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"First, let's move somewhere comfortable..." And then she will explain meditation Sith style.

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"Sounds more me than the Jedi kind." (Which Anakin has previously explained to Elesse in detail, both the classic ways and the way she does it.)

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"Then hopefully this will not be too difficult for you."

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"Yeah."

Three major themes arise from Sangua's tangle of desires: being herself, being free, and protecting those she loves, though her desires for freedom and self-actualization overlap significantly. There's a lot stacked on top of those of course - destroying anyone who harms her loved ones (she and Anakin both want to kill Sidious's Master), pursuing her every desire, knowing she alone commands herself...

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Good. Then the next step is to begin linking those desires to actions. Which actions can she take in support of which desires, and when she does take an action, which desire is she supporting?

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A lot of actions that support one thing support multiple...

Protecting her loved ones feels distinct from being herself, but also like she is fundamentally someone who protects - and so growing stronger, growing wiser, gaining any ability to protect, helping her loved ones... Those all feel like both things. 

Refusing to swear servitude felt like freedom, but it felt like being herself more than anything... She doesn't need raw destructive ability to define herself in freedom. She just - refusing to do things, leaving, turning to new paths. Choosing to be Sidious's apprentice and not a Jedi. Walking away from old habits that were hurting her. Turning towards - gaining - her desires. Those feel like freedom. 

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The ancient Sith used to say 'the Force shall free me'. Sidious always found that piece of their code... resonant.

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"What's the full code?"

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"Hmm... It goes- 'Peace is a lie, there is only passion. Through passion, I gain strength. Through strength, I gain power. Through power, I gain victory. Through victory, my chains are broken. The Force shall free me.'"

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Hum.

"I guess whether peace is a lie depends on how you're defining it. Or - that's what Anakin would say, and she's good at that philosophy stuff..."

"And I guess there's the same thing with how you define strength."

"But - breaking chains sounds nice. Being free sounds essential."

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"It does."

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Smile. "I think there's personal peaces you can have, that are real... But stagnation is a lie, as is the idea that the world will never again challenge you."

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"That is a good way to look at it."

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Grin. "Thanks."

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Sidious prods for Sangua's further opinions on the code, offering up her own thoughts and interpretations and asking her to elucidate.

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She has trouble with a lot of it, especially with articulating her own opinions instead of offering Anakin's words. It's rewarding and important... But also pretty mentally tiring, and not very fun or engaging. 

She does have a good bit of insight buried in all that, though. 

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Good insights deserve rewards. For example, kisses.

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Much simpler than philosophy.

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But no less vital to the well-rounded education of a growing girl.

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True. Proper motivation is very essential.

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Sidious will be certain to continue providing it for her apprentice.

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They've had a long day... Sangua'd like to take a break, and she's pretty sure she deserves a significant reward for her first day.

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Of course she does.

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Wiggle!!!

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Pleasure, or pain?

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