Yvette finds herself in the unenviable position of coming into existence in free fall at almost terminal velocity
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"Also I just genuinely like people! When they're not failing to remember I'm a person, anyway, I guess I didn't get along with or like anyone in the cult. And kind of. Yelled at them about manners." She sounds a little embarrassed about this.

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Why would anyone be embarrassed about—this is exactly what he means.

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"Well I don't mean I regret it, and I'd probably do it again, but. I don't know, it felt. Mean? Blunt? I guess I want to know how to be both but I don't want to do it accidentally!"

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Someday she'll meet more people and understand that everyone sucks and is terrible all the time and she'll get what he means.

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"I am skeptical. I bet a lot of people suck, but I also think I'll keep liking people."

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"Anyway, here's your key. If you lose it I'll be mad. Also if you turn out to be untrustworthy I'll be even madder and I'll come after you. We clear?"

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She giggles, and takes it!

"Yes. Thank you. I'll be good, I..." she trails off, looking around and looking for words. "... I like your home. It's your space. It feels very loved. Being untrustworthy would ruin that and something valuable would be lost?"

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He rolls his eyes. "See, it's saying this kind of stuff, that's not the kind of stuff other people say."

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"Hm. You'd know better than I would, I guess, but. I don't like breaking valuable things?"

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"So long as you know that you're also a valuable thing and other people will want to break you."

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Blink, blink.

"... Well, of course. Have I seemed like I don't value myself too?"

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"No, but you match a pattern."

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"I... suppose, but it's not really fair to project patterns I haven't actually started fulfilling? A lot of what I've done has been very self interested, just I've also been nice about it and care about other people too."

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"Then ignore the ramblings of this old man."

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She squints at him. "... No? You care about me and want me to be okay. I'm not ignoring that, it's precious. Just... I don't know. See me as I am instead of. What I most resemble."

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He laughs self-deprecatingly. "I'm not sure I know how, but I'll try."

Going with his gut instincts got him this far, he'll update them with time but he's not sure how to turn them off.

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Giggle. "That's fair! I think I just want you to trust me to take care of myself well enough. But that takes time and you've known me for, uh, maybe three hours now?"

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"Mmhm."

Which is also how long she's known herself, too. That's very surreal.

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"Subjectively I think I've had a bit longer! ... Depending on how long I was unconscious. I expect it wasn't as long as I experienced in the mindscape thing, because if I'd been out that long I think you'd have been more worried? But."

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"It was a few minutes."

Not too many minutes. He figured there was some weird CG thing going on there. Probably.

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“Yes, see. Subjectively I have had slightly longer with myself!”

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He smiles and shakes his head to himself. "Fair enough."

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She beams at him.

"So! Do you know someone promising I can show a shard of crystal to and ask if they know anything about a resonance chamber? ... I guess the cult might, but. Eh. Preferably someone else."

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"...maybe the Order of Truth. They are less likely to see you as an avatar of your sire but they do see everyone as experimental subjects."

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"Lovely. Better or worse chance than the cult, in your opinion?"

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