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Kalorm wakes up at around 11:15 am.

He seems to be in a reasonably good mood? He looks around the room immediately, sees Merrin (currently reading fanfiction on one of the screens, because she ran out of Treatment Planning updates that her brain felt like processing), and manages a tired smile and even a greeting-gesture. 

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Awwww! Merrin gestures back, then minimizes her fanfiction and slides her chair over. 

"Hi! I'm sorry the last minimum setting trial was so stressful. It makes sense that you don't like feeling short of breath. You had a pretty scary time when the sepsis was hitting you, and I know your episodic memories of all that are blurry but you'll still have emotional associations with it. I think we should go a bit gentler, but the Diagnostic markets are still putting 20% odds that you'll be ready by 8 pm if we wait until then to do another trial, and 80% that you'll be ready by evening tomorrow. Does that make sense?" 

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Nod. Scowl. Eyeroll. 

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Merrin reaches in and squeezes his hand. 

"I know it's frustrating when it feels like all your progress is slow. But it's not, actually? You're doing way better than we expected on mobility and strength. In fact, I think we're ready to try the next thing, and if you can do it then you definitely get a cookie for it. Want to hear what it is?" 

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Under what circumstances does Merrin possibly think he WOULDN'T want to hear about it??? 

(All right, fine, under many circumstances Kalorm wants people to stop TALKING to him and let him SLEEP, but right now he's feeling pretty awake, and he definitely wants to know what Merrin thinks he can do? She looks so hopeful.) 

He nods. 

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Merrin grins. "We're going to try having you stand up! First part is actually the same as the sitting we did yesterday, though I think you can probably manage it with a bit less help today. Then we'll put a grab-bar in front of you - it magnetically locks to the floor, you don't have to worry that it'll slip - and a sort of seat-harness around your waist. We'll have three people here - me and Tharrim on either side, and someone behind you on the other side of the bed to catch you if you start to fall backward. We can actually use a mechanical lift with the harness and pull you right up, but we're going to see how much you can do with your own muscle strength. You've only been here a little over a week, you'll have lost some muscle strength but am making a bet that you can do it with no more than 50% weight assist. Okay?" 

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Oh no standing up. That sounds really hard. Merrin could just NOT participate in prediction markets, which are STUPID Kalorm can't actually manage to be annoyed about it, though, she's so earnestly excited. 

He nods. 

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Then they can get all the equipment set up for it! 

They'll put the harness on while he's in bed, so they just have to fasten the lift straps once he's in position on the side of the bed. (It doesn't actually just go around his waist; it's sort of underwear-shaped, with a wide, soft, padded support strap that loops under and between his legs as well.) 

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UGH Kalorm is GRUMPY about that but he will tolerate it ONLY because Merrin is explaining earnestly why it's actually more comfortable than having to cinch something really tightly around his waist so it'll stay in place. 

 

He is in fact stronger and steadier today. Still wobbly, and a lot of his attempted movements are jerky, but once his legs are over the side, he can pull his torso forward and around without Merrin needing to reach around and grab his back. 

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Merrin is DELIGHTED! 

They get the bar in place and locked. Kalorm can put his hands into grippy gloves that actually magnet-lock into place around the bar, so he doesn't need to rely fully on his grip strength. He get to wear magnetic-locking booties to make sure his feet won't slip. They firmly fasten and double-check the lift straps (there are several, to distribute weight better, one set hooked directly to the ceiling lift and another pulleyed through the standing-bar setup so the actual force will be pulling Kalorm foward.) 

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Kalorm is rolling his eyes about SO SO MANY aspects of this.

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Merrin is not surprised he finds all of this optimization-around-him really irritating! It's still important to her that he's safe and definitely won't fall, and also that none of the caregivers injure themselves trying to catch him if he does. 

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Tharrim is going to set the lift to counterweight-assist rather than fully powered; it won't pull Kalorm up directly, but will ensure that he only has to provide half as much force via muscular effort. 

