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She pulls back. " - What?"

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"My- first master was... a biologist. She liked my power, but not my self. She decided to harvest my genetic material and create an improved version, one she could mold more carefully. I killed her before she could bring that plan to fruition."

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Her brain is screaming, and her teacher's words feel distant, distorted. They only kind of make sense. "I - you - "

Her voice cracks. Then, quietly: "You didn't know?"

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"I swear to you, if I had, it never would have taken me fourteen years to catch up to you."

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" - How could you not know?"

(Sangua is, going by the whirlwind of her emotions in the Force, definitely panicking. (Not that she's realized this - everything is too big, her emotions simple and strong and drowning her, and the way her brain's sweeping along is hampering Anakin's efforts to push to the front, to intervene before Sangua melts down entirely.))

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"There was- too much happening. Too much that I wanted to bury."

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She makes a distressed noise, and her emotions teeter -

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And the lash as her fear tries to shift into rage creates just enough of an opening.

Her emotions crack, her body struggling to catch up with the sudden shift, and Anakin sways, knees going weak, as she tries to clear her mind.

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Sidious catches her.

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She collapses into Elesse.

"'m sorry," she mumbles. "We're not mad at you, Sangua just - "

Deep breaths. Rediscovering her center is essential. She needs to not drift out of her tenuous grasp on stability - needs to stay in control of the body.

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Hug.

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Hug.

"...I'm sorry your old Master did that to you."

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"I am sorry that the two of you were affected."

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Tight hug. "I don't regret the life I've had. It's made me who I am - made us who we are."

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"I should have been able to give you a better one."

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Tighter hug.

" - I think that's some of what Sangua is scared of. That it'd - change things, that you might want the idea of the us you'd raised and not the actual us. Though she's... Not being very coherent right now..."

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Hug.

"The ones I love are you. This- doesn't change that. Nothing will."

"I just would have spared you the pain, if I could."

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"The pain made us."

"We love you, and we know you love us - but it's okay. We value having had the life we have, even though it sucked."

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Deep breath.

"Thank you. I needed to hear that."

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Nod. 

" - Will this change anything? About - our relationship."

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"Not if you do not wish it to."

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"I think that might be what Sangua needs right now, for nothing to change."

"And I..." She leans against Elesse, trying to get her thoughts in order. 

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Nuzzle.

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"I love you, and I love being your girlfriend, and I don't want to stop, but - "

"The idea of you being my mom is... Really nice, I think?"

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"Should I begin reprimanding you for staying out too late?"

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