"I'm just sabotaging myself over and over aren't I?"

He shakes his head and sits down next to the bed. Facing away from it.

"Oh, so you still wanted to do the - Okay." 

She gets up onto the bed and lies so she can drape her left arm down onto Teddy's shoulder.

"Comfy?", she asks.

"Trying to be brave," He says. "Yeah, this is comfy."

"Okay. I'm going to do my thing now, okay?"

"Okay. Not to repeat myself but- Thank you, again."

"It's no problem."

There's a rustle of cloth, and Hannah shifts on the bed. She settles back down with her hand on Teddy's shoulder again. 

Should he be thinking about what's going on behind him or not? He's really not sure. He kinda sorta wants to look but that would be mortifying, right at this moment. He'll settle for taking deep breaths and trying to focus more on the 'excitement' than the 'pit of dread'.

He shifts slightly and nudges her hand on his shoulder a bit.

She squeezes back. 

There's a soft breath. If he listens he can hear some small slick sounds. 

Oh, he's listening.

Sigh. Shift. Another small shift. Little sounds from up near Hannah's pillow - she must be tossing her head a bit. 

Then it's quiet, except for steady slow breathing. 

He mutters the command to bring up his user page.

NAME: Teddy Anderson
USERLEVEL: Local Admin (Data)
HYMN: •••
~Chords of the Hymn~
Administrative Body v10.7.4
STATUS: •••••
CORE DRAW: ••••◘
Heartsong Analysis:
INT: •••
WIS: •••
CHA: •••
Heartsong: 『Share the Light』
When doing something for what you deeply and truly believe is a morally good reason, act as if INT, WIS, and CHA are all 1 higher.
Passion Core: ◘

There are some more apparent slick sounds coming from behind him now, and Hannah's breathing has sped up. Her hand on his shoulder is starting to grip a bit.

"...Oh."

He feels a little stupid now.

"I - Kind of - Want to watch?" He sounds uncertain.

Hannah tenses a little. 

"You may.~" Her voice is husky and warm. More than warm, actually, positively heated.

"Okay." He shivers.

He turns around and grasps her hand with his own. (Licks his lips without noticing.) ...Watches.

She's lying with her legs apart, right hand between them stroking and touching, looking focussed and a little flushed. 

She meets his gaze with her own, then looks away. Her flush deepens. She keeps stroking. Her grip on his hand tightens. 

He feels himself growing, well, suddenly warmer. Hannah is very attractive and this is the first time he's seen anything like this. ...Outside of internet porn, that is. It's still much - more real and headier, right here before him.

Should he say something? She's - kind of focusing, right? He settles on squeezing her hand a bit and smiling.

She smiles back.

She lets two fingers slip inside herself, and strokes that way. Her eyes close as she gets a look of intense concentration - 

And there's a little ping in the back of his head.

(It's surprisingly nice to watch her and imagine how she's feeling?? 'Good', presumably.)

"This is - Hot. Are you going to, uh, keep going?"

She doesn't answer, she just keeps going. It's pretty clear when she orgasms, between the ping in the back of Teddy's head and the full-body shudder she has. 

She keeps going even after that, and drags herself to a second orgasm within a minute. That pings too.

And then she sighs, takes her hand away from her sex, lets go Teddy's hand. 

"Is that, mmm, enough of an answer?~"

"-Yeah.

My turn, I guess. I've got - good material to work with." He cringes as soon as he says that. It's so cheesy.

She laughs. "I'm glad. See you in a while." And she heads on out of the room.

Okay, so-

He takes his pants, underwear, and shirt off. He grabs the bottle of lube and lays back on the blanket.

He gently brushes his hand over himself and shivers. Right, he's - more sensitive down there now, the Administrative Body section said that. It seemed weird at the time, but it sort of makes sense.

He closes his eyes and strokes his flaccid cock with one hand as he thinks about Hannah. Her hands rubbing at her sex. Her expression enjoying it, her hand in his. He's soon hard enough.

Then he takes a small dollop of that lube and spreads it - slick over his cockhead. He strokes more, listening to the squelching sounds.

-He imagines Hannah on top of him, smiling down at him.