He and Merrin arrange themselves on either side of him, arms interlinked around his back. They prompt Kalorm to shuffle forward until his butt is right at the edge of the bed, then raise the bed a little higher so he doesn't have as far to stand. 

"Whenever you're ready," he prompts. "Lean forward, it helps with the weight shift, and then - if it feels hard to remember how to stand, focus on your quads and your glutes, you need to straighten your legs and push your hips up and forward. Whenever you're ready." 

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It's just standing up! He should be able to do it! 

 

 

...In fact it takes some strategizing and figuring out how legs work. Tharrim's dumb advice turns out to be actually useful. Kalorm is ANNOYED about this, but he focuses on his quads and his glutes, tries to push his hips forward and up while pulling with his arms. 

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And then he is STANDING UP!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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It's a good thing that Merrin and Tharrim have their arms under Kalorm's armpits and linked around the small of his back, and that with their other hands they're firmly gripping the harness loops where his lift straps attach, because Kalorm's balance is in fact awful, and despite the firm anchors provided by his grippy gloves and his maglocked booties, he's really wobbly. He is definitely needing their help to hold his hips and spine in a stable vertical alignment while he gets it figured out. 

But they're not really supporting any of his weight! He's doing that on his own! And he stood up fast, without looking like it took a heroic wrenching effort, so he probably could have done it with less than 50% weight assist. He's doing amazingly!!!! Merrin is so happy!!!!!! 

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Balancing is SO HARD. Kalorm is actually finding it pretty obnoxious that his feet are stuck down to the floor, because he keeps feeling like he's about to fall and wants to take a step to catch himself. 

It takes about a minute before he notices that, one, he has not fallen over, and two, Merrin and Tharrim are definitely not going to let him fall over. 

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Tharrim, who has more experience than Merrin with this stage of rehab, is - once he's confident that Merrin can hang onto the groin harness by herself - going to make himself very annoying by gently touching various core areas and prompting Kalorm to engage those stabilizing muscles more or differently. 

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Does Tharrim think he's some sort of wizard. Kalorm's lower back is already aching with muscle fatigue. He's pretty sure that the stupid superheated ventilator tubing is heavy and making this unfairly harder. 

(It's supported on a hook and is definitely not pulling him down.) 

He is so incredibly frustrated with people touching him and doing things like locking his hands and feet in weird magnetic contraptions so he can't even move them. This feels like FAKE standing up.

But, with great concentration, he's able to slowly steady himself, wobbling less, standing up straighter, as Merrin counts out thirty second increments. 

 

...He makes it some ways past three and a half minutes, and then he's starting to...not feel great? He isn't lightheaded, exactly, but he's too warm and his hands are sweaty inside the gloves and he has a cramp in his side. 

Kalorm ignores it. He IS going to make it to five minutes, even if it doesn't really count because he's FAKE standing up. 

(His breath is coming faster, though, and his heart rate has been steadily increasing and is now up to 120.) 

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Merrin notices. "Kalorm, do you need to sit down?" 

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NO. DETERMINED HEADSHAKE.

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Well, she's a little worried but she's not going to make him. 

Four minutes. 

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Kalorm tries to take slower deeper breaths. He is GOING to fakestandup for five minutes. 

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh now he's now feeling queasy again, though. He's so hot. All of a sudden his whole body feels slick with sweat. And it's getting worse, he feels so badwrong - 

 

 

- aaaaaaaaaaaaah he isn't sure how to communicate "I think I'm going to throw up" when he can neither talk nor MOVE HIS HANDS. He tries to catch Merrin's eye and frantically shakes his head. 

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Tharrim notices at the same time Merrin does. "All right, time to sit down." [Merrin, on three - two - one -] 

They lower him to sit on the side of the bed again. Tharrim unclips his hands, in case he wants to urgently communicate something by gesture. 

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Hopefully "bending over and reaching for his stomach while looking abjectly miserable" is clear enough because Kalorm is sort of out of strategies right now! 

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