He (none of his names are real, he was going by Yves most recently but it hasn't escaped him that that or the hair or the fact that he's five foot two has people ma'aming him and also that name was chosen by demons from Hell to cause problems) thinks he's probably gotten somewhere Hell won't specifically be looking for him. Now he just needs to duck into some building where no one will see him - one of these will surely do - or maybe they won't, he's never been so intensely aware before that every single thing he thinks he knows he was taught by demons to make him better at doing evil and very nearly everything he has ever seen was specifically crafted to trick him into doing evil. Or maybe that's completely wrong! Who knows! He's also never been so intensely aware before that he's a spectacularly horrible judge of character who absolutely cannot tell whether everything he sees is designed to trick him into doing evil!
But his body has been changed since he died (or maybe none of his memories really happened! why stop at three existential crises when he could collect them all!) and that means there is some way to suppress his healing and he will find it and he will find some properly awful way to carve it into his flesh that he is done trying to - trying to do things in full generality, trying to understand the world, trying to -
- That building over there seems empty, though of course he doesn't know anything. He breaks in.