, and details of this legendary figure's actions vary among the epic poems rakshasas tell of his exploits, the broad strokes are similar enough to outline a history. The most common name for the arcanist who became the first rakshasa is Mahka Abich - Abihc - Abihcara.'
...These are a lot of words, give me a second to breathe.
Or, maybe I should read ahead a little bit, so I trip over them less often?
...Anyway,
'At some point in his life, the sorcerer became obsessed with his own mortality. Because of his great love of food, sleep, and other physical entertainments, Mahka was unwilling to become an undead creature or transform himself into some spell-crafted abomination. He also rejected any idea of paradise in an afterlife, for any such existence required subservience to a god or similar entities...'