The investigation included one current-at-the-time and three already-former Sesati slaves. The then-current Sesati slave aggressively tried to get a reaction out of the mindreader by recalling things that happened to them and thinking about the possibility that they'd be tortured to death if it seemed like Vanda Nossëo was making any progress on freeing them; they kept vacillating wildly between brittle affected indifference and misery that they were trying very hard to narrativize as insulted pride. At multiple points they deliberately suppressed the urge to fantasize about flaying their master alive. I have half a mind to just break all his goodies and go down fighting, is one of the last things in the transcript. Been keeping my head down and it's practically tolerable but no point in that now and besides, this isn't the only life I'll ever have, right?
One of the former Sesati slaves focused on how the desire for vengeance saw her through the years between her conviction and her escape, how she spent the time engaged in sabotage and resistance. She had a whole narrative about how she was a real person because she wasn't cowed and didn't choose slavery, she chose vengeance. She came across as slightly obsessed with how her rage made her a real person who deserved better, without ever quite being willing to contemplate any implications of that other than that it justified righteous indignation which proved she was a real person who deserved better... She could be gotten off that topic and onto the topic of how contemptible she found all of Sesat, or a couple of more cheerful topics like the fact that she recently started listening to death metal and the general adorableness of the dogs she works with. Maybe I'm not anyone, she thought, several times, mostly followed by dwelling on how her drive for vengeance proved otherwise but once she followed it up with, but neither are they, they're all just as bad or worse.
Another former Sesati slave had the subjective experience of not being an entire person, of missing pieces. She had the subjective experience of feeling a hole in her soul where hope and drive ought to be. Most of what she wanted out of the interview was to have someone believe her that what she did was for better reasons than anyone in Sesat would admit, though in fact she kept going back and forth about whether maybe she was lying to herself about being justified. She kept almost noticing pleasant implications of things and then flinching away from those thoughts as if they hurt worse than despair.
And the last former Sesati slave wouldn't think about Sesat at all. He wanted to think about how his current job could be replaced with a prestidigitator and it wouldn't matter since he could publish poetry and get basic income and maybe get a real education.