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She nods slowly.

"I am more than thirty-four centuries old," she says. "I have seen a lot of things. I may not live forever, but I will certainly live a very long time. All the people I met last time I left the mountain are dead, and so are all of their children and grandchildren. My father and I are the last living speakers of Ansati and one day we will probably be the last living speakers of Nathuremi as well. Things don't last. And I am not a library. I can't... hold three thousand years of history in my head like books on a shelf, serene and untouched. When I meet someone, and care for them, and they die, I carry that weight forever. If I fill my memory with all the vanished wonders of the world, there won't be any room left for me."

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Solemn nod.

"I would never want you to grow so concerned with preserving the world that you fail to preserve yourself," she agrees. "But I think there is more than just miserable memories held for the preservation of the good that once was in the world. There is something very - sad, very lonely, about keeping oneself an island as all the world moves around without you. I would want to spare you the pain of isolation by choice and by time, both."

She considers.

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"I believe that the most elegant solution I can offer is to live forever." Smile. "I hope you don't object."

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"Not at all."

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"Excellent. Then that's decided. Now I merely need to figure out the how."

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"There are ways."

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"I would assume so, considering." She waves a hand to Irikaino, amused. "But I think I'll not carve my continued existence from the pain of others. I suppose I'll have to look into the rumors of the old capital."

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"Lady Rivethira asked Father to clear it out."

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"Ah." She considers this. "I believe that if I were less grateful to her for her foresight, I might be annoyed with her for removing all of the narrative weight from my actions. Am I to be but a shadow, flitting after her steps until the end of time? Well. At least she walks to places I'd like to go."

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"You've already done one thing she hasn't."

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She thinks of asking Serik to resurrect her parents, and smiles, a little.

"... So I have," she agrees, sounding immensely pleased with herself.

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Irikaino smiles too.

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"A good thing, too, because I believe I'd rather not follow her example in regards to your father. Best that I am free to walk where I like."

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Thoughtful nod.

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"Regardless. I suppose that makes my quest very straightforward. Do you expect that I could just ask your father to fetch a truly ridiculous amount of water from the fountains, that I will then hoard as if my life depended on it? Which, of course, it would."

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"He's thinking of trying to duplicate them, actually. But in the meantime, yes, he will keep both of you supplied."

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"Well. That makes living forever a task that requires little trouble at all. I merely need to avoid doing anything lifethreatening or wandering off somewhere I couldn't be found by an all powerful sorcerer. How ever will I accomplish it."

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"Accidents do happen. But I think you will probably be okay."

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"Yes, probably. So instead of the trouble of worrying of how to lengthen the time I have, I have the trouble of figuring out what to do with it."

She seems to find this amusing.

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"Will that be difficult?"

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"Perhaps, but I can always ask an expert. What do you do with your time?"

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"I read. And work on spell design."

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"For what sorts of spells?"

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"Mostly solving problems my father created thousands of years ago when he was building the spell that makes us immortal and holds the swans."

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"Ah. And what will you do when you run out?"

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