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Opalyn could not be more thrilled with this amount of information! She was quite worried about working from only one reference point and having no idea how far spaced the levels were from here! It is possible that Fdera is bullshitting here, and this is not an accurate accounting of the levels at all, but even having a lie to work with is far better than she expected!

Reviewing mentally: three triplings to get to Count, four more to Duchess, five more to Grand Duchess.

Opalyn's thoughts, hidden from Iarwain until the end of this charging session:

How does she want this test to come out, if she gets to pick?

Probably she wants to aim for Duchess, which leaves room for them to poke and prod her and reveal that she's secretly Grand Duchess (if in fact that's true), but in the worlds where she's really Princess or Empress level she wants to hide that.

So she wants to manage between seven and nine more triplings, probably starting to show some strain on the last few of those, and then make it Fdera's problem to reveal any additional available triplings.

He also keeps complaining that they're out of time, so if she can stall enough, she might get dismissed before they get to the end.

No stalling yet, though, it's too soon.

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"To make sure I understand: just keep tripling until I can't anymore, stopping to check my work each time, and then continuing?"

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"Nay, I'll want to check the beam myself when you reach Count and again each three triplings thereafter."

"It kinda is important at this point to do exactly what I say and nothing else.  It won't matter as much if everything goes normally, it may matter a lot if it doesn't."

"I say again:  Treble thrice; always pause and glance at your work to check it after each trebling.  End."

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Hidden thoughts:

This seems fine! This is too soon to start showing any strain. Opalyn will just comply, though she'll take her time with the checking.

Opalyn says ready, Fdera says go.

Opalyn triples the intensity, waits several seconds to make sure everything is just right; triples again, checking even more closely this time, and finally triples again.

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"Well done, at least Countess Healthy-Orphan!  You're at the start of an interesting and fun life at the Facility, so long as you don't blow your credits on pretending to be less powerful than you are, in which case it'll be an unpleasant time today and things will only start being fun later!"

"Treble thrice again, which takes you to the high end of Countess.  End."

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Hidden thoughts: Opalyn is at least a little daunted by Fdera's threats, but once the Facility knows her real level, they can never un-know it. Opalyn mentally prepares herself to be found out, to be scolded, to be punished, to be raped by other inmates in the prison, for at least four days and maybe longer. She lets that idea sink into her and knows that it is worth this fate for even a chance to have the upper hand. She mentally pays the price in advance so the threat of it can't be used against her later.

For these three triplings, she's going to go slower and slower, and she's going to start showing a little bit of strain, especially on the last tripling.

She takes a deep breath. "Ready."

She waits for the go, and then triples the first time.

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She takes a few more deep breaths, checking her work, and triples a second time.

And then, holding her shoulders more tensely, triples a third time.

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Still doesn't particularly feel like a strain at all.  Orphan used more magic than this to make fire.

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Does Orphan have any memories whatsoever of what magical strain actually feels like?

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Nope.  The thought of testing her own limits just doesn't seem to have occurred to Healthy-Orphan at all, any more than she ever engaged in a desperate sprint to see how fast she could run.

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Bummer.

Hidden thoughts:

She's just going to have to fake it, then, and guess what the outward signs would be, and they might be blatantly fake-looking to Fdera. Nothing for it.

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"According to your file, you should be able to reach the next tier without any trouble.  Your file is obvious bullshit, and we are in a region where it's not great if stuff just breaks down in a disorderly way."

"We're going to go up by factors of a cube root of three," it having been earlier verified by him that Opalyn knew how to do this with her beam, "and you stop-as-in-freeze and let me know and don't keep going up, if it starts to be a little bit of a strain.  We'll continue going from there, after that, but it's important that I know."

"Increase by cube root of three nine times, glance-checking after each increase, end."

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Hidden thoughts:

Allll right. She was at six triplings and she was planning to break down between seven and nine triplings. The next three increases get her to the seventh tripling, the three after that get her to eight, and the three after that get her to nine. This is where she attempts her bluff.

She is encouraged that Fdera does seem to be expecting it right around here.

"I should note that I am beginning to feel it already, though it does seem like I can go up at least a few more cube-root-of-threes and probably even a full tripling from here. If that is okay, then Ready."

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"Revised.  Cube-root-of-three three times, pausing for a full breath after each.  End."

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After the ready/go, Opalyn does each of the next three cube-root-of-three increases, slowly, breathing and checking after each.

"I am not entirely sure what 'strain' is supposed to feel like but plausibly this is it? It is starting to feel like an actual effort. What should I be looking for?"

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"A sense that you've taken on an unsustainable amount of effort, like you are lifting an overly heavy weight and might be about to drop it.  If that happens, drop back by a cube-root-of-three."

"Three cube-root-of-three-increases.  Pause for two breaths after each.  The moment you feel like your spellcasting is unsustainable, drop back by a cube-root-of-three.  Or if your instincts say you can't easily reach the next level, stop and tell me so instead of trying.  End."

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Opalyn squares her shoulders, does the ready/go, and proceeds.

After the first increase, she pauses for two breaths, and then on the attempt at the second increase, she flickers upward a couple of times and then drops back to where she was.

She breathes a few more times and then says, "Couldn't quite get there."

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"Duchess, if I may be frank here, you've only been a sorceress for minutes, you didn't even know what sorcery was, you have completely utterly absolutely zero chance of just guessing what it looks like to be under a lot of magical strain to somebody who's carefully examined hundreds of people who tried to fake it, and we're low on time.  Do we have to do this?"

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Hidden thoughts:

The way to lie convincingly is to believe your own lie. It's a lie that she's feeling strain, but Opalyn is genuinely upset that Fdera would say to follow her instincts and then claim she wasn't doing that. Her instincts are hers and he can't read her mind (she thinks!), and this is a bullshit way for Fdera to treat her. She leans hard into her outrage that he's giving her these mixed messages, and puts that emotion into her voice.

"If there is one thing you have made clear to me over and over, it's that I'm supposed to do exactly as I'm told. You said to stop if it started to feel hard or if my instincts told me I was at the edge. It started to feel hard a while ago, it felt even harder just now, and my instincts are telling me to stop. Do you want me to try to push through, in direct opposition to your orders?"

Opalyn sounds genuinely offended.

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"If you had ever actually seen what somebody looks like when they're nearing their first limit, you'd realize exactly how little chance you had of fooling me this way.  It's kind of charming, actually, like a ten-year-old with frosting smeared on their lips saying they had no idea what happened to that cake.  I'm not going to mark you down for it yet, any more than I would a ten-year-old sent to the Farm who tried the same thing, but seriously, you need to stop."

"Finish the previous set of increases, so two more, and then do three more cube-root-of-three increases after that.  Instructions same as before if you actually do feel the strain.  End."

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Hidden thoughts:

Opalyn has several theories here.

1. Her fakery is actually terrible and he can see right through her. This seems very possible.
2. He can't see through her, but this is just what he always says at this point in the proceedings because sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't.
3. He can't see through her, but this is just what he always says at this point in the proceedings because it will be upsetting and thereby cause the inmate to produce more magic

If it's #1, there's nothing she can do about it, she's definitely getting caught and she's gonna get hurt and raped about it.
If it's #2, the correct course of action is to bluff harder.
If it's #3, the correct course of action is to get emotional and then produce slightly more magic but not too much more.

Following strategy #3 seems to work in case #2 also, and there's no saving case #1.

Opalyn leans harder into the outrage she was already making herself feel. She drums up her feelings to maybe a three out of ten.

Opalyn glares at Fdera, grits her teeth, and clenches her fists. She squeezes her eyes shut tight and spits, "Ready."

After he says "Go," she completes two more of the small increases, slows and completes one more small increase, and then stops.

"Happy now?"

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"Nope.  Keep going and complete the set.  End."

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"You're so infuriating! Raaaaaarrggggggh! Ready!"

After the go, Opalyn goes up two more small increases.

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"RRrrrrrgh!  It's so hard... to say... words... but I can still... say... that you should... do another set of three cube-root increases!  Let me know... if you actually do... feel the strain!  END!"

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Hidden thoughts:

This appears to be working! Opalyn has to be careful not to start to laugh, because Fdera's attempts to infuriate her are actually fairly amusing but it's not going to help to start laughing!

Opalyn needs to look like she's losing her shit, now, but without actually losing her shit. She believes that if she really loses her shit, she might accidentally go up MANY more levels of intensity and lose the whole game.

She focuses on the fact that Fdera is actually being a gigantic dick to her right now.

Opalyn starts screaming continuously, does not say ready, and goes up two cube-root increases at the same time, flashes one cube-root increase hotter than that, drops back down, and continues screaming.

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